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This is mental, emotional.

Unlike Ji Nansheng's mental breakdown after Qin Jingyuan's accident, he felt that the little girl in front of him seemed to be closed down by this incident.

He would rather Ji Nansheng's crying about smashing cups and bowls, and outraged them unreasonably. He didn't want to see her quietly accept the fact, but sealed all the pain in her heart, letting the heart bleed and rot.

"A Sheng --"

"I'm ok."

Ji Nansheng raised his head and squeezed out a faint smile on Ji Beiting and told Ji Beiting that she was fine now and that she was OK.

But Ji Beiting looked at her more worried.

He always felt that something was out of his and Zhang Shiyan's expectations.

Zhang Shiyan was much more careful than Ji Beiting. Ji Beiting found something wrong with Ji Nansheng, so did Zhang Shiyan.

But he's at a loss.

Qin Jingyuan has been in Ji Nansheng's heart as a "true love" for seven or eight years, and has been deeply rooted in Ji Nansheng's heart. Now, if Qin Jingyuan is to be removed from her heart, her heart will never be able to avoid the bloody end.

And this kind of wound, only let time slowly heal, no one else can help her, can't fill her missing piece of heart.

That small piece of heart was given to Qin Jingyuan and can never be taken back.

Maybe even if they go to the end of their lives together, she will still think of a person who was loved by her sincerely from time to time.

No, it's the first love.

The beautiful and the ugly have been branded.

……

Ji Nansheng sat alone on the bench beside the flower bed under the inpatient building.

She did not let Zhang Shiyan accompany her, did not let Zhang niansheng accompany her, but also refused Ji Beiting's company. She sat here quietly, her dark eyes looking straight ahead, without sadness or joy.

Zhang Shiyan and Ji Beiting can't really let her alone in the place they can't see, so they know it will make her angry or let the three bodyguards stay far away from her.

Ji Nansheng saw the bodyguards.

Their purpose is not to monitor her, but to protect her, so from the beginning, they appear candidly where she can see, there is no hiding, there is no dirty can not see light.

Ji Nansheng's eyes swept over several bodyguards standing or sitting, and soon took them back. A few days ago, when Zhang Shiyan proposed to let the bodyguard protect her 24 hours a day, she refused in her heart. What's the difference between this and a prisoner without personal freedom? However, in the case that Zhang Shiyan was for her good, she did not refuse Zhang Shiyan's request for protection.

And now, all of a sudden, she felt that it was nothing.

Suddenly I realized that I had been living under the surveillance of someone's dark eyes for the past five years, and suddenly felt that Zhang Shiyan had nothing to accept for her protection. At least, that person is secretly monitoring her, which makes her heart palpitating and frightening, and these bodyguards are standing in the sun and following her in an upright manner. If she has anything she doesn't want to be seen by them, she can turn them around, and do not worry about her privacy being discovered or her personal territory being violated.

Very good.

Zhang Shiyan's protection is totally different from Qin Jingyuan's disgusting and chilling surveillance.

The breeze blowing gently, will Ji Nansheng's long hair gently rolled up, blurred her vision.

She looked at the left side of the bench not far away, vaguely thinking of the scene of meeting Qin Jingyuan that day.

Qin Jingyuan's polite and gentle smile to her gentleman.

Qin Jingyuan looked at her and Zhang Shiyan's children with soft eyes, and gently reached out to touch the child's head and gently scraped the bridge of the child's nose.

Qin Jingyuan asked her with a dazed and confused look, what relationship have we been?

Qin Jingyuan in parting to her sparse Lang a smile, a moment that as if thousands of pear blossoms behind him.

How beautiful it was then, how disgusting it is now.

Ji Nansheng's heart was filled with endless nausea and sorrow. However, his eyes were still calm, without sadness or joy, as if seeing through the filth of the world. It seemed to her that everything in the world was nothing, and it was not worth her to devote half of her true feelings.

Even if standing on the high-rise staring, her eyes still let Zhang Shiyan panic.

He suddenly gave birth to a kind of uneasiness about losing her, he raised his hand to press the position of his heart and pressed down the uneasiness in his heart.

He told himself, how could he lose it?

He has already let her see the true face of Qin Jingyuan. He has let her know all the facts. She will never break through. At this time, her sorrow and pain will soon turn into black fertile soil, and the happy and beautiful flowers will break through the soil, sprout, grow and open.

He can immediately pick off the flowers of happiness, it is impossible to lose.This sudden emotion was inexplicable. It came and went quickly, and he soon no longer felt uneasy, leaving only her worry and heartache.

He wanted to open his arms and say to her, "don't be sad. Come to my arms. I'll protect you for the rest of my life, and I won't let you go through a little bit of wind and rain.".

But he also knew that she didn't want his tenderness and care now. What she needed was a quiet moment.

Anyone's approach, will be ruthlessly expelled by her.

Zhang Shiyan put his fingers on the window sill, and his eyes were always staring at Ji Nansheng. He saw her sitting motionless like a sculpture all afternoon. He also accompanied her to stand quietly until the night fell.

Seeing her wandering in the night, Zhang Shiyan suddenly felt confused and regretted.

Maybe he shouldn't have told her in such a hurry?

If he had given her enough hints and enough time for her to adapt, would she not be as sad as she is now?

Zhang Shiyan went downstairs quickly and almost ran to Ji Nansheng.

Ji Nansheng lowered her head and moved forward step by step. She was absent-minded. She did not know what was in her mind now. If the hospital was not on the flat ground, if she walked like this, she would fall two or three steps.

When Zhang Shiyan came to Ji Nansheng's face out of breath, he saw Ji Nansheng slowly step up the steps, so the whole human eye was about to fall forward --

Zhang Shiyan was so scared that his heart jumped to his throat!

He ran to Ji Nansheng as fast as he could, and held the man who had nearly fallen into his arms tightly.

because he was afraid that she would fall, he forgot his propriety when he held her tightly. When Zhang Shiyan held people tightly, he clearly heard the low voice of pain of the people in his arms.

"Hiss It hurts... "

Ji Nansheng's facial features were almost distorted in pain. He pushed Zhang Shiyan away with his uninjured hand, and then stepped back two steps, covering his fractured hand.

Zhang Shiyan just heard the man in his arms crying for pain, so he was pushed away by Ji Nansheng when he was nervous. He watched Ji Nansheng step back two steps after he pushed himself away. His eyes were slightly heavy, and his hand, which was in the posture of hugging and protecting, was slowly lowered.

Ji Nansheng looked down at her hand, which hurt so much. If she didn't hear the click, she would almost think that her hand was broken by Zhang Shiyan's embrace again!

Fortunately, there was no such tragic thing as injury plus injury when he was about to recover.

Ji Nansheng felt that the pain in his hand had dissipated a lot, so he looked up at Zhang Shiyan.

She ran into Zhang Shiyan's deep sea like eyes.

That pair of attractive in-depth eyes at the moment filled with sorry, there is also a trace of Ji Nansheng can not see through the deep complex.

Ji Nansheng is a little afraid of the deep and complicated eyes. It's so bad that she can't see through a person. She can't help but imagine whether this person has ulterior purposes for himself?

Two people standing in the night, three meters away, four eyes opposite.

No one spoke, no one hastily approached the other.

Silence spreads between the two.

Looking at Zhang Shiyan's eyes, Ji Nansheng wants to ask him Zhang Shiyan, can I believe you? Can I always believe you? Will you wait for me to be with you for more than ten years or twenty years? Suddenly, one day someone came to me and told me, Ji Nansheng, your husband has been using you from the beginning. He has never taken you seriously. He just

thank you for bringing him back from the orphanage to Ji's family, which gave him a bright future. He just wants to use the power of Ji family to keep him in your body Side

Ji Nansheng used to be a very confident person, but Qin Jingyuan's deception for several years made her lose this confidence, and she became uneasy.

She opened her mouth to ask the question out.

But the words had reached her throat, but she swallowed them into her stomach.

There's nothing to ask.

If Zhang Shiyan really cheated her and used her, even if she asked him face to face with him now, he would not give her half an honest word to answer.

Ask, instead is oneself make a joke to oneself.

In the same way, if Zhang Shiyan is really devoted to her, and has never thought of making use of or deceiving her, then she is only insulting and distrustful to him now, which will make him feel resentful.

She doubted Qin Jingyuan because of his betrayal and deception. If he really loved her, he would be very disappointed with her. No matter how much love, he could not stand such suspicion, questioning and thoughtless profligacy.

So in the end, Ji Nansheng swallowed all his words back.

She showed a smile to Zhang Shiyan, which was hidden in her heart.

Time will tell.

Time can debunk all falsehood.

She has decided to spend her life with Zhang Shiyan. Then, at the end of this life, there will always be results. At the moment of closing her eyes, she will always know the answer.Anyway, she has been tied up with Zhang Shiyan in her life. Even if Zhang Shiyan is cheating her, what can she do?

In this world, not all questions can be answered. Some questions, until death to know what the answer is.

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