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She asked herself in her heart that other women were attracted to Zhang Shiyan's banquet. She could stand on the position of Zhang Shiyan's lover and drive people away from Zhang Shiyan's side without hesitation. But what else could she do about the woman who had moved her heart to Zhang Shiyan?

She can hate Ji kexuan and Zhou Ruolan, but she can't look at Huo Shutong with the same eyes.

The girl didn't do anything. She even spoke in a proper manner. Zhang Shiyan was eager to pay attention to her. Does she want to anger the innocent girl because of this?

She is not so unreasonable. She is uneasy in her heart, afraid in her heart, and aggrieved in her heart. But these negative emotions can only be borne by her own. She can't vent a little bit to that girl.

At the thought of this, Ji Nansheng buried his face in the quilt, and his heart became a ball.

Zhang Shiyan saw Ji Nansheng burying his face in the quilt in order not to talk to himself. He was angry and distressed. He gently hugged people's shoulders and held them up. "Don't sleep like this. It's a small matter if you're choking. It's a big deal if you suffocate."

Ji Nansheng has no strength like drooping eyebrows and eyes and says lazily, "I'm not stupid, I won't suffocate myself."

Zhang Shiyan kisses her eyebrow, gently rubs her eyebrow bone with a long white finger, and says helplessly and dotingly, "you are not stupid --"

Ji Nansheng looks at his eyes as if he is perfunctory and coax children. He can't help but feel a little unhappy. He raises his head and takes a bite on his chin, leaving a slight white mark.

Although Zhang Shiyan was not happy to see Ji Nansheng, he did not alienate himself. He was also relieved.

This means that she is just uncomfortable in her own heart, and it is not that he has made any principled mistakes that make her start to annoy him.

Zhang Shiyan gently scratched Ji Nansheng's chin, "not stupid smart Gu Liang, clearly there are unhappy things, why do you keep things in your heart? Honey, tell me, what happened? Would you rather be unhappy than have a chat with your husband? "

Ji Nansheng gazed at Zhang Shiyan's face with her clear eyes.

When she was a child, she was always curious about why two people could not see each other well after a long time together. When she saw each other's face, she felt bored? Is it true that a beautiful girl like her and a handsome boy like her brother are bored with their looks?

Especially when I got to know Zhang Shiyan later, this kind of doubt deepened.

She thinks that if the object is a handsome man like Zhang Shiyan, even if he has been together for 100 years or 200 years and lived together for generations, no one will be bored with his face. A truly handsome and handsome man will only let people watch it for a long time and become more fascinated. It was not until she fell in love with Qin Jingyuan and experienced the loss of Qin Jingyuan that she realized that after two people had been together for a long time, it was not that they were tired of looking at each other's faces, but that they had lost their patience and freshness in the past, and even lost their love. Therefore, they would meet with their enemies. At that time, what she saw was still Zhang Shiyan's impeccable face, but at that time, her patience for Zhang Shiyan and the love of her family members had almost disappeared. Because of misunderstanding, there was only endless hatred between them. When she looked at the face that had attracted her, she was bored, resentful, even I want to die with him.

At this moment, Ji Nansheng looks at this face and feels different from the past.

At first, she was appreciative, marveling at his beauty, then bored and resentful. Now, she was full of attachment and reluctant to give up. At the thought that this face would one day show a cold and strange expression to her, and that the beautiful eyes would produce disgust, her heart was like a knife.

I wish Before he changes his mind, take a blade to cut his face.

In this way, he will no longer be outside to attract bees and butterflies, will not provoke those adult, under age women.

His fingers gently rubbed Zhang Shiyan's face. Ji Nansheng was in a trance in his eyes. After a long time, he said, "you still love me now. Can you tolerate me doing anything to you?"

Zhang Shiyan frowned slightly, and heard something wrong from Ji Nansheng's words.

What is "you still love me now"?

Does she mean he won't love her again? His love for her has already gone deep into the bone marrow, and she has to do it in this life. What makes her so distrustful and makes her feel that he will change his heart one day?

Zhang Shiyan thought of Qin Jingyuan.

At that time, how happy and envious Qin Jingyuan and Ji Nansheng were together. After Ji Nansheng's unremitting love for Qin Jingyuan for several years, she suddenly found that all this was just her own amorous feelings. When all this was just a trick, she felt so sad and desperate.

I'm afraid that Qin Jingyuan's affairs will become her demons all her life, so that she can't trust her pillow person wholeheartedly.

There will always be a strong fortress in her heart. She will always be on guard. If there is a little wind and grass, she will be afraid of being hurt again and being cheated again -

after all, Qin Jingyuan, who was so gentle to her and staged such a life and death love with her, is cheating her in the end. What confidence and courage does she have to trust The people of?When Zhang Shiyan thought of this place, he had a deeper resentment against Qin Jingyuan and a deeper heartache and a little anger towards Ji Nansheng.

Because such a scum, produced a lifetime of heart demons, she is sure to let her life forever live in the hurt and shadow left by Qin Jingyuan?

However, no matter how angry he was in his heart, he could not help it. Who made those injuries happen and became a fact, and opened a deep crack in her heart. Only by looking back on the time, let her return to her youth and let her no longer fall in love with Qin Jingyuan, all this can be changed.

He has no time machine, he can not change her sad fate in the past, so he can only use the rest of his life to let her live every day safely. Maybe in the future, she will often be suspicious and restless. The only thing he can do is comfort her and coax her again and again. Instead of letting her off her guard, she can sleep soundly every night, and no longer wait until dawn when she sleeps in the middle of the night.

Zhang Shiyan collected the thoughts in his heart and nodded gently, "I will always love you. You can do anything you want to do to me." Ji Nansheng didn't know what Zhang Shiyan was thinking. Seeing Zhang Shiyan nodding, she gently scratched her finger on Zhang Shiyan's face, "then I want to scratch your face and make you become an ugly monster. Can you tolerate it?"

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