C45

Chapter 45 - Unreminiscent past

When you were eleven years old, an outsider came to the orphanage to adopt you. This time, you lived in the orphanage for half a year, but half a year later, they took a bus to run errands for you. A few robbers came along the way, and the entire train was fine.

"After being sent back to the orphanage, what you're facing now is no longer just a little rumor. Everyone has already believed that you are the bane of all those around you. From then on, there will be no one who is willing to be close to you anymore. Everyone will be afraid, afraid that if they come close to you, they will be as miserable as your adoptive parents. "Some people who don't like you find it hard to find fault with their lives in orphanages."

"Later on, the children that came with you in the orphanage all adopted and left one by one. The new children also left one by one, only you stayed in the In an orphanage, no one was willing to bring you out."

"The orphanage has a rule that any child who grows up in an orphanage must leave the orphanage at the age of eighteen." The orphanage has a rule that any child who grows up in an orphanage must leave the orphanage at the age of eighteen.

"At this time, Ji Nansheng appeared in front of you."

"Her second uncle and second aunt have been married for many years and didn't want children. When she reaches middle age and feels lonely, she wants to raise a child so that she can end their lives in retirement. When they were abroad, they handed over the selection of orphans to Ji Nansheng. "

"And she chose you with a single glance."

"She doesn't care about those rumors. She doesn't believe that you are the bane of the world. She will bring you back to her second uncle's house and treat you like she treated her own little brother." Perhaps, to you, this is the greatest turning point of your life, because Ji Nansheng had indeed changed your fate, but you have also truly harmed her. "

With that said, Qin Jingyuan lowered his voice and said indifferently: "She helped her second uncle adopt you for the second month. Her second uncle met with a plane crash when he was returning home and died."

Qin Jingyuan became silent, while Zhang Shiyan, who had been pursing his lips and listening to Qin Jingyuan, had a dark expression at this moment, his fingers tightly clenched, the veins on the back of his hand bulged.

The man was able to recount his most vile past bit by bit!

It was as if someone had given him a mocking slap in his face, and he had no chance to resist.

Because these were the facts.

Qin Jingyuan sighed, and continued: "Zhang Shiyan, I understand the way of your heart, you have suffered too many hardships, you have seen the coldest and thinnest emotion in the world, you may have even despaired of this world before. It was Ji Nansheng who saved you and gave you a chance to turn your life around. It wasn't strange that you would develop feelings of dependence on her because of this. But have you ever thought that Ji Nansheng really needs your feelings? "

Qin Jingyuan slowly took a step forward, and looked straight into Zhang Shiyan's eyes, "Other than following behind her all day, what else can you give her? When you appeared, what you brought her was endless trouble, and even killed her second uncle and aunt. Did you ever think that the fate of that Heaven Destroyer, Star, was not a rumor on you, and it might be true, you had already killed Ji Nansheng's second uncle and aunt, and you still want to personally harm Ji Nansheng? "

Zhang Shiyan had been silent the entire time, but when he heard this sentence, he immediately raised his head and retorted, "I did not. My adoptive father... They are the second uncle of Ah Sheng, maybe they were killed by me, but Ah Sheng, she will be fine. "

"How do you know she'll be all right? Until your adoptive parents are all right, you must be telling yourself that this time nothing will happen, that they won't die for you — but what will happen in the end? They're still dead, and killed by you, aren't they? "

Qin Jingyuan glared at Zhang Shiyan aggressively and asked loudly.

Zhang Shiyan's throat rolled a little.

He wanted to open his mouth to defend himself, but all his words seemed pale and powerless in the face of the words "Heaven Destroyer, Solitary Star".

He really did not want to kill anyone, and he did not want to admit that he was the calamity of the Heaven Destroyer and Solitary Star!

But it was a hard fact that so many parents who loved him had suffered so much after they adopted him.

Qin Jingyuan patted Zhang Shiyan's shoulder and said slowly: "Zhang Shiyan, I won't force you to leave Ji Nansheng. If you want to be her family, you can do whatever you want. But I hope that you won't interfere in the relationship between Ji Nansheng and I, you aren't really a relationship of a man and a woman to Ji Nansheng, you were just lonely for so many years, and suddenly there is someone who treats you so well. It's just that you are fond of this warmth, you don't even understand the concept of love between men and women. "

Zhang Shiyan sneered as he slapped Qin Jingyuan's hand off his shoulder, interrupting his speech.

"Ji Nansheng is only one year older than me. Qin Jingyuan, if you feel that I'm still young and insensible and don't have the qualifications to talk about feelings, then please let go of Ji Nansheng. She's not much older than me."

Qin Jingyuan looked at Zhang Shiyan with a kind of "you don't want to cause trouble for no reason" expression, as if he was looking at a rebellious child who didn't understand anything.

Zhang Shiyan really hated that kind of expression.

He was younger than Ji Nansheng, but his mind had already been tempered to a maturity that far exceeded that of ordinary people's. He only lacked the experience and poise of a few mature men, which didn't mean that his mind was still a young man that didn't know anything.

He knew what kind of feelings he had towards Ji Nansheng.

He dreamt that he was entangled with Ji Nansheng, and the moment he woke up with his body in a sorry state, he knew what kind of feelings he had for Ji Nansheng.

At the same time, he knew that this love was untimely, so he only buried it in his heart and never told anyone, including Ji Nansheng.

However, in this world, other than Ji Nansheng who could reprimand his feelings for their existence, no one else had the qualifications to say such things.

Zhang Shiyan slightly narrowed his eyes, and said to Qin Jingyuan word by word, "I have lived with Ah Sheng for two years, and for more than seven hundred days and nights, we have always been together. I know more about her than you do, and we have more mutual understanding. If there's anyone between you and me who likes her more, I believe that person must be me. "

So, put that hypocritical face of yours away.

You have only known Ah Sheng for half a year, I suspect that your feelings for him are somewhat realistic.

Qin Jingyuan, you have no right to blame me.

Qin Jingyuan gave Zhang Shiyan a deep glance, as he already knew that the conversation today wouldn't come to an end.