I don't know what time it is when I go home, but I was driven by Sister Liu. She said she didn't trust me. I took a taxi alone, and I lived in a place that was a bit biased.
The rental house in that place is really a bit worrying, but with situ GUI, I didn't think about anything.
When I came downstairs, I was a little worried. Sister Liu insisted on sending me up, didn't she? There was still a man in my family who couldn't see the light.
At any rate, Liu Jie was sent to the car to let her leave. I went upstairs myself and opened the door.
"I'm back at last. I've been waiting for you for a long time."
The voice of situ GUI came, and he sat in the dark without turning on the light.
I turned on the light and frowned.
"Why don't you turn on the light? Who do you want to scare?"
"If you turn on the light, it doesn't mean there's someone in the room. If your sister Liu comes up, how can I hide?"
Situ GUI came over with a smile and stretched out his hand to untie my buttons.
"For what?" I stopped his hand. I'm not in the mood at all.
"Don't worry. I'm just taking off my coat for you. It's a shame."
He dodged a hook on his coat and didn't hang it on the door.
I feel a little drunk, the shoes to the side of a kick, even slippers are not wearing, so barefoot to the bedside.
The cold ground, let me a little sober, and the kind of bone cold, also let me feel that I am alive.
A few days ago, I was just facing my changed self. At that time, I didn't feel anything. I could deal with everything.
Can be such a day, I completely changed, I suddenly found that I can not completely forget.
If you don't want it, you can't be careless.
My father's shadow, old man Gao's appearance, and sister Liu's helplessness all appeared in front of me.
I know them. I really do. I want to be careless, but I can't.
When they were drinking with me, they said so many words that I kept in mind one by one.
They asked me to take care of them, hoping not to break their jobs. Except for old man Gao, almost everyone else said that.
Why me? How can I break their jobs? What are they thinking?
I fell on the bed. The bed was soft, but I didn't feel warm at all. I'm so cold.
I suddenly found myself really cold, I curled up, I want to have a rely on, who can help me.
A warm breath came from behind me. I felt a big hand around my waist.
Situ GUI, have you come to rely on me?
I finally cried out, how can I so no control.
Is it because in front of him? He knows everything about me, so no matter how strong I pretend to be outside.
Back here, Fei Lanfei is still weak.
"Heart, cry. You've been holding on too long. You wrap yourself in a hard shell. It will only hurt you."
He gently stroked my head and made me feel that he was right beside me.
That warm smell is really comfortable.
I turned around and buried my head in his chest. I no longer controlled my tears and let them free.
After crying for a long time, I finally recovered. I didn't know what I thought just now, but now I haven't recovered.
The whole head is numb, feel the hands and feet shaking for no reason.
He gently touched my head with one hand, took my hand with the other, and kneaded it gently.
"I'm sorry to show you how ugly I am."
I am a little embarrassed, looking at his chest, clothes on a wet print, I cry.
"How can it be ugly? It's your most real appearance." He gently kisses me on the cheek.
There was a tear, which he sucked in, and I felt a shock.
I need him, especially at this time.
I held him tightly, as if for fear that he would leave me. All the strong, all the camouflage, let them go.
I need him now, need his gentleness, need him to love me.
Perhaps I feel the action, he also began to busy up, he gently kiss me, every kiss is like a kiss in my heart.
I opened my mouth slightly, and now I'm looking forward to his coming.
"My heart, today you are heartbreaking." His voice is right in my ear.
Heartache, I don't know what it's like, but since he said he would heartache, I have a sense of satisfaction.
Sure enough, does he love me? He will feel sorry for my sadness.I was so hugged by him, his broad chest, let me feel strong and warm.
"I love you, my heart." He bit my ear and said softly.
Love, may not need anything too sweet, just this sentence, let me feel the kind of relationship between him and me, I hold his neck.
"I love you, too." This is the first time I really take the initiative to say my feelings, I really love him, and this time, I really feel the love between us.
"So, don't be sad any more, because I love you, and I will feel heartache for your sadness." He said softly.
I always feel that this scene will only appear in those bloody dramas, but I don't know why. Now I feel that this state is also very good.
I reached out and hugged him. This was the first time I took the initiative. His back was so wide that I could relax a little.
"GUI, I need your love." I call his name easily, and now I long for him to love me, just like that day.
Because I know that today's me is totally different from that day.
His beard, a little bit of sting hurt my face, because he was kissing there.
But at this time, I have no unpleasant feeling, because I love him, will love him all.
I forget who said it, but I know that I love him and the pain he brings me.
I can't do it anymore. I'm looking forward to something happening.
"No, I just like you. I want to appreciate it slowly."
He suddenly broke up, hugged me tightly, and his lips fell on my neck.
Then he suddenly raised his head. For a moment, the feeling seemed to be broken.
"My God, this is the best work of heaven." With that he pricked his head.
Are you praising me? I feel inside the brain, is slowly recovering with his passion, no, I completely fall in love with you, my expensive.
I lay by his side quietly, and I paddled in front of his chest.
He closed his eyes and enjoyed the time.
"Next time, we have to pay attention to the measures. I don't want to get pregnant now." I said softly. After calming down, I thought of this problem.
"Well, you can. After all, you still have something to do."
Looking at his face, I knew that he didn't want to, but for me, he put up with it.
I gently kiss on his face, as a reward for him this time.
He turned up and hugged me again.
"Stop." I stopped him immediately, "before there are no measures, we can't do it."
"No, my heart, for the last time." He begged.
"No, you can't say no." I refused him. There's no way. I really don't want to have problems now.
"Well, who told me to promise you?" He sighed, just gave me a kiss on the forehead and turned back.
I looked at him, want to laugh and dare to laugh, had to quickly change the topic.
"You are the worst. What can you do this time? My silk stockings are broken. How can I go to work tomorrow? "
"Don't worry, I bought ten pairs for you at one time. They are all in the wardrobe." He's very sweet.
I half sat up, put my hand on his nose and asked, "are you honest? Is that all you want? You are so bad. "
He chuckled twice, neither admitting nor denying. Man, it's so bad.
"Well, I'd like to ask you something."
I suddenly remembered what sister Liu and old man Gao had said to me today, so I repeated to situ GUI, and I called the director's office.
Situ GUI thought for a long time, and then said, "with your qualifications, you should not be able to attract their attention."
I had to laugh twice. How could I know if I had caught their attention.
He continued to analyze: "in fact, although I don't know what the situation is, I always feel that it should be a good thing."
"Good thing, isn't it? Why can't I see that? "
Situ GUI thought for a moment, said with a smile: "combined with the current situation, you are the rhythm of promotion."
"Don't make trouble. I've only been there one day. What's the promotion for?" I took a picture of him. Up to now, I still have fun with him. I'm serious.
He said, "his face is serious. You do have a chance of promotion. "
I thought for a long time, what's this called? His expression doesn't seem to be joking with me, but the time I did go is too short, and the promotion is not my turn, right?
"Why don't you think about it? The current marketing department is full of old employees. If they want to exchange blood, they need strong personnel to replace them.""Are you kidding? Old man Gao is very powerful. Who has the strength like him. Besides, the marketing department is leaving. What's left? "
I gave him a white look. He is also a business man. He should understand this.
"There was no, but you went." He smiles and taps my nose.
I went. I went. What's the change? Will the old marketing department, which is led by a good man, change because a new person has gone?
Wait, I seem to have got the list today, and old man Gao also admitted my ability, and this exchange transfusion.
In this way, it's up to me to replace old man Gao.
Yes, I'm a capable person, and if I count it up, I'm the first person to hand over the old and the new. Although I don't know if they have recruited people before, they should have.
And why didn't you stay in the marketing department just because of your strength? It's impossible. People who can go to that place can't be a matter of strength.
My heart suddenly became clear.
Performance, qualified is performance, those new employees go, but there is no way to get performance.
How can we not get it? If you generally go to the market, as long as it's almost the same, you will always get something within a certain period of time. It's impossible to have no performance at all.
And as soon as you go in, there will be old employees with you, stained with the performance of old employees.
In this way, if there is no performance, there is only one situation, the old employees do not move.
Does old man Gao organize all the old employees so that they don't run with the new ones? In this way, even if there are new people, they can't stay.
But I'm different. My arrival has changed everything.
I showed excellent ability on the first day, which is the foundation of my life, but it has also become my sorrow.
"I've heard rumors that there have been no new people in the marketing department of Nie's group. Later, it was the director's fault that led to a change."
Situ GUI's words suddenly enlightened me.
Sure enough, old man Gao is really tough. A newcomer can't go out to the market without the help of old employees.
Besides, they don't have that ability. Does old man Gao freeze the whole marketing department from the source? That's a tough move.
So they want to control him? He was replaced by Nie Zhengxuan.
"But what does that have to do with me?"
"It doesn't matter. You are the first employee she recruited after she took office. Originally, a new employee has to practice for a period of time, but you are too strong. "
I feel like I'm sweating. I'm too strong.
Yes, it's too much. I won such a big project without the approval of the senior management.
And more importantly, after I took it down, my reputation has not been damaged.
They didn't think that I had any shady business with Husen, because sister Liu was the witness.
This shows that I won this list completely by strength.
But as a new employee, I don't have the strength.
No, I've gone too far. They'll doubt it. It's really troublesome.
If I cause doubt now, it will be more and more difficult for me to do things in the future, and this kind of difficulty may also affect my final plan.
"Don't look like that. Don't worry. Today's events have both advantages and disadvantages." He patted me and pulled me back to reality.
He looked at me and said, "and now, your advantages outweigh your disadvantages. I think it should be a good thing, so you don't have to worry too much."
The advantages outweigh the disadvantages. I really don't see them. And said let me not worry, I don't worry, just really see the ghost, although now my side, is really a ghost.