Chapter 1188

Chi Ziyu watched, but he couldn't help. He could only help him bring tea and water occasionally.

A group of doctors outside have also become furnishings. Qixingyun can control the scene alone.

The most difficult time was before dawn. Si Chen was like a nightmare. His whole body was red and sweating. He closed his eyes and muttered, "Jingxing, Jingxing..."

Chi Ziyu dozed off sleepily and woke up again.

Qixingyun has been sitting by the bed, not daring to be distracted and slack.

When he heard Si Chen calling him, he whispered, "I'm here."

"Where are you?"

"Here, open your eyes and have a look. Your scenery is right in front of you..."

Qixingyun holds sichen's hand, which is very cold and can't warm up.

Si Chen sensed his hot temperature and fastened it tightly.

"Is that you? Jingxing?" Si Chen still closed his eyes and his voice was weak.

"It's me."

"You still hate me, don't you?"

"Don't hate, I don't hate, will you wake up soon..." Qi Xingyun said eagerly.

The voice is low and gentle, like a whisper between lovers.

"No, you lied to me."

"I didn't lie to you."

"I killed your mother and concubine. I'm a sinner through the ages. I don't deserve to be your father. I know my sin. I can't redeem it in my life..."

"I don't hate you. I know you can't help it."

"You don't know how many years I've been looking for you... I've been sending someone to look for you secretly

Search and search... After many years, you seem to have evaporated in the world

I'm about to give up. I think this is God's retribution for me. It prevents me from seeing my son forever. "

"No, haven't you seen me? Open your eyes and have a look, and you can see me.

I don't hate you anymore. Really, I don't hate you. Will you wake up? "

Qi Xingyun's face is full of sadness, endless sadness. He rarely has such a time when he can't control his emotions.

He actually hates him.

But who makes him his own father? This hatred can't go to his bones.

"Jingxing, I'm so tired... You're right. In fact, kingship is nothing good. When I decided to hold it steady, it was full of killing."

In order to hold this seat, he used the bones of countless people to pay homage.

In those years, he was too difficult

Now, he has finally come through all the hardships and joys, and the prosperity of the world has gone through, but in his heart, there is such a piece that has been missing.

When he dreams back at midnight, he can't forgive himself.

He killed all his favorite women because his relatives were in politics.

The only child left will be killed.

His heart was suffering and pain.

"You go, I'll never bother you again... I'm tired, I'm going to sleep, I'm really going to sleep..."

"No! You can't sleep! You must not sleep..." Qi Xingyun grabbed his shoulders in fear and shook, "open your eyes and look at me. Don't you want to see me very much?

I'm here. I'm looking at you. When you wake up, you can see me. Do you know? "

"I......" Si Chen feebly wanted to let go, and seemed to have accepted the reality.

Qixingyun refused, but still tightened his grip, "Dad! Dad! Si Jingxing is here! I've never left you!"