WARNING: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD: READERS ARE WARNED TO PROCEED WITH CAUTION::
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|Innaya|
Knowing Sahil's past, I could somehow understand him. Being the person who went through something terrible at childhood, I knew how it changes life. The people around us determine the course of our thinking as a child. It leaves a huge impact. But my sympathy stopped there. After growing up, he could have determined what was right and what was wrong.
That night when he came barging and demanding an explanation was clearly etched in my memory. He had reminded me of my father then. For that, I could never forgive him. And, according to Eshan's words, there was more to it. Sahil's involvement in our life was more profound than I could have ever thought.
Then there was Ayesha and her mother. I wanted answers, but my husband did not look like he would answer them.
And, instead of answering, he shamelessly asked for removing my bra. 'Shameless! Why did I not know about this trait of you? '
My face turned scarlet once I mentioned Cadbury. Ah! Why did I have to open my mouth?
That husband of mine, how would he let go of chance teasing me? I blocked his mouth with my hand. I could not bear to hear his teasing. Who knew that my action would give free access to him.
My hand froze on his lips when he pressed his hand on my bare br***t. He then sucked and freed my fingers and confessed how perfect he found me.
"Darling, don't you ever doubt yourself." Eshan approached me, his hand applying gentle pressure, and his lips caressed inside of my palm as he spoke. His other palm also sneaked in and imitated the action of his left palm.
Eshan was like a curious child as his hands explored something new. He pressed. He explored. He squeezed, He massaged. And, he did everything he could while maintaining eye contact with me, but I had lost the focus as this was the intimate touch I had never felt before.
Blinking, I took time to get adjusted with the strange flutters and tingles shooting in my body.
Eshan smiled as if he understood what I was feeling, and his actions turned more teasing and insistent. When both the thumbs brushed across my ni***es, a wave of current ran through my spine. Something clenched in the pit of my stomach.
The hand pressing against Eshan's mouth almost dropped by my sides before I managed to hold onto Eshan's shoulder. My fingers dug into his flesh as Eshan held one between his index finger and thumb, pressing and rolling it down as if it was a much smaller paperweight he wanted to play with.
"Ah!" I m.o.a.ned when the strange feeling in the pit of my stomach got stronger with Eshan playing around. It looked as if he got familiar, and he knew how to walk the path, in fact, he was quite skillfully maneuvering himself.
"Eshaan…" I closed my eyes. My back arching and I did not know it was from the tingles shooting or the craving of something more from him.
"Yes, Sweetheart. I'm here," Eshan huskily replied, assuring me. His hands moved and removed the piece of clothing that was covering my chest, leaving me with nothing to veil it. He fulfilled his words as my bra went flying near his vest.
He gave me a comforting smile. "Tell me if you are uncomfortable," Eshan said, caressing my cheek softly.
The kind of fire that we start on a cold night started burning up within me. It was slowly spreading, warming my body. The sensation of his fingers on my br***ts caused me to inhale sharply.
I did not hear him at first with all the sensations and actions going around. It was not until Eshan leaned in and stole a kiss that I shyly lowered my gaze, feeling conscious about my half-nudity. It did not last long, though, because Eshan did not let me dwell more into uncertainties.
His lips left mine before they trailed downwards, kissing my chin and moving further southwards. Eshan's palm continued to play with my left b****t.
"They knew that I would not believe their bullshit. Maybe, that's why they choose Mom. I'm sorry for her behavior for both the days."
'Can you stop playing around? I can't concentrate on your words.'
My hands around his neck tightened the grip when Eshan, after saying his piece decided to consider a certain pink nub as his lollipop.
"Ahh…" I bit my lips not to embarrass myself.
'This man… why is he torturing me this way.' My back arched on the bed and Eshan looped his hand behind my head, his fingers tickling my ear.
With a popping sound, Eshan released the lollipop he enjoyed sucking and licking. He then went ahead and licked his lips as if it was a sweetness he was not able to get over with.
'You bully.' My face turned scarlet, and I could feel my cheeks heating up.
"Don't take Mom's words to your heart. They were all part of the plan to save you from Ayesha and her mother. She loves you. In fact, the whole family loves you." Eshan nipped at my chin.
I heard his explanation. I understood it, but my reaction came a little late. Eshan's wandering hands were working me up, and concentrating on anything with him hovering over me… was next to impossible.
"Can you stop teasing me?" My eyelashes fluttered.
Eshan caressed my forearms, smiling gleefully. "Am I teasing you?"
'Ah! Damn you Eshan! Why are you playing around? It's clear that you are teasing me.' My arms around his neck started feeling powerless, and they almost slid from his neck. Eshan reacted quickly and held them.
Intertwining his fingers with mine, he placed them on both sides of my head.
"I haven't even started, and you've turned into a tomato." Eshan moved his lips from my chin… upwards… going to my cheek and then to my ear. He blew air in my ear, and I shuddered from head to toe. "What would you do if ...."
I closed my eyes, and my hold tightened on the fingers holding mine captive. The words Eshan was whispering in my ears were making me melt into a puddle of the shame.
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