There is no malice in Saiji's words, and there is no intention to hurt people. However, if a person has a disability and has been looked down upon and talked about by others, he will inevitably fall ill and feel that everyone looks down upon him. Over time, his heart will become extremely fragile, and he can't bear a little setback, and even can't hear heavy words.
Saiji didn't know what kind of influence she would have on sucha when she said that, but she regretted it after she said it. Sucha also meant well, and she really shouldn't have said that about him.
"Forget it, you... You'd better keep the painting. It's very beautiful, that is... We'll never do such useless things in the future. We're only husband and wife. We don't need to rely on these useless things to maintain our feelings. No matter how strong and powerful I am, I'm just a woman after all. I can't cope with some things. I hope you can help me more and don't let me be alone People take so much. "
This is tantamount to being soft with Su cha. Su Cha was already full of loss and planned to leave, but because of Saiji's words, he had a smile on his face again and handed over the picture with both hands. "You like it, i... I swear that this time, I will not do it in the future. Now I will go back to read the memorial and help you when I come back."
When Saiji saw that he was young, he also laughed, "it's natural that you can help me. I always feel powerless when I have to deal with so many things alone. When you came, you were the smartest among the brothers, but later..."
to go on, it was heartbreaking. Saiji shut up in time and turned a corner, "by the way, you're not a good painter Is that right? Another day I'll call Feng Yebai over, and he dictates, "help me draw a topographic map of Mengcheng."
As long as he doesn't have nothing to do and doesn't make him feel like a waste, he promised, "I'll... I'll draw it. You can rest assured if you give it to me. And... If you have anything in the future, just tell me to do it. Although I can't do much, I can always help you. "
now they are trying to please each other. Saiji is afraid of slandering sucha, and sucha is afraid of dragging him down. Both of them are trying to test each other. There is a barrier between them, and no one dares to cross it easily.
Saiji knew that sucha had a hard time these years. He was the most brave soldier in ChenDan, and he was called general Baisheng. If his leg was not injured, it should be his right painting. But since he was injured on his leg and couldn't go to the battlefield, he fell from the altar, and the whole man collapsed. The rumors of his family were also fierce. How much did he bear Serge didn't dare think about it.
Painting is also an interest he developed after he was injured. He stays in the account all day and doesn't talk to others. He has many things in his heart. He always has to find a moment to vent. Painting is the only way for him to vent his emotions.
After sucha left, Saiji obviously took a breath, always felt that his absence was a relief for her, which made her think of their wedding night. In fact, what should have happened that night, but they were too nervous.
The last time I faced Feng Yebai, it wasn't just me that he was drugged and confused. There was a reason why she was so bold. She didn't exclude him in her heart and felt that she could accept him, so she had no burden in her heart.
But when I was with him, it was not the same. I didn't dislike him. I just felt that he was not the person I thought, so I didn't feel used to it and couldn't accept it.
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