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Chen Weiwei was slightly surprised. She raised his sparkling eyes and looked at the man in front of his. He seemed to have aged a lot in an instant. His eyebrows were tightly knitted.

Suddenly, his shoulders were grabbed by a big palm. Her body swayed, hurt a little by the force from his hand. She wanted to struggle free, but Beitang Bing held her tightly and refused to let go.

She frowned as she looked at him. "Beitang Bing, it hurts to let go …"

"How can I let go?" he asked her hoarsely, and there was a deep sadness in his voice.

"I …" She was afraid of the pain, but was even more afraid of the hurt in his eyes, "Beitang Bing, is there any point in looking like that? Why are you always angry at me? I am also a person with my own thoughts, I can't do whatever you want, you can lose your temper whenever you want, you can do whatever you want to coax me, I have to accept everything, I can also reject it, do you understand? "

Do you understand? His tone was especially harsh.

Those three words pierced through the layers of air and struck his eardrums. Her voice was suppressed as she spoke, her voice trembling with anger.

The next second, he saw her eyes blink, red with blood.

He grabbed her shoulders with his big palms, looking at her, lowering his voice. "When did I lose my temper with you again? When am I going to lose my temper I'm not playing with you, am I? "

She suddenly smiled and used her small hands to push him, but he firmly held on to her and refused to let go. She could only let it go, but her tone was even colder, "Last night, I asked you, wasn't your act of kissing Chu Shimeng irritating?"

She raised her eyes and looked into his eyes, "Beitang Bing, it's been seven years. Do you know what seven years represents?"

His pupils constricted as a hint of panic flashed through them. 'What is she saying?'

She only understood what he meant when she said, "Seven years of being together means that each of your eyes and movements is a sign that I can tell with a glance if you are really angry or not."

After finishing her sentence, she laughed hoarsely, "You've never been like that to me before, even if you lost your temper you wouldn't really be angry at me, do you think I'm really stupid every time? As long as you say a few good words, you will be coaxed? "Beitang Bing, no, you're the one who's really stupid, you're because I love you, because I know you're just scaring me, so no matter how sad and sad I was, I was willing to act dumb and pretend that nothing happened, and then forget about all the unhappy things because I knew that as long as you still wanted to pamper me, I shouldn't be so hypocritical, and always care about those small matters. But this time it's different, the nature is different."

Tears slowly flowed down her face as she smiled sorrowfully, suppressing her emotions to prevent them from completely collapsing. She said, "You can't touch my bottom line, I also have my bottom line. No matter how lowly I am, I definitely don't want my feelings to have any regrets."

"Chen Weiwei." Bei Tang Bing's thick eyebrows furrowed as he wanted to hug her, but he failed when he reached out his hand. He closed his eyes in surprise and revealed an undisguised expression of sorrow as he looked at her unblinkingly, "I didn't lose my temper, I really didn't."

"You do."

He stretched out his hand in the air and opened it, wanting to grab onto something, but failed to do so. After a while, he withdrew it and said, "I was just angry at the time that you actually questioned me, I don't think you believed me, I don't want you to keep those little things in your heart, I don't want you to be unhappy every day, I don't want you to be that confident, I don't want you to believe me, what kind of feelings I have towards you, I thought seven years is enough time, as for those things that aren't important, why should you care?"

"Doesn't matter?" She raised her eyes and looked him in the eye, "If it's not important, then kiss her. If it isn't important, why would you go out on a date to eat with her? Did you tell me that time? [Beitang Bing, I'm your wife and I'm not a saint. I can pretend not to care, but if you care about me, then you wouldn't do those things. Why should I care?] It's all because you did something that I have to care about! "

"Dinner on a date?" He didn't understand, he really didn't understand.

She gave a mocking smile and turned his head to leave. He pulled her back with all his might, and as the two pulled each other back, Beitang Bing held her arms tightly and said to her, "When did I date her? "She was the one who came back from dinner, I …"

"Heh, when she came back, you were so impatient to see her, weren't you? Was he really that impatient?

She no longer suppressed her emotions, and coldly asked him, her eyes staring at him without blinking. Beitang Bing did not expect her to care about that matter at all, and he suppressed it for a while, not wanting to say anything at all, but seeing how angry she was and hurt, trying to break free from his restraints, he said loudly to her, "I don't know her, alright, I'll tell you why I'm in such a hurry to meet her! Because I need to rely on her to contact Luo Jun! Because I want Luo Jun's medical skills to treat your infertile illness! Are you satisfied with that? Ah? Satisfied! I have no choice but to look for Luo Jun. But Luo Jun had a grudge with me. His temper is so weird that even using his life to threaten me is useless. He's just so stubborn! I've looked for him many times, but he won't see me! Chu Shimeng is his fiancee, and I have some information on him. I thought I could ask her to give it a try! I thought it would work! Knowing that she has returned home, she invited me, an old friend, to dinner, so I went there. I just wanted to contact Luo Jun through her relationship.

Chen Weiwei was stunned and his mind went blank. She quickly looked away from him. "..." "You must be lying, you must be lying …"

Even though she said that, her tears continued to flow down her face. Her small face had already started to distort, but in her heart, she had already chosen to believe his words, so she couldn't breathe. When she thought of how he had done so many things silently for her, her tears couldn't stop flowing.

Those who feel even more heartache will die!

"Really, I'm not lying to you!" His voice trembled a little, and he pulled her tightly into his embrace. He knew that once again, he had opened up her scars, so she definitely couldn't bear the pain …

He whispered into her ear, "I'm really not lying to you. Everything I say is true. What feelings do I have for you in these seven years? Can't you even feel it? Why are you so unconfident and questioning my feelings for you time and time again? There have been so many women that have been subdued by you, why would you care about a single Chu Shimeng? After seven years, why are you still so afraid of losing me? "Chen Weiwei, do you know that your uncertainty makes me especially afraid that I will lose you?"

"…" She did not speak, did not dare to move, did not dare to breathe. Her eyes were filled with blurry tears. She inhaled deeply, but did not dare to breathe out.

Her chest was choked with pain and she finally could not suppress her tears. She had always been afraid of losing the other party. Wasn't it her? Why did he say such words?

"But you kissed her. She grew up with you, and every time she provoked me, it was because she also loved you. How could I believe that you two really didn't have anything …"

She didn't want to ask, she was afraid of knowing the answer, but now she had no choice but to ask, she wanted an answer.

"I admit, she's my childhood sweetheart, but there's really nothing between the two of us, we've just been playing together since childhood, we grew up together. After staying together for so long, we'll feel that every time she looks at me differently, I'm also confused and have this feeling, at that time I didn't clearly reject that kind of look, it's nothing, really, it's nothing!"

"Then, that kiss …"

"It's just taking a picture!" You should know Beitang Xue's temper, she has always liked to make mischievous jokes from the moment she laughed, and she did it recklessly. It was when she called me 'kiss' and 'kiss' Chu Shimeng, I did not feel anything, and it was just to accompany her to take a photo! "

"You're lying to us. At that time, you guys were already 15 or 16 years old. How is that possible?" Are you stupid? If you don't like her, why are you messing around with a girl from your family? "

"Back then, it didn't matter, so I just casually gave it a kiss! You saw the photo. Look at my expression at the time, do you think I really like her expression when she loves her? " He was so anxious that he didn't know how to explain. The weather was so hot and stuffy, and he was sweating profusely. "It was just a photo together. I didn't feel anything. I really didn't feel anything!"

Seeing that her eyes were wide with disbelief, he began to swear to the heavens, "I admit, I was the kind of girl that felt hazy at the time, and I don't know what feelings are. At that time, I never came into contact with other girls, I just felt that she was always by my side, and I didn't intend to purposely get close to or avoid her. At that time, I …"

He shook his head and then said, "At that time, I was just a dull person. The most I did every day was stare at the sky in a daze. I never thought about emotions."

"Can you understand what I'm saying, wife?" He had been thinking about how to explain this all day, but now that he said it out loud, he felt like he wasn't quite clear enough. He said that he had nothing to do with Chu Shimeng, and he had already said it before, but he was still thinking that if he really didn't know how to explain it, he would call Beitang Xue and maybe get one of the people to explain it to her. She would definitely be able to understand it better, but later on, because of some things that made her too emotional, he wanted to explain it to her clearly, but he didn't know if she could understand it at the time …

He looked at her seriously and said, "If that's what you call having feelings for her, okay, then I admit, I don't have anything else to say, but I do treat you differently, I know what I feel for you, and I think that in these seven years, we don't need to say anything more, we already know each other's feelings. I think that you have always believed in me without any conditions, so I hope you can show some of your confidence, regardless of whether it is in your dreams or other women, I hope you can't have some confidence in me, if we keep on worrying about you losing you, do you know?"

He went on, "It was my fault that I was angry with you last night. I was a little tired when I got home, because there were some things in my heart..."

He immediately skipped over and said, "I saw you not believing me because of Chu Shimeng, so I didn't control my emotions. It's my fault, I know it's my fault, so don't be angry, okay? Will you come home with me? "

Hearing his words and not saying a word, she just quietly looked at him.

"Then you guys …" Did you take it, kiss it, kiss it? "

"Nope."

"Holding hands …"

"No!"

"Hug …"

"Nothing, nothing, nothing!" He was a little annoyed from his explanation. His temper was a little short and the weather was very hot and stuffy. His head felt like it was about to explode, "Wife, can you stop messing around? If it weren't for you pestering me, I wouldn't even know what it means to be in love. This is the first time I've done it with you, and you didn't feel it? "

"I... How would I know? "

"If it wasn't for the first time, why wouldn't I have been able to find the entrance for such a long time? Can't you use your brain? If you have to blame me, then you can only blame the man for not being as pure as the woman, so I can't come up with any evidence to prove it. However, you can't question my purity, you can't say that I'm not clean! "

Hmm, it sounds like I'm being wronged …

Chen Weiwei frowned and remained silent with lowered eyes. He approached her and quickly explained, "What kind of unforgivable mistake did I do to make you treat me so coldly?" Don't you know how bad it is that you never go to your parents' house because of a quarrel between us? Ever since she came back, I have always kept my distance from her. I know that she has those thoughts towards me, so I have always deliberately kept my distance from her, and I have also clearly told her that the woman I want to protect is you, and I have warned her of her character, and I know that we are worried that she will do something to hurt you, but her parents and my parents have been friends for many years, and she has never done anything before. Only then did I find out that she had investigated many things about you, and he also wanted to hurt you, so the best solution was to let her leave.

"What does this have to do with the Luo family?" She lowered her voice in confusion. She didn't want to talk about the Luo Family.

However, Beitang Bing's eyes were a little dim. He held her shoulders, and his expression suddenly turned serious, "Can we go home?"

She bit her lip and didn't say anything for a long time. He panicked a little. "What are you thinking again?"

"I …" She looked up, her eyes calm. "I want to stay in my family for two days."

"Two days?" He frowned, "..." "You still don't believe me?"

After saying so much, did he really fail to explain it clearly?

He had written and crossed out the document today. Until just now, he hadn't come up with the best and most practical solution. Even now, she still didn't believe him?

He just … Did he really look like a swindler?

She wiped the sweat off her forehead with her small hand and said, "It's very hot outside. You should go back earlier; I'll stay at my mother's house for two days. After I've thought it through, I'll go back myself."

"What else do you want?" He pursued this line of questioning until the very end, but his heart was in turmoil.

She did not directly answer his question, but merely cast a cold glance at him. That glance made Beitang Bing very depressed. What kind of expression was that?

"Can't you discuss the next life with my mother?"

"…" He unhappily pouted and said, "Then I'll accompany you."

After saying that, she walked into the corridor shamelessly. Chen Weiwei followed, confused. "What are you doing?" You're not going to stay here tonight, are you? "

"Mhmm."

"No, my bed is very small."

He looked back and laughed shamelessly. "It's fine. We can just squeeze together."