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Suddenly he saw the shadow of the light in the rear view lamp, and the man suddenly sat up. The wanton water stains on it set off the small and fuzzy people. He quickly pushed the door open, stood outside the car, and was immediately submerged by the heavy rain.

In just a few seconds, the rainstorm had engulfed his whole body, and his white shirt was instantly wet, wet and close to his body. He frowned slightly, and his thick long eyelashes could not stop the erosion of the rainstorm.

There was a deep silence on Jun Lang's calm face.

Long legs in the rainstorm step by step forward, slowly close to her, look at the French window on the second floor, the woman did not move, holding her arms so motionless standing there.

The heavy rain all over the sky and the floor to ceiling windows with mottled marks, which were hit by the rain, seemed to block them in two worlds.

He dials out the number by pressing the mobile phone, slides anxiously on the mobile phone screen for several times, and finally dials the phone. The sound of rain is too loud to hear the busy beep.

She didn't get through.

Just looking at it, there was no movement.

"Chen Weiwei, answer the phone." He cried out.

Even if it is raining, she still heard his voice, through thousands of rain to her ears, cold swallow those can't bear, the mind is a year ago she was in danger scene, the heavy rain that day is also as crazy as today, right?

Beitangbing, in such a cruel environment, you can ignore the safety of your wife and children. What does that mean?

I don't love you enough.

But anyway, you shouldn't ignore our children.

You shouldn't let anything happen to our baby even if it's breaking me to pieces.

I can't forgive you for that.

Chen Weiwei's little hand is attached to her stomach. She has already felt the bulge of her stomach. Beitangbing, even if you really don't love me, you can't help loving our baby.

You don't deserve to be a father at all.

Even if you really don't love me

That time the child did not, is her heart has been unable to erase the pain, she wanted to forget, but now those fragments are like a flood swept by.

She touched her belly, this time, baby, my mother will protect you.

Even if a desperate, exhausted all, my mother will also protect your safety, even if you lose such a father

Mother alone, will certainly use up all love to love you.

With ten times, a hundred times or even a thousand times of love, let you be born and grow safely.

Downstairs, the man's voice became more wanton, and she turned around without any response, "Dong Dong..." All of a sudden, there was a knock at the door.

She frowned and went to open them.

Han Shaocheng was woken up by Beitang Bing's voice. He was wrapped in a nightgown and said with a frown, "Bing Dashao is downstairs."

"I see." Chen Weiwei responds indifferently, as if she doesn't care at all.

Gu Siyu had been standing in front of the door to watch the changes, and then he came along.

"Chen Weiwei, it's hard for you to do this. It's raining hard outside. Even if you are strong, you will inevitably get a serious illness. Some things need to be made clear. After all, you are husband and wife. There will be some misunderstanding between them. There is no contradiction between them. You..."

"What if he does have a serious illness?" Chen Weiwei's nose was astringent, but her cheek was cold. "Secretary Gu, can you imagine? It's the same kind of rainstorm. A year ago, it rained for two consecutive days, and I was locked in the basement. It was dark and ugly. It was full of sewage, which could almost cover my whole body. I was soaked for two days without eating or drinking. It was still winter at that time, do you understand? Can you imagine how cold the water is? Do you know that I was afraid at the beginning, then slowly despair, and finally completely despair. At the beginning, I was still struggling, and finally I became numb without intuition. Can you understand what it was like? Can you know what kind of pain it is when I desperately want to keep my baby in my stomach and finally feel his leaving helplessly? You won't understand. You won't understand all the guilt and sadness I've had for so long. You won't understand how hard I feel! "

She pointed out the window with her index finger, "and what about him? What is he doing? Isn't he very strong at Beitang ice? Isn't he well connected? Isn't he capable and intelligent? But what was he doing at that time? He can't find me for two days. If he can't find me, it's OK. But can't he? He did not dare to touch his conscience, looked into my eyes and said that he had tried his best. Did he dare? He dares to say to our dead children, is he worthy to be his father? "

"Chen Weiwei." Han Shaocheng holds her and pats her on the back to comfort her.

Chen Weiwei is just trembling there, her eyes are obstinately red, Gu Siyu is a woman, although she has never experienced, but she looks at Chen Weiwei like she can experience the cruelty, for Chen Weiwei, all this is too cruel.Her eyes sour, tears can not stop running out.

Chen Weiwei pushed Han Shaocheng away and stood there obstinately. Her two little hands were clenched into fists, and the nail clippers went into the meat, shaking straight. She said, "what if he really had a disease? At least they will be fine in two days, but my baby has left me forever. "

She said, tears can't help flowing down, and then she stubbornly wipe away tears, sniffed, "you go back to the room to sleep, I and his business, don't worry about you, since he wants to rain, let him rain well, I won't hurt..."

It's not worth it.

This is not a happy marriage, she does not want to support so hard, do not want to always stand low, looking up at him.

I don't want her to suffer, so does he, everyone.

If you can go on together, you can go on. If you can't go on, you can go away. If you can go away, you can go away!

Really There is no one in the world, the earth will turn, and no one who leaves can't live.

Really

Thinking of his entanglement with Chu SHIMENG, she smiles bitterly to herself, and she doesn't need a man who is always entangled with other women.

Gu Siyu also wanted to say something, she waved to stop, "Secretary Gu, I know you are for my good, but you don't say any more, I don't want to hear anything now, I don't want to think about it, I'm tired, want to sleep."

Looking at her injured look, Han Shaocheng's anger came up again. He tied his robe tightly around his waist and went down, "NIMA!"

A dirty word, covering all the anger.

Gu Siyu looked at the posture is not right, know that Han Shaocheng must be acting recklessly, eyes a panic, quickly follow the past.

Looking at this scene, Chen Weiwei suddenly burst into tears. Her lips were clenched tightly, her brows were all wrinkled together, and her whole face twisted and changed shape

It's really a blessing for her to have a friend like Han Shaocheng. She has accumulated virtue in her last life, so that she has such a loyal friend who is willing to do anything for her

Chen Weiwei, you really should thank God.

Han Shaocheng, thank you. Thank you for always standing up for me when I am the most helpless and sad, and giving me the same protection as a brother.

If you think about it carefully, it's not easy for her to fall in love with Beitang Bing in recent years. She waits every night, every day, until she comes back once a month, stays for two days, and then leaves again. Every time she leaves for so many years, she feels lonely and more lonely.

Fortunately, Han Shaocheng was always with her every time. No matter what difficulties she encountered, he was the first one to stand up for her.

Downstairs, Gu Siyu yelled, Chen Weiwei wiped away her tears, and then hurried downstairs.

……

"Han Shaocheng, come back to me!"

Gu Siyu catches up with Han Shaocheng, who has already taken the door and shut her in. When she opens the door again, she only sees that Han Shaocheng and Beitang Bing are entangled in the rain!

The heavy rain came down from the sky. It was pouring down. I couldn't see what they were doing or hear what they were saying!

She didn't care about anything and ran straight into the rain

Han Shaocheng braved the heavy rain and punched the handsome face of beitangbing. He pointed at him with his fingers, "what are you doing here? What qualifications do you have to come here to find her? Beitangbing, have you always loved her so much? Are all your former affections fake?

North Hall ice so quiet stand in the heavy rain, low eyes, let the heavy rain beat the whole body.

No movement, no sound.

"Why don't you talk? What are you talking about? Can you say something to me? " Han Shaocheng tried his best to push him, trying to think about him, "what's the matter with that accident? Does the death of Chen Weiwei's baby have anything to do with you?"

The North Hall ice is silent, let him how to vent, he all stands there without saying a word, the throat rolled roll, seem to be enduring something.

Looking at him like this, Han Shaocheng's anger became more vigorous, so he hit him with another blow. This time, he was so strong that beitangbing was forced to step back several steps.

Bei Tang Bing raised her cheek and wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth.

His eyes were still drooping.

"Please leave now and don't disturb Chen Weiwei any more." Han Shaocheng gritted his teeth, as if to fight to the death with him.

"I'll explain it to her slowly." North Hall ice finally spoke, his eyes are all sad to see, "you let me see one side with her."

"She doesn't want to see you."

Beitangbing's lips closed and opened again. "She's pregnant now. You can't stimulate her hands. When she wants to see me, I'll..."

"You know she's pregnant. How dare you do that to her? You're still hugging Chu SHIMENG to stimulate her? What are you worrying about now? Don't you think it's fake? ""I have nothing to say now, I will wait..."

Han Shaocheng's anger reaches its peak and will rush up in the next second, but he is held by Gu Siyu. Gu Siyu says, "Han Shaocheng, can you calm down?"

"How to calm down?" Han Shaocheng stares at beitangbing. "I was blind at the beginning. I thought you would be nice to Chen Weiwei. You can't take good care of her yourself. You asked me to take good care of her for you. OK, I'll take it as if you care of her. But OK, you fuckin 'me, I'll take care of her as my own sister. How can you do that? Do you really think she's nobody's business and you can bully her as you like? "

Han Shaocheng's mood is out of control. Gu Siyu almost can't hold him. He pulls him back and forth. Gu Siyu is thrown out by him and falls to the ground. Han Shaocheng is stunned. He runs over and squats to hold her in a panic. His face is full of guilt and shame. "Si Si, are you ok?"

Gu Siyu shook his head and twisted his waist when he was hit. He never forgot to remind him, "calm down. Now the situation is very chaotic. If you add fuel to the fire like this, the situation will be even worse."

After hearing her say this, Han Shaocheng regained a little sense. He frowned and helped her up. Yu Guang glanced at the door, where Chen Weiwei was standing quietly.

Her eyes are looking at beitangbing.

"You go, even if you wait here for one night, I will never go home with you."

She said it out loud, mixed with the noise of rain, and it sounded very confident.

North Hall ice walked forward a few steps, pursed lips, for a long time, "I can wait, how long does not matter."

Chen Weiwei thrifty eyes, cold as before, "even if you wait in the heavy rain for a week, a month, no matter how long, I won't be moved, Beitang Bing, you may still not understand women, yes, women are very emotional, that's because she didn't see the real cruelty, if she was hurt, she will never be moved, you know Now, I don't feel anything, it just makes me feel sick... "

Every word she said was so cruel and cruel. Beitangbing, hearing the heartache, frowned and walked forward for several steps. She slowly stopped under the steps and looked up at a completely strange woman.

Chen Weiwei stood in front of the door, clean and tidy, without any rain stains.

And the man under the steps, standing in the heavy rain, was in a mess, completely without the previous elegance, just like a stray dog, looking at her with infatuated eyes.

His thin lips opened and closed, and his voice trembled, "you Have you lost your heart? "

Then, a long time of looking at each other, a long time of silence, and indifference.

Chen Weiwei's throat gave out a slightly trembling voice, and her tone seemed to be very relaxed and happy. "Yes, I'm dead hearted. Suddenly, I feel that you don't have any charm. I don't understand why you were so crazy about loving you..."

At the beginning, really no charm?

I fell in love with you at first sight. I like it even more when I see you again. Finally, I fell in love with you inexplicably

Embracing her arms to support herself, her palm tightly grasped her arm, "beitangbing, if you really like Chu SHIMENG, it's OK, I'll help you. I wish you all the life. If you want a divorce, no problem, I'll cooperate with you. I'm willing to cooperate with you all the time. It's ok..."

Her voice choked for a while, and then she pursed a smile, "I only have one requirement, I will be safe, the child is born, the child belongs to me."

"Chen Weiwei." The man's eyes closed difficultly, and the sadness on his face could not be more obvious. "What you see is really just a misunderstanding..."

Before he finished his words, he saw that she had already stepped down the steps step by step, ignoring the heavy rain outside. She would get wet, so she stood on the next step, level with his line of sight. She was smiling brightly, like the sunshine at first sight.

Fingertip across his chest, those who have been washed by the heavy rain, but still left traces of red lips, she coldly smile, "it doesn't matter, what is the relationship between you and her, I don't care, beitangbing, I just suddenly don't want to love you, my child..."

She bit her lip and tried to smile brightly. She pulled his big palms on both sides and put them on her stomach. She looked innocent and frowned, "do you feel it? The baby has grown up slowly. If he knew that his brother was killed by a father like you, would he still hope to have a father like you? "

"Chen Weiwei." The man holds her in his backhand, and makes a little effort. The woman leans on his chest. He stares at the rare cold face in front of him, and it's hard to breathe with heartache.

I always wanted to protect her as a child, but I didn't expect that, in the end, I let her become my own queen.

This is not the result he wants.

He didn't want to see those tough and lonely eyes in her eyes."Sorry about the kids." He has a low voice.

Excuse me?

Chen Weiwei's heart was hit hard again, she laughed coldly, her face was stiff and indifferent, "I'm sorry? What's the usage? Say I'm sorry, can he come back again? I can't erase all my pain. Beitangbing, you will never understand what kind of existence a child is to a mother... "

"Chen Weiwei..."

The man calls for her and hugs her. His scarlet eyes are eroded in the rain. He wants to explain powerlessly, but she struggles and refuses desperately

In the end, he could only watch his daughter leave his arms, empty hands.

His eyes were gently shaking, and his lips were trembling, "don't love me, Chen Weiwei, don't..."

"Ha ha." She looked up and tried to suppress herself, so that her tears didn't fall down. If she could continue,

"ha ha." She looked up and tried to suppress herself, so she didn't let her tears fall down. If she could continue, would she give up the man she had loved for seven years?

But what can we do? There is really no way. She can't convince herself and has no face to face the dead baby.

"You go back." She turned around and went up the steps, "don't waste my time here. I don't want to see you now. As soon as I see you, I will think of the past memories. I also don't want the baby to see you. I don't want him to see a father like you."

"Chen Weiwei." Beitangbing strides up, grabs her wrist and pulls it back. Chen Weiwei is pulled and bumps into his chest!

"Beitangbing, let me go, don't force me!"

She struggled, and the man held her tightly, beating her as she liked. He pressed the woman's head in his arms, and their clothes were soaked through. In this cruel rainstorm, they tortured each other

Han Shaocheng wants to go forward. He is held by Gu Siyu, so he has to stop and watch quietly.

Chen Weiwei suddenly calm down, in his arms cold mouth, "North Hall ice, if you don't let me go, I will hate you for a lifetime."

Stunned, the man looked down at her and pressed the big palm on the back of her head. It took a long time to let go. Chen Weiwei came out of his arms, looked up at him coldly, and turned away without saying anything.

Beitangbing is still standing on the third step of silly girl noodle shop. It seems that in an instant, there is only one heavy rain left in the world

Han Shaocheng helps Gu Siyu to go back. As he passes by, Gu Siyu kindly says, "do you want to go in and scrub it? No matter what, wait until tomorrow. You can't stand in the rain like this..."

North Hall ice didn't speak, as if no soul like standing there, motionless.

Seeing him like this, Gu Siyu knew that it was useless to say more. So he went in with Han Shaocheng.

……

Chen Weiwei has been curling on the sofa for half an hour. Gu Siyu helps her dry her short wet hair. The blanket covers her wet body. She looks at her shrinking in a corner all the time. She doesn't drive her. She doesn't say anything, and her eyes blink.

Gu Siyu has no choice but to talk to her, just like she didn't hear.

Han Shaocheng put the hot water down, patted her on the shoulder, motioned her to take a bath, Gu Siyu reluctantly bit the lip, gave him this difficult thing, turned and went upstairs.

Han Shaocheng sat down on Chen Weiwei's side and handed her the hot milk that had been ready on the tea table. He joked with her in a relaxed tone on purpose. "Look at you. You are like a drowned chicken. Do you want me to show you the mirror? How funny you are now?"

"Thank you, Han Shaocheng." Chen Weiwei's chin was lying on her knees and said calmly.

Han Shaocheng Leng Leng, and then indifferent smile, "you used to make trouble with me, now you are so polite to me, I'm really not used to it, you still scold me more, I have a masochistic heart."

Chen Weiwei raised her eyes and looked at him. If it was in the past, she would definitely cooperate with him. This is now. She is not in the mood.

She subconsciously looked at the door and asked him, "you go out to have a look, has he gone?"

Han Shaocheng did not go, but solemnly said to her, "are you worried about him? If you are really worried about him, you will let him in... "

"No She flatly denied, "I just don't want to see him standing outside, raining so heavily, as if I owe him something. I don't want to see him standing there, affecting my mood. If he is still there, you let him go."

“…… Is it really so heartless? "

Han Shaocheng didn't believe it and said, "seven years, such a long time's feelings will be gone?"

She leaned back to her chair and wrapped the blanket on her shoulder. "Now I have a little understanding of how deep love is and how deep hatred is. Han Shaocheng, my feeling now is It's like hate... "Han Shaocheng held her hand and found that her palm was cold. He frowned, "I can understand your feelings, but After all, you have already had a child. Even simoyun said that it's hard for you to get pregnant again, but you were miraculously pregnant. Do you feel that this may be an opportunity given to you by God? It's also an opportunity for him to atone for his sins. "

Chen Weiwei suddenly pulled her lips and shook her head with a sneer. "No, Han Shaocheng, just because I have a child, I understand how precious this child is to me..."