What Lu Xiaohua said was the memory left by Lu Xiaohua. She said it as if she had empathized with Lu Xiaohua, and her heart was full of grievances:
"my father never cared about me. He only cared about whether he was full and warm today. Once, my stepmother ran out and didn't know what to do. When she came back to cook late...
my stepmother would not let me cook She was afraid that I would steal food. Then my father didn't eat immediately when he came back. My stepmother said it was because I was lazy and didn't do it, so my father beat me up. "
She said with a smile: "do you think my father is really stupid enough to be cheated by my stepmother? He doesn't know, he doesn't know, he doesn't understand, he just doesn't care, he can find a reason, someone can let him out, it doesn't matter whether I'm innocent or not.
It's always like this. What my stepmother says is what... You say, such parents want me to provide them with good food and drink. Do you think it's possible to really treat me as a virgin? "
Lu Xiaohua took a deep breath, and the more he said it, the more he felt that Lu Xiaohua, the original master, was really too subdued.
But I can't blame her for being too cowardly, because she had no mother since she was a child, and she was always suppressed by her stepmother and father. Since she had her own consciousness, she kept doing things, and her thoughts were distorted. In this society, how can she resist and how can she resist?
When her stepmother wanted to sell her, she thought about saving money to escape. It was a pity that she was destroyed by the man in the woods.
After complaining, Lu Xiaohua felt more comfortable. Then he noticed that something was wrong with him. Later, he realized that his left body was chilly.
She looked to the left, and Gu Yu's face was as cold as that day's killing? Did I... "Say too many bad things to make him unhappy?
After all, there is a saying called "parents who are nothing". In this world where filial piety can kill people, even if they break their parents, it seems that it's not good for her to talk about parents?
Just as she was about to reflect, Gu Yu suddenly reached out and put her in his arms.
He seemed to be trying hard to be gentle and not hurt her, but his arm was so tight that she could feel the tangled muscles in her hand on his arm.
"I should have known you earlier." His voice was hoarse, as if he was suppressing something.
Lu Xiaohua took a long time to reflect what happened to him. He quickly hugged his waist with his backhand and stroked his back: "it's OK. Now it's just good to know him, really."
If he had known her earlier, he would not have known her.
What's more, she just wanted to complain about how bad Lu Xiaohua's stepmother was. She wanted Gu Yu to understand that she didn't want to pay attention to her stepmother's family. She didn't expect Gu Yu to be like this.
She has a kind of lie, won her husband sympathy feeling, quite guilty and embarrassed.
Gu Yu didn't know. What he was thinking now was that little Lu Xiaohua was cold and hungry in the Chaifang, and he was beaten black and blue, crying alone in the dark.
He thinks that Lu Xiaohua will become so strong now. When he is angry, his mouth is poisonous and sharp. He can play whatever role he needs and cater to what guests say. It's not natural.
The only thing he could think of was the "weapon" that she was oppressed by her life in such a family environment and made her live to the present.
Gu Yu never knew that he would love to kill the three people who hurt Lu Xiaohua because he loved one person. No, it's too cheap to kill them!
Gu Yu has not moved, Lu Xiaohua comfort is useless, can only obediently stand there, let him hold, one hand holding him, one hand secretly playing with his clothes.
After a long time, Gu Yu's mood seemed to stabilize. He let her go and gently helped her twist her hair on her cheek: "the wind is a little cold, go back."
"Oh, good." Lu Xiaohua carefully looked at Gu Yu's face in the moonlight, and there was nothing wrong with it. As usual, the paralyzed face was much softer, but she always felt that there was a trace of infiltration.
On the way back, she couldn't help asking, "Mr. Xiang, what are you not going to do?"
But Gu Yu said, "you said last time that you wanted to be a small cage bag?"
Lu Xiaohua
"I'll cook it for you tomorrow morning," she said helplessly
"You said you made me a toy?" As a result, the toy has not been seen until now.
"I asked Uncle carpenter to do it for me. I'm too busy to open a shop. I forgot to take it. I'll bring it back to you tomorrow."
Lu Xiaohua coaxed Gu Yu back home, and then a little puzzled to think, she originally wanted to ask him what?
Why did she start to be stupid before she was born?
But she remembered that when she got up early the next morning, she made a small cage bag for Gu Yu. Since she made it, she naturally made more. She took some to Gu Yu to eat. When we met again in the kitchen, the rest was gone.
She didn't care. She said to the air, "remember to wash the dishes." He went out to Uncle carpenter,After the meeting, Lu Xiaohua came back with a round wooden box in his hand.
She put the wooden box on the carriage which had already been equipped with a carriage. Then she went into the house and took Gu Yu out. She got on the carriage with Gu Yu. Eleven, dressed as a coachman, sat on the front plate of the carriage and drove Jiyue forward.
The carriage is very warm. Warm colored curtains are hung on the windows on both sides of the carriage, which are made of cloth bought by Lu Xiaohua. On both sides and at the back of the carriage, there are horizontal plates for people to sit on. The horizontal plates are covered with cushions, and under the horizontal plates are small drawers, which can put things. A small table is fixed in the middle. On the way, people can make tea, eat snacks and play chess.
When the carriage began to move forward, Lu Xiaohua put the wooden box on the small table like a treasure, opened the cover of the round wooden box, and there was a round plane with many round holes, which were arranged regularly to form a hexagon.
Under the tip of each corner is a small drawer. When it is opened, there are colored stones ground into small ball beads.
Gu Yu looked at her puzzled.
Lu Xiaohua said with a smile: "it's checkers. It's fun. I'll teach you."
Each of them holds a small round stone of one color, ten of each color, which are placed in two opposite sharp corners. Lu Xiaohua tells Gu Yu the rules, and then plays a game with him.
In the first set, Gu Yu was in the exploratory stage, and Lu Xiaohua won.
She is very happy, rare can overwhelm Gu Yu's "game", although Gu Yu looked very calm, she still pretended to comfort Gu Yu: "it's OK, just play two more sets."
Gu Yu gave her a deep look and picked up his beads.