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"I know that with his identity as the Pluto, finding that place is only a matter of time, and he doesn't lack time. But …" "I don't want to. I don't want to go to that place for the rest of my life."

"Oh?"

"That place is very cold. It's so cold that there's not even the slightest bit of warmth. The people there have a cold heart and their body is also so cold. " I answered absentmindedly.

"You do understand." Luo Mingshang laughed. Have you decided where to go? "

"Yes." I smiled and nodded.

There's a place I've always wanted to go, but never had a chance to go.

After so many years, I have never left that city. Now that I think about it, it is all a habit, just a habit of jumping from one cage to the next. It is just that the cage of the other cage is open, but I don't have the courage or the strength to walk out.

I leaned my head against Luo Mingshang's shoulder, the sky outside started to become dark, and it was hard to tell if the sky was getting dark, or if it was about to rain.

"What kind of place is the yinliu?" His curiosity seemed to be piqued by me.

"It's a terrible place." My eyes dimmed.

"You said that the yinliu had the last god in the world. But a God still stays in Human Realm, how rare. " Luo Mingshang laughed.

I paused, tilted my head, and found a comfortable position to lean on. "Let me tell you a story."

"Okay." Luo Mingshang reached out to hug me, to make me feel more comfortable …

I thought about where I should start, and said, "It is said that it is also the same kind of gray and gloomy weather. The rain was accompanied by a crisp ring of the bell, and the sound of singing began to rise from the sky. "In that ancient house, accompanied by the wails of a baby that shook the horizon, everyone breathed a sigh of relief in their hearts. A brilliant smile blossomed on their faces. This is not only because the child is safe, but because this child is special."

"Special? Why is it so special? "

"Because she is a god, a natural born god. From the moment she was born, she was the existence of a god." "No," I replied.

"Inborn god, is that what you said, the god from yinliu?" Luo Mingshang asked.

"Yes." I nodded, "She is really small. Xiao Xiao's body is wrapped in a beautiful silk robe, and Xiao Xiao's body, which is as delicate as a porcelain doll, is expressionlessly sitting there. She knew who she was and what she had to do. From the moment she could understand the words, the people around her had always called her Great God, Great God. Because this is the case, she didn't even know what her name was.

"What about her parents? Even if he is a god, he couldn't possibly have come out from a crack in the rock. " Luo Mingshang teased.

I was unable to laugh. "She doesn't know that ever since she was born, she has never seen her parents again. They said that the noble gods do not need lowly parents." I paused and continued. " She used to say, Can you tell me my name? That was all she wanted to know. But, no one answered her, no one paid any attention to her, they only continued to call her Great God. She hates this name, hates everything here, hates being a god. "

"I don't even know my own name. How sad." Luo Mingshang sighed softly.

"Yes, very sad." I closed my eyes, but I could not see anything. " I want to become human. "That's what she always says."

"Even if it's a god, it should still be a human right? It's just that they have the power of a god." Luo Mingshang asked.

But I don't think so, "she is not a person, she has the world's only clear pupil, as pure as snow without the long hair without color. His hands and feet were sealed with silver bracelets, like a doll, and were placed inside the Ancestral Hall. From here, one could only see the outside world through Xiao Xiao's window. She wanted to escape. She looked out of the small window and saw the birds outside. Birds as free as that really want to be as free as they are. "

Luo Mingshang didn't interrupt and instead, raised his hand to look at the two silver bracelet on my hand. He reached out and took my hand. There was a strange warmth in his hand, a different temperature from mine.

"Autumn's memories echo in my dreams. The snow in the sky stops in the wind. I will wait here in the quiet of the night …" I sang softly. When did I hear this? I don't remember it, but this song is congealing in the depths of my memory. After pausing for a moment, I looked out the window at the world outside and continued to sing, "The miracle of prayer, will..." After pausing for a moment, it finally became a sentence, "Will it come true?"

"The memories of the autumn wind, I saw you, dancing in the snow, time had stopped. Deep in the night, I waited for you, looking for the secret …"

I didn't sing out the last sentence, and in a daze I remembered something else.

"She hates everything here, hates everything." I continued. " More than once, she had thought of leaving that place. But birds imprisoned from birth have no strength or courage to escape. He told her her name was Snow. "Tell her, snow, what a beautiful name. A flower that blooms in winter, a flower that grows in heaven. Every time it blooms, it would fall from the sky, dancing in the air. It's very beautiful."

"Time simply does not exist there. Minutes and seconds were nothing, even the sun and moon were negligible. A year, a few years, a dozen years. I've forgotten how long I've waited here, and how many times I've fled. "

But... This is the last time.

"But, she still escaped in the end," Luo Mingshang lowered his head and kissed my forehead.

"She's truly crazy. She doesn't care about anything, doesn't think about anything, and only wants to be willful for once." I laughed.

"That song was very nice to listen to." Luo Mingshang reached out a hand and covered my body with a piece of clothes. "What happened to the secret we were looking for?"

In his embrace, perhaps because he thought that I had fallen asleep, Luo Mingshang didn't continue asking questions.

If he fell asleep, it would be great if he could never wake up again.

Three years, or three days, or perhaps three hours, three minutes …

Time was just an illusion. It was just that, according to the rumors outside, a Girl was missing.

What kind of place is this? How far is it from home? Maybe I can't even tell you.

I sat on the stairs with the orange Milky Way at my feet. Luo Mingshang sat beside me and did not say a word, neither of them saying anything.

The city was familiar and unfamiliar, and the remnants of those memories were something I couldn't forget for a long time.