The sky is grey and overcast. Rain accompanied by the clear bell, the sky gradually came singing.
In that old house, accompanied by a burst of baby crying across the sky, everyone was relieved and had a bright smile on their faces. This is not only because the child is safe, but also because of the child's special.
Because she is a natural God, from birth, is the existence of God.
The small body is wrapped under the gorgeous brocade, a small ball, delicate like a porcelain doll, sitting there without expression.
She knows who she is and what she should do. Since she can understand, people around her have been calling herself, Lord God, Lord God, because in this way, she doesn't even know what her name is, at least, not that Lord God.
Since birth, they have never seen their parents again. They say that noble gods do not need humble parents.
"May I have my name, please?" It's the only thing she wants to know.
However, no one answered her, no one paid attention to her, but still called her, Lord God.
She hated the name, hated everything here, and hated being a God.
"I want to be human." She said so.
She has silver eyes, as pure as snow, white hair without color, which is a colorless God. Both hands and feet are locked by silver bracelets, like dolls, which are worshipped in the ancestral hall. From here, we can only see the outside world from a small window.
I want to run away.
She saw the birds outside from the small window. Such free birds, really want to be like them, free
"the memory of autumn, reverberates in the dream, the snow all over the sky, stays in the wind, silent night, I wait here..."
She sang the nursery rhyme, when and where she heard it, she did not remember, but this song, but in the memory of condensation.
After a pause, she looked at the outside world and continued to sing: "the miracle of prayer, will..." After a pause, it finally became a sentence, "will it come true?"
It's ridiculous that a God should pray for miracles.
"Memories of autumn wind, I see you, flying snow, time has stagnated, deep night, I wait for you, looking for the secret..."
The last sentence, she did not sing out, someone pushed the door in. It's a minister.
"My Lord, it's time to eat." Put a delicate tray in front of her and bowed respectfully.
She looked at the food on the plate, did not move, the small figure was wrapped under the suit, small hand moved, fleshy little hand pushed the plate back.
The God official is a Leng, "God Lord."
However, this "God adult" ignored, little body moved for a while, slowly stood up and walked into the inner room.
"Lord God, please wait a moment. It's not OK not to eat." The Shenguan cried anxiously, trying to catch up, but lying on the ground and unable to move,
hate, hate everything here, hate everything.
"My Lord." Someone came in, a handsome young man in a white robe, with a tray in his hand. "It's impossible not to eat."
"White." She called softly. "It doesn't matter if you don't eat it."
"Please don't say that." The boy put the tray in front of her.
"White, I think, get out of here." More than once, she said that.
"Please have a good meal today." I packed the plates.
Turning to the outside world, "Bai, you all have names. Can you tell me my name?"
The boy, who was called Bai, was also stunned for a moment, then laughed and held her in his arms. "Do you want to know your name?"
"Well," I'd like to.
"Your name is snow. Snow is your name." White answer.
"Snow." What is snow?
"Every time you bloom and fall in the sky, it's the same as the name of heaven. It's a beautiful flower Bai holds her gently.
"Snow." That's my name, isn't it? That's my name. "Thank you, Bai." Thank you for telling me my name
"OK, you can eat now." Said, put the little girl on the ground.
Looking at the tray in front of him, his eyes darkened. "I don't want to eat, I'm not hungry."
"It's true that God doesn't need to eat. But you are still a child and growing up. " Bai cleaned up the things on the tray.
Looking at the things in front of her, she nodded, "I want to grow up quickly." In this way, we have the strength to leave here.
Taking the soup in front of her, she sipped it and watched her eat. Bai also laughed with satisfaction.
Time doesn't exist here. A minute is nothing, the sun and the moon can also be ignored, a year, a few years, more than ten years. I forgot how long I waited here and how many times I escaped.But This is the last time.
"I am the God of Yingliu, the last God in the world." Facing the shocked eyes around me, I said slowly, "from birth, I have been regarded as a God, locked in that temple, and can never see the outside world."
"You..." The elder looked at me in shock.
Silver hair changed back to black hair, I changed back to the original appearance, went straight to one side and sat down, "I ran away, escaped from there."
"So, when you were..." Elder Li Mei thought of the time when I first came, "when you first started, did you have no feelings like that?" God doesn't need feelings. It turns out that's the reason.
"Well." I have no choice but to smile, "I'm sorry to give you so much trouble."
"But now, you're more and more like a person." The elder replied.
Yeah, I laughed. "Yes, it's you who turn a God into a man. It's this street and this city that turn a merciless God into a sentimental, flesh and blood man. So I like it very much and I won't allow anyone to destroy it."
"What do you want?" Shi Qing frowned.
"I want to end with the past." I replied, "you always tell me to go straight ahead and not look back, but if I don't solve the past, I think I will always stay in the same place with the burden of the past."
"So you think this disaster is related to your past," the deputy mayor asked
"I'm afraid it's not just them, but Something from a previous life. " I lowered my head and frowned.
There was a silence. "Have you decided?"