Chapter 2183： Have no idea

This incident has indeed had a great impact on Bernard, so that, after so many years, every time he thinks of this incident, he still feels heartbroken.

"It's all my fault." Bernard continued, with a painful look on his face: "If I hadn't taken the initiative to apply to play again and again, we would not have performed that mission, my brothers. , I won’t die there, it’s all because of me."

"Squad leader, you are not to blame for this." Alvin said, "I think even if you don't apply for it, your comrades in arms must want to join the war in their hearts, and, as a soldier, To be able to die on the battlefield, and to sacrifice in this kind of mission, everything is worth it, and it is precisely because of their sacrifice that there is peace for more than ten years, and they are all heroes."

The Yanfeng Nation has not launched wars since that retreat. For more than a decade, although there have been frictions and even small-scale battles between the two countries, there has never been a truly large-scale war. happened before.

Therefore, Alvin said that the peace of more than ten years was bought by those people with their lives, and there is nothing wrong with it.

Moreover, those people are all special fighters. They are powerful and naturally high spirits. Bernard can feel uncomfortable because they have not been able to participate in the war. Others must have similar ideas. All the troops have participated. Fighting, but they are watching like a okay person. Obviously not everyone can accept it. Therefore, even if Bernard does not take the initiative to ask for a fight, the people under him will let Bernard go. , They would not be willing to be a spectator at such an important moment.

"However, their deaths have a lot to do with me after all." Bernard said, this is also his heart disease for so many years, although they have completed the task, but they saw with their own eyes on weekdays, The comrades who lived and trained together died in front of his own eyes. Bernard couldn’t accept it for a while, and regretted to perform the task: “And after returning from that task, I took the initiative to apply to withdraw from the special forces team, and I was discouraged for a while. It’s cold and I want to retire and go home. However, the above did not allow me to become a cook. It’s easy to deal with these kinds of firewood, rice, oil and salt every day."

Although Bernard said it was easy, Alvin was able to see that after so many years, Bernard did not let the matter go. It seemed easy, but there was a lot of psychological burden.

Moreover, Bernard was also a hero at the time, and he suddenly became a cook soldier. Bernard was certainly unwilling to feel guilty. It was just that he thought of his deceased comrades in arms. Has always been willing to be a cook.

"Squad leader, you are really a talent for being this cooking soldier." Alvin said: "I think your comrades-in-arms certainly don't want to see you so decadent. Moreover, your talents are not used, too. It’s wasted, even if you come out to be an officer and teach the people below, it’s not bad.

Alvin is not flattering, he has been studying with Bernard all this time, so he knows Bernard's ability, and because of this, he feels a pity for Bernard's current situation. It's a pity that skills are wasted like this.

"I am satisfied with my life now." Bernard said.

Bernard did not deceive Alvin. At the beginning, he was really unwilling to let him, one of the soldiers, be the cooking soldier. Even if the cooking soldier was his own, he There are also many unwillingnesses in his heart.

However, after so many years, he has adapted to this kind of life, and slowly fell in love with this kind of life. He feels that it is good to be a cook soldier. If there is really any reconciliation, this is not reconciled. After seeing Alvin, he slowly disappeared.

Naturally, Bernard didn’t want all the abilities he learned to be buried in this way, but when he saw Alvin, he found his goal, that is, to teach Alvin all of what he had learned. If he did, there would be no unwillingness in his heart. As for the fame and fortune, he might have thought about it a few years earlier, even if he was enthusiastic about it, but now, he no longer has those thoughts.

Alvin still wants to persuade, but Bernard has obviously made up his mind. Moreover, after he has an idea, not everyone can change it casually. Alvin can also think of the one in this camp. The supreme commander has certainly not tried to persuade Bernard in recent years, but it still has no effect. If he persuades him now, it will not have any effect.

"Don't talk about this matter anymore, I have already decided." Bernard waved his hand and said, his face showed a thoughtful look, and said: "It's what you said before. Does the action really have anything to do with me?"

This is also the reason why Bernard was willing to tell Alvin about his past, because he also didn’t think about it clearly. He didn’t know why the people from the country of the wind came here for what, and when Alvin said, this might happen. When he had a relationship with him, Bernard also had guesses in this regard, so he would take the initiative to tell his past.

However, Alvin knew that he was just guessing just now, mainly because he didn't know the specific identity of Bernard, that's why he said that. Moreover, he also wanted to take this opportunity to learn more Only Bernard will take the initiative to involve this matter on Bernard.

However, what Alvin and Bernard didn’t know was that the people from Flame Wind Nation did not come to Bernard, but to Alvin, to be precise, to Alvin’s hands. The "stone" came, but the situation was unknown to the two of them now, because they hadn't been able to catch people from Yanfeng Nation alive, so they didn't know the purpose of those people coming here.

So, now hearing Bernard say this, Alvin said with some embarrassment: "This, I don't know too much, I don't know if it has anything to do with the monitor."

In fact, Bernard did not expect to get any exact answer from Alvin’s mouth, because he himself is still confused about this matter, how could Alvin know it.

Alvin was afraid that Bernard would say that he deliberately talked about him, and then he said: "Squad leader, although we have no evidence to confirm that they came for you, we still have to guard against it. You brought someone to kill them back then. The highest commander on the front line, they may have sent someone to kill you and avenged their revenge."

"Well, it's not impossible." Bernard nodded and said. He also had speculations in this area before. Although, after experiencing the things of the year, he had already put life and death out of control, but he didn't want to do it because of himself. , And other people were implicated. Back then, it was because he himself was too belligerent and took the initiative to ask for a fight, which hurt his teammates. He has always been brooding about this. After so many years, he has not been able to look away. How can you be willing to see that because of your own sake, you will involve others again?

And tonight, if it weren't for the timely action, or if Alvin had the means to save his life, I'm afraid Alvin might be dead now. In that case, Bernard would die of guilt.

And now, those people from Flame Wind Nation have escaped a few, it is hard to guarantee that they will not come again. If they really come to kill themselves, then they should not give up so easily. In such a short time, they have already launched Two attacks have already demonstrated this, and next time they come, if they hurt other people, then Bernard will still feel guilty.

"But, after so many years, if they want revenge, how can they wait so long?" Bernard said with some confusion.

Although their actions back then were kept confidential, but I believe that it is not too difficult to investigate themselves and others with the abilities of the senior officials of Yanfeng Nation. Therefore, if they want to retaliate, they can I sent someone to assassinate myself back then. I was in the light and the other party was in the dark, so I definitely couldn't be spared.

However, after so many years, the people of Yanfeng Nation have not planned an action against themselves. Now that it has been more than ten years since the events of the year, how could the other party suddenly send someone to assassinate him? This doesn't make sense. Could it be that they have lost their memory all these years and only recently remembered it?

No matter how you think about it, it's impossible.

In this regard, Alvin was also a little confused. In fact, if the people from the Flame Wind country came to assassinate Bernard in those days, Alvin would understand it. After all, Bernard and others killed their country. High-level figures, moreover, also affected a war, it is understandable to want to kill Bernard.

It's just that I didn't do that back then, and now I suddenly remembered that I wanted to do it again. This is a bit unreasonable.

Both of them are a little confused about this.

"Maybe, maybe they didn't know that you were here before, so they just investigated it now." Alvin really couldn't think of any other reasons, so he said.

However, it is not unreasonable to say that. Bernard became a cooking soldier. This is definitely something that many people did not expect, especially those high-level people in the country of the wind. They would definitely not have thought of such a powerful one before. People will go to work as cooking soldiers, so they haven't been able to find out the specific location of Bernard for a while, but now they may have investigated it, so they will send someone.

"Maybe." Bernard thought for a while and said, he was not sure about it.