Chapter 409

The so-called sadness is more than heart death, is now Anju to his feeling!

Ann long finished these words, raised his head to see Gu mo. Gu Mo would not understand that she had been waiting for him to leave work that day, because he had told her that he would leave work early in the evening and have dinner with her. She had been looking forward to Gu Mo coming back from work in the morning, but she had not been in the mood to wait for him to come back.

The Secretary didn't know his whereabouts, and the driver didn't stay with him. That feeling of worry and fear, even after so many days, is still so vivid when you think about it.

Gu Mo has a hundred thousand reasons to explain what he did. But she only thought of one. Did he think of a wife who was still waiting for him at home, worried about him and pregnant?

He didn't! He doesn't care about her any more! In the past, Qingying was critically ill and needed blood transfusion. She experienced it once. She could say that it was just an accident. At that time, Gu Mo did not know that she was pregnant.

She can deceive herself once, but she can't cheat herself all her life.

So she chose to let go. Will it hurt to let go?

Of course, it's painful. Even if she thinks about the future, she can't live with Gu Mo, when she wakes up, she won't see Gu Mo sleeping next to her, and when she has nightmares, she will feel afraid.

But her life is still very long, she can't convince herself again and again that after enduring this time, there will be no next time. She wants to keep her final dignity and live the life she really wants. Even if she doesn't live happily now, at least she has tried hard.

In the past, she had no choice. After all, her family really needed that 10 million yuan, but now she can have her own choice. She doesn't want to be kidnapped by morality, and she doesn't want to live for other people's ideas.

Maybe some people will say that she is pretentious, that she was born in happiness, but she does not know how to cherish Gu Mo, who is so good that others can't expect to come. Even if she remarries later, she will not marry a better man than Gu Mo and live such a good life. But it's just other people's ideas. She wants to live her own life, not live in other people's thoughts. Men can make mistakes, and she can forgive them.

But it doesn't mean that if a man makes a mistake, she must forgive if he apologizes! It does not mean that this man is excellent and provides her with a good material life. She should be grateful, cherish, obedient and unprincipled life.

She is a human being, a person who is completely equal to Gu mo. emotionally, she does not need to kowtow, compromise, forbearance and restraint. She is his wife, not his maid! Therefore, she is not impulsive, nor pretentious, nor willful, only then proposed the divorce at this time.

But the ideas, concepts and Marriage Views of Gu Mo and she are not in the same world at all. If they are forced together, they will not be happy. They will only have more and more conflicts, and finally they can not be reconciled.

Gu Mo looks at Anju, and for the first time, he finds that he totally underestimates the power of Anju, a small universe. She has her own ideas and opinions, and does not ask others to understand her, but she will still have her own decisions and choices.

"Anjou, I'm sorry, it's my negligence. All along, my understanding and care for you are not enough, will let you suffer injustice, to tell the truth, because do not understand, sometimes I even don't know what you make trouble for.

This is my problem. I should review myself. I also respect your choices and decisions.

But I hope you can give me some time, at least let me understand how things happened, how to solve better.

Now you are still in confinement. Don't be angry. We will solve the problem. Don't rush for a moment Gu Mo looks at an Jiu directly and says softly to an Jiu.

Ann long just lightly nodded a head, didn't say anything more, bowed his head and continued to eat. Even though it was tasteless, she still ate it. After all, she was hungry and had no way to solve the problem.

Gu Mo didn't say anything more. After all, no matter how much he said now, it was more like sophistry, and it would only irritate an Jiu.

As Anning said, anjiu's mood is not very stable now. If he can't guide him correctly, anjiu may get postpartum depression. It will be even worse for Anjou.

After dinner, Gu Mo accompanied her to watch TV for a while because anjiu was still in confinement and could not go for a walk. Ann long saw an animated cartoon, a very old one.

Now, with her pillow in her arms, she watched intently, laughing from time to time. Gu Mo looks at an Jiu's side face, quiet and gentle side lines, giving people a sweet and comfortable feeling.

But this seemingly quiet and introverted girl has a stubborn and stubborn that ordinary people can't understand, just like a small universe with a lot of energy hidden in her small body.

If he can't grasp her, then she will leave him. It's like a kite flying in the air. If it can't pull, the kite will break the kite line and float away.

Until this moment, Gu Mo realized that it was not Anju who depended on him all the time, but on him unconsciously. When he began to need her, she said to him, I don't want to live with you anymore. In other words, he was abandoned by Anjou.This kind of feeling, like many years ago, when Qing Ying proposed to break up with him, she couldn't accept it, even stronger. At that time, because of the changes at home, he was tired of running and was in a state of anxiety. However, Qingying suddenly and inexplicably broke up. Adding insult to injury can be said to be the best description of the blow he received at that time.

Looking back now, I can't help but understand that Anju is right. If he and Qingying have been together, maybe one day they may break up, but at that time they won't feel too much pain.

And now will always care about can not put down, just because the heart once had a regret, has not made up for, not because they still love each other so far. Although Anju is young, sometimes he looks at things more thoroughly than he does.

Such a delicate girl, but he did not cherish it, looking to leave himself. After a long time, anjiu noticed Gu Mo's sight, turned his head to look at Gu Mo, just on his dazed eyes with confused eyes.

"Gu Mo, if you can't think of something, don't think about it.

After putting it down, maybe one day it will come true. " Ann long said with a smile, it seems that he has put down the heart of the mustard. Gu Mo looks at an Jiu's gentle smile, and his heart seems to be stirred by something.

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