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Sima Yunshu also couldn't swallow anything down her throat. She pushed away the messy bowl and chopsticks in front of her and stood up absentmindedly, "Master Wang, I'm full. I want to go up and take a rest."

"Go on, there are only guest rooms on the third floor on the left. Xiao Yan told you then that you can choose the room you like."

"Alright, when did Sister Xiao Yan come back? Call me." Hearing Lin Hai's words, Sima Yunshu forced a smile, turned around and walked towards the stairs.

When they reached the third step, Sima Yunshu stopped in her tracks. She turned her head and looked outside. She squatted there like a child in the middle of a sea of trees.

Sima Yunshu's eyes became even redder. She wiped away the tears on her face and turned around to go to Lin Hai's side, trying her best to speak in a soft voice, "A'Hai, let's go up and rest. Everything will be fine when sister Xiao Yun returns."

Lin Hai shook his head. He didn't dare to look at Sima Yunshu as he was afraid that he would lose the power to protect him.

The more time they spent together these days, the more they realized that they couldn't leave her. Her every frown and smile had affected his mental state, yet he couldn't give her the happiness she wanted.

If a man can't make his woman a real woman, is he still a man? Was he even fit to be with her?

Lin Hai had asked him this question countless times. There was only one answer, but he was most afraid of facing it.

"Ah Hai." Sima Yunshu watched as Lin Hai Xiang curled himself up into a ball like a wounded snail. The truth was, the shell on the outside was too weak to withstand even a single blow from him.

Wang Shi followed Sima Yunshu out of the villa. He looked at the couple in the sunlight and shook his head with a sigh.

He walked up to Sima Yunshu and shook his head at her. He then raised his hand, indicating that she should go upstairs to rest first. He then chatted with Lin Hai.

Sima Yun Shu hesitated for a moment. Seeing that Lin Hai still refused to raise his head to look at her, Sima Yun Shu slowly stood up. She looked at Wang Shi with pleading eyes.

Wang Shishi waved his hand, telling Sima Yunshu not to worry. He had eaten more salt than they had eaten rice, which was just a small problem. Wang Shitou had thousands of ways to solve this problem.

Lin Hai sensed Sima Yunshu's departing footsteps, but he still didn't dare to raise his head. Only until he couldn't hear the footsteps anymore did he dare to look in the direction of the villa.

Sima Yunshu's figure had already disappeared. The only thing he could do was look at the air and sense the aura she left behind.

"Since when did you love Yunshu? I always thought you liked Silent Dye. " Wang Shi looked at the sea of trees. His words were thought-provoking, but Lin Hai did not look at Wang Shi. He could not understand what the light in Wang Shi's eyes meant.

Lin Hai's soul seemed to have been taken away by Sima Yunshu. He looked in that direction and answered in a daze, "I don't know when it started, but I feel that she is becoming more and more important, more and more important than my life. I have never liked her before. She is Mr. Xiao's wife and is someone I admire."

Wang Shitou suddenly laughed. His smile caused the surrounding sunlight to turn cold as he repeated Lin Hai's two words, "Respect? Silent dye? Since you love Yunshu, why did you make her sad? Is that what your love is like? "

Hearing Wang Shi's last somewhat sarcastic question, Lin Hai's body trembled. He hurriedly turned his head to look at Wang Shi, his gaze filled with pain.

Lin Hai's lips quivered and his face was a bit pale. He tried to defend himself against Wang Shi, "I don't want to make her sad, I can't give her happiness. I can't say it. Facing her line of sight, I?"

Lin Hai's pained gaze and sorrowful words made Wang Shi even more confused. However, the depths of Wang Shi's eyes were shining brightly. He asked Lin Hai, "What happened to you? "Believe me, I will help you think of a way."

"I can't give her happiness." Lin Hai lowered his head like a deflated balloon. His words also died down. "My body can't be considered a man anymore after getting injured last time."

Wang Shitou looked at the sea of trees from top to bottom as he pondered deeply. He then stared at Lin Hai with wide eyes, "You said that you are a eunuch?"

"Not so loud." Lin Hai hastily covered Wang Shi's mouth with his hand and looked in the direction of the villa with an uneasy look in his eyes. He was afraid that Sima Yunshu would hear him, because he didn't want her to know that this was a strange feeling in his heart.

Lin Hai wanted to let Sima Yunshu know, but he was also afraid that she would know.

Wang Shi curiously lowered his voice and asked Lin Hai if he really had no way of getting into bed. Lin Hai nodded awkwardly and Wang Shi opened his mouth wide in astonishment, "That thing of yours is gone?"

Previously, when Lin Hai was injured, Wang Shi didn't notice that he was injured. Later on, when Lin Hai was carried away, Wang Shi didn't ask him where the injury was. He only felt that his body was covered with wounds.

Lin Hai shook his head in embarrassment. His face was so red that blood could have been shed.

If Wang Shi was not an old man, Lin Hai would not have been able to say anything. Even the doctors didn't notice that he was no good.

It was only later, when Lin Hai and Sima Yunshu were alone together, that Lin Hai found that he was unable to be a real man after several gunshots.

"I have an idea." Wang Shitou looked at the sea of trees and his eyes lit up. He told Lin Hai about several methods, but the most direct ones were two. "You tell Yunshu and let her choose."

"No, no, I don't want her to know."

"Then be a real eunuch, make her completely give up."

"What?" Lin Hai's body unsteadily fell to the ground. He looked at Wang Shi, fear filling his eyes. A real eunuch, isn't that so?

Lin Hai's gaze fell between his legs, and even his legs were trembling. "No, no, I don't want to be a eunuch."

He looked at the sea of trees and snorted, "Hmph, I knew it. You said you loved Yunshu the most, but in fact, you loved yourself the most. Aren't you just hanging her by your side, bearing this pain with you?"

Silence. Dead silence rolled in the air. Lin Hai's heavy breathing sounded like an old windmill that had been out of repair for too long. Finally, he struggled with his last breath.

"If I become a eunuch, will she leave me in search of true happiness?"

"Lin Hai, you choose your own body. Are you going to bear this pain alone, or are you going to drag Sima Yunshu along with you?"

Wang Shi threw down those harsh words and got up to leave. Towards someone like Lin Hai, he had to press him hard, leaving no room for him to hesitate. Otherwise, Lin Hai would never be able to make a decision.

From the few times Lin Hai had wanted to say something to Sima Yunshu, Wang Shi had caught on to the main point.

"Wait." Seeing that Wang Shi was going to ignore him, Lin Hai lowered his head and stood up. He swayed his body as if he was about to leave, and with a weak voice, he said, "I'm going to the hospital."

"What are you doing in the hospital?"

"Be a eunuch."

"To the hospital? You think the hospital will cut it for you? " Wang Shi stared at Lin Hai's eyes that were as clear as mountain springs. He shook his head and sighed before waving his hand at Lin Hai, "Come here, I'll help you. If you go to the hospital, people will think you're crazy."

Lin Hai hesitated, looking at Wang Shi. He lowered his head to look at himself, struggling in his heart.