Chapter 2142： mature

Well... are you alive?

Just one person, are you alive?

Under the seemingly cold white light, I stared at the cold body beside me for a long, long time. After a long, long time, Chiba slowly raised his hand, and gently placed the cold hand that held him tightly. On the girl who showed a satisfied smile.

There is no expression on his face.

However, such a thought flashed through his mind.

The heart that was mixed with grief, frustration, and slumping, which was no longer angry, flashed through such a thought, a thought that seemed to be questioning this girl who could not answer, and it was like questioning himself.

Then, he relaxed his hand, letting go of the hand he didn't want to let go.

Should I thank the past me?

at this time!

After that, after letting go, his eyes were fixed on the girl whose skin was almost transparent, and the corner of her mouth slowly revealed a bitter smile.

Bitter, a smile that seemed uglier than crying.

If, if it were not for experiencing that cruel memory repeatedly, experiencing so many deaths, so much grief, and even the kind of grief that can almost make me lose my feelings and feelings, I can still maintain the most basic Sane?

Then, under the ugly smile, Qianye's heart passed this thought.

That's right, the reason why Chiba is still able to maintain his current sensibility, without making any excessive, or even any excitement, is entirely because of that cruel memory.

Because of that cruel memory, he grew up.

If it were him who had not experienced that cruel memory, at this time, I am afraid that he has been completely hysterical, completely defeated by grief and anger, and it is normal to do anything irrational.

Even, the best thing may be that I have chased it out now, desperately chasing Uchiha Nobuhiko, and then, before twisting Uchiha Nobuhiko’s head, what kind of terrible things, any things without a bottom line, will go Do as long as you can kill Uchiha Nobuhiko.

It is estimated that when Uchiha Nobuhiko's head is unscrewed, he will not be able to bear the feeling of emptiness after revenge, and then stop by himself.

And now, after experiencing that cruel memory, repeatedly seeing so much loss, so much grief, and the kind of hysteria that caused the loss of feelings and feelings in my heart, Chiba knew , It is also very clear that if oneself loses reason at this time, the final outcome may be more tragic and meaningless than the past self.

If he loses his mind now, he is evading, betraying, that is... betrayal to Kushina, Hirohiko, and Mizuno, is an insult to Yukina's self-sacrifice!

Therefore, he cannot lose his mind, nor can he be hysterical and desperate.

On the contrary, if he wants Xuena's sacrifice, Kushina's care, Hirohiko's heart, and Mizumon's gift to become meaningful, he must live.

Live well.

Because his current life bears the continuation of their lives.

It was they who gave up the chance of being resurrected and left him the hope of survival.

They don't want him to die.

They don't want a world without a traverser named "Taki Chiba"!

This is their "love" for themselves, beyond life.

To be honest, Chiba now wants to be hysterical, desperate to desperate, and even wants to use the power of the light ball for the first time to cause indestructible, but heavy damage to this world.

However, he cannot.

Reason told him, no.

Perhaps, when he anticipated the mortal situation of Jiuxinai and Bofeng Shuimen, and decided to use the reincarnation technique to resurrect everyone, sacrifice oneself, and save all, he had actually made all plans in his heart to fail.

Even if the art of reincarnation has failed.

All irreparable plans.

At this moment, he possessed the most basic sanity, and he even had an unexpected feeling of "Sure enough, it developed into this situation".

It was this feeling that neutralized the negative emotions in his heart and gave him the most basic sanity.

Also, the ability to think.

And because of the ability to think, he knew that even if the world was destroyed now, it would not help.

It was just in vain.

It was just a vent of anger, followed by endless emptiness.

The world was destroyed, but there was only one lonely person left.

What I want, still can't come back!

Is it possible that all of this was also expected by me in the past?

So, did I have to experience that cruel memory?

He knows that I, who have feelings, will eventually destroy myself because of feelings, so he let me experience that cruel memory again and again, use that cruel memory to train me, and let me adapt to the pain of losing the most important person. .

And, after seeing the revenge, a sense of emptiness?

is it……

Is that right?

In the past, although I didn't have feelings and feelings, I also saw through the two sides of feelings.

Feelings really make people stronger.

However, in the same way, there are advantages and disadvantages. While feelings can make a person strong, they can also destroy a person.

And it is, completely destroying a person~www.novelhall.com~ Then, in the next second, all kinds of emotions are intertwined in the heart, like a millstone, which twists the most basic rational negative emotions. In the depths of Chiba's heart, such a thought slowly emerged.

With this thought, he suddenly discovered that his past self seemed to have arranged a path for himself.

A path leading to the straightest path for the past self under absolute sanity without feelings and feelings.

And now, in this kind of grief, extreme grief, frustration, and extreme frustration, maintaining a mentality of reason and thinking ability is a gift from the past self.

This is what I wanted in the past, not only to have the emotion that can make me stronger, but also to have the sense and sober real power that can not be shaken by this strong emotion?

With the emergence of this idea, Qianye's thoughts slowly began to drift out.

So, what should I do now?

What can be done?

Now, is it really the end?

Then, as his thoughts drifted away, in the faint, Qianye seemed to have caught something, what he could get everything he wanted.

This time, it’s not simply that there is hope, nor is it simply not letting myself down and forcing myself to pursue it, or it’s because of avoiding failure and thinking about something innocent, such as reincarnating from the dirty soil and using reincarnation again. Ideas like nature.

But, a practical way to get everything you want once and for all!

"Ok?"

Then, just at this moment, just as Qianye felt something, his gaze seemed to have discovered something, and it fell on Xue Nai's other hand.

this is?

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