When Yu Jin returned to the living room, my mother and I were kneeling in the mourning hall, burning paper for my grandmother.
"Little Wei, come to my room." As he spoke, he walked past me and up the stairs.
When they were almost to the top of the stairs, they turned around and saw me kneeling there without moving, and coldly threw out a sentence, "Yu Xiaowei, looks like yesterday's punishment isn't enough!"
Mom nudged me from the side. "Go on, don't make your brother angry."
I threw down what I was holding and followed Yu Jin upstairs to his room.
The first thing he did after he closed the door was to throw me onto the bed and whisper in my ear, "Be good and wait for me here." Then he turned around and went to the bathroom to take a bath.
Yu Jin had a strange habit. Since he was young, he had never gotten close to any woman, especially when it came to physical contact with women.
Being held hands with Wu Xia downstairs for such a long time had probably driven him crazy.
I was the only one who knew of his eccentricity. If nothing shameful had happened between him and me, I almost suspected that he was in the same sex.
Yu Jin washed himself for half an hour before he walked out of the bathroom naked.
He kneels on the bed, puts my feet on his shoulders, pulls up my skirt, pulls off my panties, finds the right entrance, and slips in. I stare at the ceiling.
It was probably because she and I had been in the room for too long that there was a knock on the door. "Young Master, Madam has asked for you to leave."
When I heard the sound outside the door, my face finally changed. The door was not locked, and I was afraid that a servant would barge in, so I used my hands to push at Yu Jin's chest, wanting to leave from under his body.
Yu Jin pulled me back and said to the door, "Got it." Then he grabbed my waist with both hands and sped up.
After he was done, Yu Jin laid on top of my body and gasped for breath. His fingers gently traced the bruises on my neck, and his eyes were filled with softness.
I said nothing, still staring at the ceiling.
He took some ointment from the drawer beside me and dabbed it gently on my sore spot. "Why are you so good today?"
I weakly smiled. "Isn't this the result that you wanted?"
The corners of his mouth curled up. He took the ointment and rubbed all the wounds on my body, from top to bottom, as if he were taking care of a newborn baby. He was careful and gentle.
It was the same three years ago. Every time he vented his feelings, he was like a wild beast out of control, scarring me. After the matter was over, she gently applied medicine to me over and over again.
Half devil, half angel.
He was probably a contradictory person. Just like how one would be flawless in front of an outsider, but become an animal in front of me.
I don't know why he tormented me like this, as if I were his enemy in the sea of blood from his past life.
After he finished wiping the medicine, he put down my leg. Just as he was about to turn around and leave, I calmly called out his name.
"Yu Jin."
"Hmm?"
Yu Jin turned and looked at me.
I expressionlessly stared at his eyes. "Why?"
Yu Jin did not answer me, a cold glint flashed past his eyes. Compared to my question, he was more curious as to why I had suddenly become so calm.
"Why did you rape me when I was in high school?" I continued to speak quietly, my voice cool, as if the moment I spoke it would be lost in the air.
It had been a full seven years, from the time he was in high school until he graduated from college.
I don't know how I got through it.
Yu Jin returned to the bed and pulled out the hand I had hidden behind my back.
"Want to record my evidence and report me?" Yu Jin threw the listener onto the ground and stepped on it to break it. His hands were like pincers clamping onto my neck, "You're still too inexperienced to play tricks with me!"
I closed my eyes, tears streaming down the corners of my eyes, my heart dead.
Just as Yu Jin wanted to say something, a knock came from the door again. This time it was his mother's voice, "Yu Jin, Little Wei, what are you doing inside?"
Yu Jin took off my skirt, pulled me up from the bed and sat me down on the bed. Then he walked over to open the door.
"Mom, it's fine, I was just chatting with Little Wei for a while." Yu Jin's face had already returned to normal, his smile was extremely harmless.
Mother looked at Yu Jin, then walked to the side of the bed and asked, "Little Wei, did your brother scold you again?"
I shook my head. "No."
Mom was skeptical, but when she heard both of us say that, she didn't pursue the matter.
Grandma buried the next day and sent away the guests at night. Mom pulled me down to the living room's sofa with red eyes, "Little Wei, Mom can forget about the past three years. Don't you ever leave your mother again, will you? "
My heart was burning, and I almost burst into tears.
Mom saw that I did not say anything and thought I was not going to agree, "I asked your dad to arrange a position for Chen Feng in our company. From now on, the two of you will be living at home, isn't that fine?"
I hadn't even opened my mouth when a cold voice came from the stairs, "There's no need to go through all that trouble. Little Wei and Chen Feng are soon going to get a divorce."
"Divorce?" Mother looked at Yu Jin who was coming down from the stairs, and her gaze returned to me, "Is what your brother said true? Why did you and Chen Feng get divorced? "
The corners of my mouth tightened, and my hands clenched. I didn't know what to say.
Seeing that I was not saying anything, Yu Jin chuckled, and with a hint of disdain: "Chen Feng has kicked the bucket, for the promotion and raise of the salary, he got together with the female superior. It's said that he even has children."
Hearing Yu Jin's words, Mother's face immediately lit up with anger, "Little Wei, tell me, is this true?"
I felt a stab of pain in my heart. My pale mouth moved, and I nodded in acknowledgment.
Things had already happened and there was no way to hide it. In any case, the divorce agreement had already been signed, so it would only be a matter of a few days.
"Chen! "Clang!" 's mother grinded her teeth, stood up from the sofa, and walked out, "Yu Jin, bring the people with you. Your sister must not be bullied!"