When he heard me, he pointed to the bed and said, "Sit."
I had long since been prepared for this, so I calmly sat in front of him. Yu Jin crossed his long legs together and lazily leaned against the chair.
Now that I knew I couldn't hide it anymore, I said, "Do you remember that night six years ago?"
Yu Jin's gaze fell on me and he didn't speak, so I didn't expect him to answer me either. I sneered: "The first day I brought Chen Feng home, you and your parents both disagreed with me and his marriage. That night, you went into a huge rage in my room, and I cried for the whole night. It was only the two of us in the family, but you forced me to have some sort of relationship with you. It was when I was pregnant with you that time, and it was only after I married Chen Feng that I realized that I was pregnant with you. But Chen Feng's mother knew that I was pregnant, she thought that Chen Feng was the one who gave birth to the child, so he asked for me to give birth. Originally, I did not want to, but I had just married into the Chen Family, so I did not have any choice towards the child. And so, the Xiao Jie was born with Chen Feng's motherf * cking expectation. "
"Therefore, he hid it from me for six years."
I said, "To tell you the truth, and tell you, am I pregnant with your child? Do you think we can be together under those circumstances? Who are we? At that time, we were siblings. Don't you know how deformed our relationship is? Once a child is born, it is a product of Luanren. Why should I tell you? At that time, I already extremely detested you, and wished I could uproot your child from my stomach. " I sneered. "Let me tell you, I'm the one who's really crazy."
My last words, were filled with malice, injury and revenge. I had even faintly anticipated in my heart that Yu Jin would fly into a rage and fiercely slap me across the face, but Yu Jin did not. He just sat there and listened to my words with an expressionless face, like a sculpture.
I said, "However, now that the child has been given birth, there is no other way. Yu Jin, if you dare to take the child away, or let people know that Xiao Jie is your son, how did the Xiao Jie come here, and how did I bring him to die? If you don't believe me, you can try."
I looked at Yu Jin with incomparable decisiveness, and in my eyes, there was a determination that I had never shown before, but Yu Jin was not intimidated by this determination. Instead, he gave a deep laugh, and replied back with a soft voice: "You want to die?"
I said, "Don't push me."
Yu Jin's negotiating posture had finally changed. He suddenly leaned towards me, dispelling the sharp and piercing aura on his body. He tried to patiently converse with me: "Little Wei, what do you take me for?"
Without thinking, I blurted out, "You are my enemy."
He laughed when he heard my answer, but I didn't realize what I had just said. Any joke in there.
In the next second, he said with absolute certainty, "No, you have never treated me as your enemy. On the contrary, you have always relied on me, whether it was five years ago or around five years ago, do you really hate me?" "No, you never hated me. You resisted me because I hurt you when you were young, and you blame me, but it was never hate. If it was hate, then you should have stabbed me in the heart when we were close when you were kids, right?"
"At least your body can take me in. Before you were nineteen, didn't you sometimes enjoy doing that kind of thing with me?"
It was as if he had put a needle in a cryptic place, and the needle hurt and hurt me, as if I had been stripped of everything to show for it. I pulled up my pillow and threw it at him, screaming, "Stop talking nonsense! I didn't know anything at the time! It's you, you despicable bastard! "
He caught the pillow I threw at him. I looked at him with a faint smile, and under the light gaze, I could only clench my fist and lean my face to the side, no longer looking at him.
Yu Jin saw that my face was covered with a bit of red marks, he reached out to grab my hand, I pulled away, he grabbed onto it again, and when I pulled away, he still held onto it. After going back and forth several times, he simply clenched his hand, and wrapped the entire hand in his palm.
A faint smile appeared on his face, and he said, "I am despicable. But what I just said, is it wrong? You didn't hate me before, did you? Later on, the reason why you were so resistant to it was because of the contact with the outside world. You learned more and more knowledge, and felt that our relationship is getting stranger and stranger. That's why you're scared and want to leave me. "
I said angrily, "Don't speak nonsense!"
He raised his head and grabbed my chin, forcing me to face him. His tone turned serious once more. "Was it me who was talking nonsense?" he asked with an oppressive tone.
I didn't answer, and my depression? In Yu Jin's eyes, was equal to? Yes. He suddenly reached out and took me in his arms from the bed. I fought back a few times, but he caught me by the back of my head and held my lower lip. I hit him twice with my hands, but after two times, my body softened and I subconsciously wrapped my arms around his neck.
I don't know how long he kissed me until there was a knock on the door. Yu Jin buried his face in his embrace, then raised his head to look at the person who knocked on the door.
It was a nurse. She was also a bit shy when she saw this scene. She stood there not knowing if she should move forward or retreat. After a long while, she blushed and smiled, "Err … The child is awake. You can go and have a look. "
When I heard the nurse's voice, I almost didn't dare to lift my face from Yu Jin's embrace. I had even forgotten that I was in the hospital.
Yu Jin hugged me. He smiled at the nurse and said, "Well, let's go now."
The nurse obviously heaved a sigh of relief and left the room as if she was fleeing for her life. Once again, there was only the two of us left in the room.
His warm breath was in my ear. The hand that made me grab his shoulder tightened a little more, and he sensed my nervousness and the beating of my heart. He didn't unravel it, just picked me up from the chair and laughed.
After that, Yu Jin and I will go see the Xiao Jie together. He was lying on the bed, his eyes rolling around. The monitor hadn't taken it off him yet. His small body was lying on the bed, the surroundings empty.
When I rushed over, his eyes lit up. His voice was not as full of energy as before, but it was still clear. He shouted, "Mom!" Upon seeing Yu Jin behind me, he happily shouted, "Uncle!"
Yu Jin walked to his side and held Xiao Jie's hand. He looked at Xiao Jie's skinny face and did not say anything.
Xiao Jie shook his head and said, "Xiao Jie doesn't hurt." But as soon as he said it, tears came out of his eyes and he looked at me. He cried in grievance, "Mom, Xiao Jie hurts!"
I was crying until I was at a loss for what to do, but I didn't dare to hug him because he still had wounds on him. I could only hold his little hand and kiss his little face, comforting him, "Xiao Jie, it's not painful, Mom is here, kissing Xiao Jie's little face won't hurt anymore."
But he cried, and after a while, his crying subsided. He looked around the room, as if searching for something. After a long time, he asked, "Where's dad? Mom, where's dad?"
When Xiao Jie asked me this question. I could clearly feel Yu Jin's expression turn cold. I immediately hugged onto his small body, stood between him and Yu Jin and said softly, "Father is at home, he didn't come."
But today, the Xiao Jie did not know why he would say this about the Xiao Jie. The moment he heard that Chen Feng wasn't here, he wailed and clamored for a father.
Just when we were feeling extremely awkward and unable to coax him, Yu Jin suddenly spoke up from behind me. He took out a piece of candy from somewhere and passed it to me and said: "Xiao Jie, look at what uncle is holding in his hand."
Xiao Jie heard Yu Jin's voice. Focusing on it, the crying stopped quite a bit, he extended his hand out to grab at it, Yu Jin smiled, and handed the candy over to him, only then did Xiao Jie managed to calm down. Yu Jin did not ask for Chen Feng anymore, and instead, very meticulously peeled off the candy cover for him, temporarily diverting his attention away.
After that, Xiao Jie finished the candy, and then wrapped around me and talked to me for a while. Only then did he unwillingly fall asleep in a daze, and after the surgery, his spirit naturally wouldn't be as strong as it was before. Yu Jin and I sat there watching him sleep on the side for a while, and Yu Jin's expression was a little cold.