On the night that I sent Yu Jin away, I didn't stay in this hotel anymore. Instead, I was sent back to another high security villa.
However, the day after Yu Jin arrived in Denmark, the Danish police gave a formal response to Wu Xia's death.
's room was right next to the gas room. That day was the official holiday in Denmark, so all the employees in the castle were on leave, only coming to work at night. Wu Xia, who was hesitating about the reason for the gas poisoning, was unable to call for help and only managed to escape during the day.
The gas gathered in the house and started a fire. The entire house was on fire, and when the neighbors rushed over, the entire house was filled with thick smoke.
When the firefighters arrived, it was already too late. The fire had been extinguished, but Wu Xia who was resting inside had been carried out a burnt corpse.
The Danish police said apologetically that such a terrible thing had happened.
The official response from the police caused an uproar in the country, the Wu Family had also turned into a press conference, opened by Wu Xia's father, Wu Zhijun. At the press conference, he personally clarified that it was just a misunderstanding, Wu Xia's death had nothing to do with her husband, Yu Jin. The comment about Wu Xia's mother saying that she had murdered in front of the reporters in Denmark had only been made because she was too agitated and was spouting nonsense. At the moment, she couldn't accept this matter and had to see a psychiatrist at home.
Wu Family had personally come to clarify things, and immediately dispersed the rumors and rumors on the web. Some of the messages about Yu Jin killing his wife disappeared in a puff of smoke.
After being passed around for so long, they finally gave an official response.
Not long after the Wu Family announcement ended, Yu Jin returned home with Wu Xia's body. On the day he returned, the airport was surrounded by people and reporters. Wu Xia's ice coffin was brought out from the passage and quickly walked out of the airport. The scene was in complete chaos.
All the reporters rushed forward like madmen. The police and bodyguards maintained order, Wu Xia's coffin was carried onto a black car hurriedly like a flower that just bloomed.
That car was carrying Wu Xia's body towards the Yu Family Villa, followed by a dozen or so black cars with white flowers pinned in front of them.
Wu Xia's body smoothly moved into the Yu Family Villa, and outside the villa stood many bodyguards. And when Wu Xia's mother saw the corpse of Wu Xia lying inside the ice coffin, she rushed up and laid on the ice coffin and cried out fiercely.
I stood in the distance and watched from afar. I didn't dare to approach, and didn't dare to approach either. To be honest, I'm a little afraid of this kind of scene.
Yu Jin was wearing a black suit as he stood beside my mother. Wu Xia's mother kept comforting her in a low voice, but to no avail. In the end, Wu Xia's mother cried herself unconscious.
Mother Wu was sent to the hospital, Wu Zhijun stood there and looked at the people inside the ice coffin touching their tears, Wu Family and relatives of Yu Family standing there, the silence filled the entire room, I am too clear of the silence.
His parents and grandparents had all been sent away in this silence.
In the end, Wu Zhijun talked with Yu Jin the entire time, telling him roughly what to do about Yu Jin's funeral. Yu Jin listened to everything, and after Wu Zhijun's orders were finished, he could no longer stay here anymore, so he let the people from the Wu Family send him off.
Those who came later took a quick look, but didn't stay for long. One by one, they left.
I didn't dare to get too close, and only took a glance into the distance. Indeed, it was as Denmark had said, 50% of my body was burned, so I couldn't even see what the original face was.
Yu Jin stood by the side of the ice coffin and calmly looked at the mortuary taking care of Wu Xia's corpse. Rather than saying that he was looking at Wu Xia's corpse, there was more investigation and contemplation in his eyes.
I didn't know why he was looking at me like that. I just stood there for a while and couldn't take it anymore, so I immediately rushed out of the hall. I kept taking deep breaths to suppress the disgust in my heart.
On the second day, it was Wu Xia's funeral. Because it was a tragic event, it was not like the old man's death, where it was kept at home for a long time. After about two days, Wu Xia's corpse was buried in the cemetery.
I still can't believe that Wu Xia actually died, a living person, suddenly disappeared from this world because of an accident.
But it was real.
The photos of Yu Jin and I were secretly taken on the internet were immediately deleted by someone. When I tried to search for more information on this matter, I actually couldn't find anything.
Yu Jin seemed to have the media under his complete control, and quickly settled the matter.
In the end, there were still people discussing that matter. Some people said that the woman in the photo was the editor of a certain magazine company, and her name was Wang Xinran. That person uploaded a few images of Wang Xinran's back and compared me with the picture that Yu Jin and I secretly took. The Wang Xinran in the picture really does have some similarities with my back.
This kind of post only existed for a few hours, but was quickly deleted by the website's administrator.
All of these things, along with the things that happened with Wu Xia, stopped right there.
A week after Wu Xia was buried, Lady Yu and the Wu family settled down. Lady Yu and the Wu family were now prosperous together, with either side suffering losses. Back then, when Yu Jin and Wu Xia got married, they had already wanted to get closer to each other, but now, Wu Xia was dead.
Furthermore, Wu Xia's death did not cause any sort of damage to the relationship between Yu Jin and the both of them, as the outside world had guessed.
Yu Jin still addressed his as his father-in-law and mother-in-law, and had even promised the Wu Family s that he would not marry for five years, saying that it would be a funeral.
The CEO of the Yu clan, Yu Jin, who had only been married for half a year, had lost his wife in half a year. It was truly a tragic thing, and the internet was filled with sympathetic voices.
But I have an extremely puzzled question, why is Yu Jin bringing Wu Xia to Denmark? Why did Wu Xia coincidentally die in Denmark?
He returned from Denmark and resumed his work. The time for him to go to Denmark seemed to be at the right time to finish Wu Xia off.
I don't know if I was overthinking it, but I shouldn't have doubted Yu Jin. After all, there aren't any conflicts between him and Wu Xia, and Wu Xia can bring her huge benefits. He didn't have any reason to touch Wu Xia, but this time was just too ingenious.
Was it a coincidence?
Just as I was deep in thought, there was a knock on the office door. I snapped out of my thoughts and said, "Come in."
Jiang Hua pushed the door and walked in. When I saw him, I suddenly remembered that we had a marriage certificate and felt guilty for some reason. I immediately stood up from my chair and smiled at Jiang Hua: "You're here."
Jiang Hua walked in with the documents and laughed: "Find some documents for you to sign."
He handed it to me, and I looked at him and took it. Sign my name on the document.
After I finished signing, I put down the pen, and looked at Jiang Hua: "This …. For a period of time, because of Wu Xia's matter, I … "
Jiang Hua knew what I wanted to say, and after he received the signed documents from me, he smiled and said: "Actually, don't apologize to me. That time, I already thought that you were acting on impulse, and you should have woken up quite a bit by now.
I didn't expect Jiang Hua to say that, so I immediately replied, "No, that's not what I meant. I just … "I just …"
In fact, even I didn't know what I wanted to say. Seeing how incoherent I was, Jiang Hua laughed and said, "Actually, I know what you want to say. Are you trying to say that you didn't even know what you wanted to say?"
I thought about it and squeezed the word out of my throat. I really didn't know what to do.
Jiang Hua said: "The opposite of hate is love. Little Wei, the more you hate a person, the more you care about that person. And when you understand that love and hate are just linked by a thread, you need an opportunity to exist. When he disappeared from Denmark, you became extremely confused and confused. You even forgot about the matters of the Xiao Jie, forgot about the harm he did to you, and you completely forgot to think about it. You have such a deep reliance on that person, along with complicated feelings. "
Jiang Hua's words were like a needle poking lightly on the inflating balloon. The balloon exploded with a loud bang.
I explained, "No, I really only …" I didn't know what to say, so I explained incoherently, "You know we grew up together. I hate him, but at the same time, he is also my big brother. But after all — "I shook my head weakly." I don't know what's wrong with me. I can never hate him.
I didn't know how to describe it at all, so I helplessly covered my face. I said a little crazily: "I'm sorry, Jiang Hua, I don't know what's wrong, I will get jealous, when he's with other women, I feel terrible, I don't know what to do, but when he controls me so tightly, I especially want to leave him, I'm too conflicted, do you understand? That kind of contradiction is not something that can be clearly explained with a single sentence or two, it's just like how time allowed us to become one, I know that our relationship is wrong, that we are a kind of abnormal existence, but when the habit becomes a kind of nature, you have to get used to running away from him, and take off the scent he left behind on you, and you have to break your bones and peel off your skin, that kind of feeling is too painful, I can't do anything about it. "
I looked at him hopefully. "Can you hear me?"
Actually, I didn't even ask for Jiang Hua to understand me at all, because what I said just now, even I couldn't understand it, so how could outsiders understand it?
But Jiang Hua said he understood.
His words made me feel. I was like a patient who had been sick for more than ten years. I finally met a doctor who understood my illness. I looked at him and stared at him.
Jiang Hua said: "You love him. This kind of love is mixed with family love."
I screamed in denial, "No! This is not love! "
Jiang Hua had always been a gentle and harmless guy, but now he seemed a little overbearing and aggressive. He frowned at me and said, "What are you afraid of?"
I shook my head and said, "I am not afraid. I am very conscious. What I love about him is not love at all. It is kinship. Just like how I love Xiao Jie, I love my parents, and my family. Even if they had hurt me before, I could never truly blame them.
Jiang Hua said, "You are wrong. Love has nothing to do with being blood related. It's because of the eyes of others, you're afraid of too many things, so you keep denying it in your heart. Your feelings for him are just family, but I'm asking you, when there's a relationship between the two of you, are you disgusted? "
The Mr. Yu he was referring to was not Yu Jin, but my father. I never thought that he would actually come up with such a terrifying idea. I felt sick to my stomach when I heard this, let alone what he said was true.
Seeing my expression, Jiang Hua knew the answer. He said: "You see, you can't even stand hearing such words, much less when something like this has happened? But if it was Yu Jin, who is also a close relative, then it would be different. When you get along with him, you don't reject the idea of getting along with him.
Jiang Hua had completely nothing left to say from me. Yes, to be fair, I do not reject kissing with him, nor do I reject him hugging me. But do I like it? What is love?
I don't know, I've never been in love before, I don't know what love feels like.
All of these things that happened between Yu Jin and I have happened for far too long. Long enough to make me feel paralyzed, siblings should be like this only normal.
But where is right, where is wrong, no one ever told me, not before, not now.
I held onto my own hair and painfully said: "I don't know, Jiang Hua, I really don't know, I really want to know what it feels like to love someone, but I have never fallen in love before. I have grown up, other than being in intimate contact with Yu Jin, I have never had any contact with any other man, so I am really unclear about what exactly this love you are talking about."
Jiang Hua saw that I was so conflicted because of this problem. He extended his hand and grabbed my hand, removing my hand from my hair.
Jiang Hua said, "Love a person. Just don't exclude him from doing anything to you, get used to his existence, and cannot leave him. Love is very similar in nature to family love, but it is not, and your feelings for him are too complicated.
I said, "But what should I do?"
I begged him, "How should I escape? You know who I am and his identity. Our relationship with each other, is something that the entire world cannot handle. This was originally a very abnormal thing, and between us, it's an abnormal existence. "
I held onto his hand tightly and cried as I asked, "Can you help me? I'm begging you, Jiang Hua."
"Maybe," he said soothingly, "you can try to see a psychiatrist. Maybe he can help you solve this problem."
Hearing Jiang Hua's words, my hand fell off his hand. That's right, how could he possibly have a way to deal with this kind of thing? Would a psychologist have a way?
If I went to a psychiatrist, would it prove that I was sick, and that it was a serious mental illness?
However, I would never be able to take that step forward. I would peel myself clean in front of a stranger, making him look at me as if I was a monster. I simply couldn't do that, I would rather be forever ill.
Jiang Hua said softly, "Don't think too much into it. "Love is innocent, blood is just a saying in law. Since you can't escape, you won't die even if you face it bravely, right?"
I said, "But Yu Jin and I …"
Jiang Hua asked: "Why do you need to care about the opinions of others? People do not live by other people's eyes. You are you, and others are others. You cannot eat pears because others love them. You love eating apples, but you are afraid of yourself following others in eating pears, aren't you? "
I said, "Is that so?"
After Jiang Hua left my office. Yu Jin was in the living room reading the newspaper. Although he started to care about Yu Shi's matters at the beginning, since he had just taken over, he was still very free, so he didn't go to the company today.
After I walked in, Yu Jin raised his head and looked at me.