Chapter 136: Worries

Chapter 136: Worries

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It seems I still cannot resist spending some time in the day with the translations, but I confess I love short, easy to translate chapters. But I think the next few ones will be quite emotionally intense so I may be a bit more careful.

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Concubine Jing carried a small bowl containing a green brew and walked daintily to the daybed. The person on the couch had just completed a foot bath and head massage, and was now reclining comfortably with his eyes closed, his body covered with a soft fox fur quilt as he enjoyed the faint herbal fragrance from the burning incense.

Your place is still the most comfortable, After swallowing the green brew that had been brought to his lips, the Liang Emperor stretched his body and opened his eyes. I have wronged you these few days.

This concubines temperament is too laid back to take any offence. Concubine Jing smiled gently. Ive only had my privilege of paying my respects in court revoked. Should this concubine feel like she is missing out? This concubine understands that His Majesty is looking out for her, so her heart is at ease. Besides, being confined here means having to perform less court ceremonies so this concubine feels more at ease and relaxed.

Only you can think so, The Liang Emperor removed the bowl she was carrying and held her hand tightly. Arent you worried about Jingyan?

With Your Majestys august wisdom, this concubine has nothing to worry about.. Although Concubine Jing was smiling, after saying this, she couldnt help her voice from trailing off.

In the end, youre still worried, The Liang Emperor smiled and gestured for her to draw nearer. Let me tell you, Jingyan will be alright. Now that the case has been clearly investigated, I will make it up to him.

Concubine Jings expression remained unchanged, but her lips lifted in a slight smile. The Liang Emperor was surprised that she didnt take the opportunity to express her gratitude and quickly asked, Whats wrong?

The source of Jingyans troubles today is because he is unlucky. He cannot receive too much of Your Majestys favour. In futureYour Majesty, it would be good if you loved him a little less. for new novels

The Liang Emperor frowned, his temper piqued. He reprimanded her, What are you talking about? Jingyan earned all that favour himself. I have never shown him any favoritism. Besides, if I wanted to bestow favour on him, I would naturally enable him to bear it. Why do you think so much?

Concubine Jing lowered her head and didnt say more. She just continued to silently massage the Liang Emperors wrist, but worry continued to linger faintly in the eyes that were deep as autumn waters.

Alright, I know youre afraid now so soon after the event, The Liang Emperor relaxed his tone. Its not surprising that youre worried. Jingyan has a straightforward nature. He tends to behave impulsively and will say whatevers on his mind. He knew that I would be displeased if he spoke in defense of the old Chiyan case, but he still spoke out, regardless. This gives me better peace of mind than those who think too deeply. But I never expected Xuanjing Bureau to be so bold this time, and failed to defend Jingyan, wronging him. Fortunately the heavens protected him and younger brother Prince Ji managed to witness Xia Dong, otherwise who knows what evidence Xia Jiang would have fabricated by forcing a confession out of Su zhe.

Su zhe? Concubine Jing wore a slightly curious expression. The one Jing Ning mentioned..the Mister Su who defeated the Bei Yan martial arts expert with three boys

Thats him. Youve also heard of him?

This Mister Su is a guest of the court. How is he also involved?

You may not know this, but this Su zhes real name is Mei Changsu, known throughout the land for being unsurpassed in his knowledge and talents. Rumor has it that many in the capital have tried to court him. Jingyan must have also had some association with him, so Xia Jiang must have wanted to make use of this association to accuse him of being Jingyans accomplice. Think about it. Whats Jingyans position? And with his kind of temperament, could Xia Jiang actually get anything from interrogating him? But unlike him, this Mister Su is a scholar who is physically weak. Once within Xuanjing Bureau walls, wouldnt Xia Jiang easily have his way with him?

Concubine Jing inhaled softly and replied, Then hasnt this Mister Su suffered needlessly? Is he alright?

How could he be alright? Meng Zhi mentioned that he had undergone some tortureHe is a distinguished scholar. I will personally appease him, lest the world says that we did not take care of him here in the imperial court.

Hearing how Your Majesty speaks of him, this person is of no ordinary character. Its unfortunate that this concubine has not had the opportunity to meet him. Concubine Jing smiled as she said these words without thinking.

Its not easy for you to meet him. Just ask Jingyan to bring him in to visit you.

Concubine Jing couldnt help feeling a little worried. If hes ill, its only right for you to visit him more often.

Xiao Jingyan was baffled by his usually calm mothers behavior, but based on his previous experience, he knew there was no point in asking. Concubine Jings reply would be along the lines of Hes your most important advisor, you should take better care of him, and so on.

Dont worry, Mother. I will visit him tomorrow. No matter what, I want to meet him. Thanks to him, we were able to rescue Wei Zheng. Even though he wasnt in favour of it, he still exhausted himself planning the rescue because I insisted, and ended up suffering in Xuanjing Bureau..

He wasnt in favour of rescuing Wei Zheng? Concubine Jing asked this question, but understood as soon as she thought it over. Under the circumstances, he was right, but the both of you ultimately saw this through its most critical moments. It makes me relieved to know you have someone like this by your side.

Prince Jings eyes were deep as he breathed a soft sigh. Mister Su hid Wei Zheng away after the rescue, but did not tell me where, saying that it was better I didnt knowBut I would really like to meet Wei Zheng, to hear from him what happened then, how the Chiyan Army was wiped out, how Xiao Shu died, if he had said anything before he died, if he had any final wishes

I heard that Wei Zheng was in the southern valley. Im afraid he may not have been at Xiao Shus side

Xiao Jingyan pressed his lips hard to keep them from trembling. His eyes were red as he said softly, Mother..sometimes I find it very hard to believe that Xiao Shu died this way. Before I went to Nan Hai*, he even told me to bring him back a pearl as big as a pigeons egg for him to play marbles with, but when I returned, not a single one of his bones remained..Even the Lin Mansion, where we used to play together so noisily, was razed to the ground overnight, becoming only a memory

*South China Sea

Jingyan, Concubine Jing bent forward to wipe away her sons tears, saying softly, As long as you do not forget him, he is still alive, alive in your heart

Prince Jing stood up suddenly and strode to the window where he stood silent, holding on to the window sill. After a long time, he said, I dont want him alive in my heart. I want him alive in this world..

Such things cannot be demanded, Concubine Jing gazed at her sons trembling back, her eyes sad. What is lost can never be regained. Even if Xiao Shu could return to this world, he may no longer be the Xiao Shu of before..

In his state of grief, Prince Jing did not pay attention to his mothers words. He looked at the gurgling stream that wound around the garden outside and the wutong tree* with its sparse leaves as he thought of the future, and he strengthened his resolution to fulfil his vow of exonerating his close friend.

*Chinese parasol tree

Prince Jing murmured, They are probably looking at me from somewherenothing will make me turn back and give it up.

Concubine Jings face bore an unfathomable expression. She was on the verge of saying something but held back. She was a soft-hearted and considerate person. Before meeting Mei Changsu, perhaps it was better to remain silent.

Jingyan, His Majesty mentioned yesterday to invite Mister Su along to the March Spring Hunt.

Prince Jing turned around abruptly in surprise. What?

I will also follow along in a carriage. His Majesty has granted permission for you to bring Mister Su to meet me. Concubine Jing smiled faintly. Ive heard you speak so much about his shrewd and quick mind. How could I resist meeting such a person?

Prince Jings gaze flickered. Concubine Jings intense interest in Su zhe was truly unexpected and went beyond mere curiosity. Whats more, Concubine Jing had a quiet and calm temperament, there wasnt much that could pique her curiosity.

After a moments pause, Xiao Jingyan bowed to receive the order. Since Father Emperor has already given permission, I will invite him along.

Afterthoughts:

So I was contemplating this chapter and thinking no matter how grown up JY was, he was still vulnerable. So glad he had a like minded mother with whom he could just bare his inner soul safely this way.I imagine it must have been so tough for him being all alone after Xiao Shus death to have nobody to confide in.