Chapter 385: (1): Ramblings

Chapter 385: (1): Ramblings

(Perspective ??)

Where are you?

I keep looking for you, but I can't find you... I can't have you...

I need you... I need to have you...

From the first time I saw you, I knew that our destiny was to be together...

Every day, every minute, every second... you are the only thing that exists in my thoughts and feelings...

Remembering that beautiful moment when we met is what gives meaning to my life, that's why I need you... Life shouldn't exist if I don't have you by my side...

That beautiful memory always replays in my mind, the moment when we met.

It was a normal day like any other.

I came back from school and my parents scolded me for being useless and incompetent. I never lived up to their expectations, so they beat me up and put me in the punishment cage so I could reflect on my mistakes.

The blows didn't hurt, but their looks of disappointment and hate were heartbreaking. I couldn't bear those looks and many times I thought of cutting their eyes out, but I knew that they punished me because I was useless and they only wanted to help me become a good person, although that no longer matters, now there is someone I want to have and I don't mind being a bad person....

Night had come and the mixture of hunger and cold made me tremble. I could only hug my legs and wait for my parents to let me out when it was my time to go to school.

I tried to sleep to forget the hunger, but a sound reached my ears as I was falling asleep.

The cage where my parents punished me was in a remote room of the house, so it was strange to hear approaching footsteps in the middle of the night.

The door opened and I saw the most amazing thing. My father and mother were pale-faced, their bodies trembled, and their expressions showed terror.

My parents have always acted like omnipotent and superior people, so to see them so scared as if they were preys in front of a hungry animal was somewhat shocking, but it generated an interesting feeling in my chest... I felt happy.

My parents slowly entered the room and it was at that moment that I met my prince.

Behind my parents was a person dressed in a black special forces uniform. His face was covered by a gas mask and in his hands was a short shotgun.

I couldn't see the person's face, I couldn't even tell if he was a teenager or an adult, but I knew from the first moment, he was the brave hero who came to save me.

Before my parents became strict, my mother used to read me stories where princesses were rescued by brave heroes. For a long time I waited for my hero to arrive and he had finally arrived.

I felt very happy, but the cold and hunger had left me without strength, so I could only watch in silence.

My hero seemed to have seen me, but he kept silent as he pointed the shotgun at my parents.

My father quickly opened a secret compartment on the floor and took out a briefcase.

My mother had knelt down as she begged for mercy, which reminded me of moments where I cried and begged her to get me out of the cage, but she hadn't even looked at me and she just spat at me.

Seeing her beg in such a pathetic way made my heart fill with happiness and love. My hero was doing everything to make me happy...

After my father took out the briefcase, he put it on the ground and then knelt pathetically and began to beg. He said that it was not his intention to betray the Ichijo family, that he had been threatened so that he would steal the Ichijo family's money, and that he deserved a second chance for all the work he has done for the Ichijo family.

My hero didn't respond and just hit my parents. He first he broke my father's limbs, then he broke my mother's limbs.

My father and mother passed out from the pain of having their bones broken, which was beautiful. The sound of breaking bones was more beautiful than any music I have ever heard.

After breaking my parents' arms and legs, my hero opened the briefcase and I saw inside.Ñ00v€l--ß1n hosted the premiere release of this chapter.

The briefcase was full of documents that I couldn't read since my hero closed the briefcase, but I managed to see that some of the documents were records of bank movements made in banks in Switzerland.

My hero searched the secret compartment that my father had opened and grabbed several bags of money and some jewelry, but he ignored what looked like bags of drugs and some weapons.

I knew that my parents had weapons and some dangerous things, they had even made me take some drugs to force me to study when I felt very tired, but that was the first time I saw where they stored the illegal things.

After my hero prepared several bags of money, he stood up and headed for the door.

At that moment I extended my hand since I didn't want him to leave, I wanted to go with him...

It was at that moment that the most important event of my life occurred. He spoke to me.

"The police will come in 10 minutes, tell them that this was Kuro's work and that way you'll get some protection" – My hero's mask had a voice modulator and he sounded like a machine, but I didn't care, he talked to me because he cared about my happiness and only that matters.

My hero left and indeed what he said happened. The police arrived and took me out of the cage while they took my parents to the ER.

Things happened very fast and I couldn't understand the whole situation, but I remembered some things my parents said and news that I saw on TV.

My father used to be an accountant hired by the Ichijo family, who happened to be the leaders of the largest yakuza group in Japan.

My father had tried to con the yakuza, so my hero came to kill them, but he fell in love with me and instead of killing them, he decided to give me a chance to punish them.

My hero did not take me to him since he is a wanted criminal, so he called the police to protect me, besides, I had to say that it was all the fault of the infamous serial killer Kuro, that way I would be seen as a tragic victim and no one would judge me even if the news broke that my parents were criminals.

My hero is so wonderful... I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him!....

Although I wanted to be with my hero, I knew it was not the time, so I followed his plan.

I told the police that my parents were inhuman monsters who trafficked drugs, weapons and people, they had kidnapped many defenseless girls to rape and then eat them. They did all this in front of me to threaten me that they would do the same to me if I was disobedient.

It was the first time I acted and lied, but I didn't feel nervous, I could only feel excited.

The policemen believed me when they saw the marks on my back, shoulders and legs. My parents were abusive and cruel, but they weren't the monsters I described, yet everyone believed me.

The case grew and I appeared on a TV show. It was that moment where I took the opportunity to describe the cruelty, depravity and horror that I saw.

The host was traumatized when I talked about my cannibal parents and the whole country was shocked. It was such a horrible story that there were demonstrations demanding that my parents be sentenced to death.

The evidence only showed that my parents laundered money and trafficked drugs, but there was not a single corpse or trace of blood, which was to be expected since they have never killed a mouse, but the entire country pointed them out as the worst monsters. There were even well-known screenwriters and film directors who wanted to talk to me about turning my story into a movie, but I refused as my goal was more important.

Despite the lack of evidence, social pressure caused a judge to find my parents guilty. My testimony was the last blow to give them the death sentence.

Before the big day, I managed to convince the police officers to let me attend the beautiful event despite the fact that the people from social services and my new adoptive family wanted to prevent it. It was easy to convince them since they all see me as a defenseless, sad and scared girl who needs to be protected at all times.

On the day of the execution, I was allowed to be in the front row.

The last thing my parents saw was my smirk. It was a beautiful moment.

Since the day I met my hero, one year, seven months, four days, two hours, two minutes and thirty seconds have passed. I have spent every second of my life thinking about him and looking for a way to meet again to form a happy family.

When a month passed from the execution of my parents, people forgot about the matter and I was able to have a peaceful life.

My new adoptive family has been kind to me and made me remember what it's like to have a happy family, but I know that everything was prepared by my hero, he made all this possible since he loves me as much as I love him...

My hero doesn't want me to suffer or my life to be in danger, that's why he hasn't looked for me, but I don't care about the method, he's all I want, he's the one I love.

I have been very careful not to attract the attention of the police or the yakuza and started my own investigation.

First, I researched the Ichijo family and the news about the serial killer Kuro.

On the internet there are several publications about Kuro, but mostly they are just urban legends since there are not even pictures of him.

Despite the lack of information, I managed to accumulate information.

Every rumor, every publication, every piece of news, every bit of information was useful. I even searched through the horror story forums that marked Kuro as a ghost.

After more than a year of effort I couldn't find anything valuable that would show me the face of my hero, but things have changed.

One day, I received a text that gave me a new path.

I must keep my mind...... I must not break...

But...

Hurts...

It hurts much.....

I want to die........

It hurts so much that I'm laughing....

Why am I laughing?.......

Someone kill me....

I can't........ it hurts a lot........

Hero...

My hero......

Yeah.....

He loves me......

He is waiting for me...

He won't abandon me and I can't abandon him...

"IS IT WORTH SUFFERING?" - I started to hear a strange voice in my head...

"IS IT WORTH CRYING?" – It sounded like an old radio full of static, but I can understand it...

"IS IT WORTH LIVING?" – The voice has no gender or age, but somehow it feels familiar...

"GIVE UP... GIVE ME CONTROL... YOU ARE NOT GOOD... I CAN DO IT WITHOUT YOU... GIVE ME CONTROL... I CAN FULFILL OUR DREAM... GIVE UP..." - The voice was so loud that my ears bled.

No, it's not just my ears, my whole body is bleeding.

My skin tears, my bones break, my organs burn, my blood boils........

It hurts so much, but somehow I'm able to hold my thoughts as I watch my body melt away....

I no longer have a mouth, but I was able to scream.... - "HE IS MINE!"

"....." – The voice became weak... Pathetically weak... - "I UNDERSTAND... YOU ARE IN CONTROL... CONTROL OF EVERYTHING..."

Half of my body had turned into a black pool like oil, but now that liquid began to move as if it were alive.

"I WILL LISTEN TO YOU.... I WILL OBEY YOU.... BECAUSE HE IS OUR...." – The voice was docile, pathetically docile...

My body returned to normal, and even better. My skin was glowing and flawless, my hair felt too soft, my senses felt sharp, and every cell in my body felt invigorated...

I checked my body and was happy to see that my appearance hadn't changed too much. I know my hero loves me as I am and I don't want to change...

I can feel it. A strange power is filling my body...

I feel strong, I feel invincible...

I can do it... I can have him... I can be with him....

"Uh, this took a long time" – The little girl's voice brought me out of my thoughts. – "It took you 10,000 years to assimilate the power of Deus, I'm bored..."

10,000 years?!

No, it's a long time... it can't be true...

"He... He died?" - No, it can not be...

I started screaming in anguish as my fingers tore the skin off my face......

"Tch, calm down, that's why I hate children... You're lucky that this place is covered by a space barrier, not a single second has passed in the outside world" - The little girl's voice calmed me down...

"I-Is it true?" – My body trembled with fear and expectation.

I lost track of time as my body fell apart, so it may have been a long time.

"I already told you yes" - The little girl frowned and pointed to God's seat. – "Look, Deus used the last trace of his power to create the barrier... He did it as a parting gift"

God was no longer in his seat, now I could only see a mountain of ashes...

I felt a bit complex looking at the mountain of ash.

I only care about my hero and my own life doesn't matter to me, but God gave me a priceless gift...

I respectfully bowed my thanks. God gave me the power to fulfill my love, so this is the least I can do.

"Anyway, now we are going to test your powers" – The little girl... No, Muru Muru pointed to my face. – "Power is useless if you cannot control it, so let's train until you can master your power"

"...But..." – But I want to see my hero...

"Don't even think about seeing the Hero of Harmony in your current state!" - Muru Muru crossed her arms. – "Now you are a newborn Outer God, the Hero of Harmony will try to kill you as soon as he sees you since now you are a monster that everyone fears and hates!"

... Outer God?

What's that?

I don't care if everyone wants to kill me, but I don't want my hero to hate me.....

"Don't worry" - Muru Muru smiled confidently. – "Deus left a series of instructions and a training plan so that you can pretend to be a deity, so you can be together with the Hero of Harmony, you just need to be patient"

I see, God thought of everything....

Thank you for everything, God, I will always thank you.

"Okay, let's train fast since I'm dying of boredom" - Muru Muru waved her hands. – "Ah, I want to go buy sweets and watch manga, Deus wouldn't let me go out often and I already read my entire collection..."

I also want to go out, I want to see him, I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to have his child, I want us to be together, I want to lock him up, I want to tie him to my side, I want to be with him .......

"Come on~" - Muru Muru smiled and I smiled too.

"Okay, let's do our best" - Muru Muru is adorable, as long as she doesn't care about my hero we could be friends... my first friend...

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Author's Note:

Muru Muru from Mirai Nikki.

Yuno Gasai from Mirai Nikki.

Reminder: The canon Yuno was the Yuno from world 1 who had experience from the first game and she was 16 years old by the world reset. The current Yuno is a little more childish than in the canon since she is the Yuno from world 1 before the start of the series, so she is currently a 14-year-old girl with serious mental problems and who has not yet committed genocide, just some murders. Even if she spent tens of millennia in the transformation process, she felt it like a few hours so she's still a brat.