Chapter 148

Xiao Hanshan looks at bingxia and his face is not good. He goes to the bed and sits down. They are still sitting face to face, but the atmosphere of the ward becomes dignified.

After a long time, bingxia sighed and continued: "in fact, the man who came yesterday is Peiwen, a senior in my university. I respect him very much. He is good at everything. Many girls in our school have chased her, and my sister has chased her, but he doesn't look up to anyone. I was very self abased and dressed very ordinary at that time. No one thought I was Bing's family Second miss, he didn't dislike me. He was willing to make friends with me and help me a lot. My feelings for him were just big brother. Besides, no one else. After he graduated, there was no one. He disappeared from H city. No one knew where he was going? Until... "

"Until what? Is there something hard to say? If it's about privacy, don't say it. " Xiao Hanshan was surprised to hear what bingxia said in such detail. He thought bingxia would understate it.

"There's nothing I can't say. I have a very pure classmate relationship with Mr. Peiwen, brother sister relationship. I always treat him as a big brother. When I went to school, I didn't have the heart to like anyone. I had to work to earn money to support myself while I went to school. My father was not at home all the year round, so my aunt often didn't give me money. Only when I paid tuition every year, my father was very happy I don't want to embarrass my father, and I don't want to lose that family. "

When bingxia said here, her eyes were sad, but more heartache. She had endured in Bingjia for 20 years. It can be said that no one could do this.

Xiao Hanshan saw the tears in bingxia's eyes, but she couldn't bear to flow out, which shocked his heart. Their question and answer made bingxia reveal a lot of bitter memories.

Huan Gufeng, who is standing outside the door, holds his hand tightly. In fact, he has already come back. Just as he walks to the door, he hears Xiao Hanshan questioning bingxia. In fact, he also wants to know why Peiwen has been haunted all the time. Now he is entangled in the hospital, ignoring his existence. He is also afraid that bingxia's heart is false because of her father But the more I listen, the more I feel like a jerk.

We shouldn't embarrass a girl who is helpless, bullied and white eyed.

"He must not be a brother sister or classmate to you. I can see that the man's eyes are full of love, love for you, hostility to me and hatred for any man who is close to you. Don't you see that? I don't believe it. You're an adult when you go to college. You should understand that between men and women. " Xiao Hanshan began to doubt Peiwen's motives. He was questioning on the surface, but in fact he was reminding bingxia that this man named Peiwen is not simple. He is a man and a doctor. What a man thinks can be seen clearly in his eyes.

He read the information from Peiwen's eyes.

"Yes, you're right. Before I met Gufeng, I was a person who didn't want to talk about feelings, or even thought about getting married. I didn't want to follow my mother's lead. I believed in a man's rhetoric too much. Finally, I got pregnant and gave birth to me. Then I knew that the man actually had a wife and children, but didn't have the courage to leave. Because of me, she begged for me All, but in the end, I still embarked on a road of no return, I don't want to do the same, love a person should let the other party is sincere to themselves, can't have cheating, I hate cheating, just as I used to hate my father, why should I, without me, my mother maybe now should set up a happy family, with her children, a love for him Men, there are no barriers. "

Bingxia says here, and suddenly covers her face. She can't help it any more. She doesn't want outsiders to see her vulnerability. Tears flow out of her fingers and drop onto her clothes.

"Bingxia, I..." Xiao Hanshan quickly gets up, takes out a tissue from his pocket, and hands it to bingxia, who is crying. He didn't expect that he had hurt such a good girl, and his heart began to scold him.

"Enough, don't ask, hill." Huan Gufeng pushed the door in and said aloud, with heartache and remorse in his tone.

Bingxia is shocked by the familiar voice. She puts down her hands and looks at Huan Gufeng. Her deep eyes are gloomy and her face is cold. It makes people shiver.

"Gufeng, please comfort me. I'll go out first." Xiao Hanshan felt that if he stayed any longer, he would want to slap himself in the face. For a girl who was suffering like this, such questioning was tantamount to tearing open the scar she had hidden.

Pain like tearing heart and splitting lung.

"Well, I know." Huan Gufeng went to Xiao Hanshan, patted him on the shoulder and nodded.

Huan Gufeng knows that Xiao Hanshan did all this for him. He can't blame him. He can only blame himself for hurting bingxia.

Xiao Hanshan walked out of the ward quickly and closed the door.

Bingxia's tears didn't stop with Xiao Hanshan's leaving. She thought of too many sad things and was uncovered by others, hiding a lot of scars."I'm sorry, bingxia. I've been back a long time. I didn't come in when I heard the conversation between you and Xiaoshan. In fact, I also want to know why Peiwen has been pestering you all the time, or you didn't tell me what the real relationship between you and him is? I'm also distressed. Sometimes I even wonder if you're really cheating me. For the sake of your father and your family's business, you want to be good to me. " Huan Gufeng doesn't dare to sit beside bingxia. He feels that he doesn't dare to face her. He is guilty, and more guilty.

"Feng, do you value it that much? For an outsider, is that how you look at me? You said you would believe me and marry me. Are you also trying me out? I'm afraid I'll cheat you. You asked Mr. Xiao to test me. You went out to go through the discharge procedures. You and he agreed, right? I'm the only one in the dark. "

Bingxia looks at the man opposite, the man she loves deeply, but suspects that she and another man have done something unseen, or is testing her sincerity. She feels that the injury in her heart is far more painful than that in her fingers.

"Xia, no, I don't. In fact, I really want to know more, but yesterday when you told me his name and his identity, I understood that you are mine. I shouldn't doubt you. Forgive me, OK?" Huan Gufeng doesn't know what to say to clear bingxia's doubt about him. For the first time, he feels that he needs to explain.