Chapter 53 - Nothing is right

Inside the car.

Helping Kevin enter the car, Rocky buckled his seat belt before walking towards the driver's seat.

" Kev stay still okay. I'll drop you home soon." Rocky yes.

" Yes yes drive fast Silvia is waiting." Kevin said.

" Why did you drink so much? Is it because of Emily?" Rocky asked.

Kevin smiled and shook his head saying," It's no more Emily now, only Silvia."

Rocky sighed and started the engine.

…..

Kevin's and Silvia's place.

Pacing back and forth in the living room, Silvia was getting impatient every second. She tried calling Kevin but his number was not reachable.

After she reached home, Silvia cursed herself several times for doing such a dumb thing. Though they did not have feelings for each other but they definitely did not have the right to hurt each other.

Silvia did not know why but the thought of Kevin feeling hurt or sad because of her ached her heart.

Just then Silvia heard the screeching of the car. 

Rushing towards the door when Silvia opened it, she saw Rocky helping Kevin get down from the car.

Silvia frowned when she saw Kevin's red face, messy hair and that stupid drunkish smile on his face.

When Kevin saw Silvia, his smile brightened and he said," Ahh look there is my beautiful wife."

Silvia frowned deeper and said," You are drunk."

Kevin vigorously shook his head and said," No no I am not."

" Oh God Kev stop leaning against me, you are heavy." Rocky hissed.

" Tch Tch weak." Kevin murmured.

Stepping aside, Silvia said," Help me bring him in please."

….

Inside the house.

After placing Kevin on the couch, Rocky left.

After locking the door, Silvia entered the kitchen to fetch a glass of water for Kevin.

" Here drink this." Silvia said.

Kevin shook his head and said," I am fine."

" Just drink this, you will feel better." Silvia said.

After taking a few sips, Kevin said," Yes I am feeling better now."

Silvia took a deep breath and said," You should rest come let's go upstairs."

Kevin slowly nodded his head and tried to get up only to stumble and fall.

Silvia quickly caught his arm and said," Seriously Kevin how much did you drink?"

Placing his hand on his chin, Kevin thought for a while and said," I don't know."

With great difficulty, Silvia and Kevin entered their room.

….

Inside the room.

Helping him are off his coat, Silvia said," Let me fetch some clothes for you, wait here."

Suddenly Kevin sat on the floor and said," I am really bad person, I am sorry."

Silvia sighed and said," Kevin get up and sit on the bed, otherwise you'll catch a cold. And who said you are bad?"

" It's just the third day of our marriage and here I am all drunk in front of you but Sil I am not a drunkard okay, I don't come home all drunk everyday. I swear!" Kevin said.

Silvia sighed and said," Yes I know and it's fine. I know you are sad."

" How do you know that I am sad?" Kevin asked.

Squatting down, Silvia said," And I also know that all this happened because of me. I mean I was the one who wanted you to attend that wedding. I understand how you must have felt when you saw all of that."

When Kevin gave her a really weird look, Silvia felt even more guilty. Crossing her legs Silvia sat down beside him and said," Look Kevin I am sorry okay. I don't know what I was thinking that time but I swear my intentions were pure. I never wanted to hurt you Kevin, I would never intentionally hurt you. I am sorry."

Leaning against the bed, Kevin chuckled and said," I see."

Pausing for a while, Kevin asked," Hey Sil you don't think that I got drunk after watching Emily and that man getting married right?"

" Aren't you? Isn't that the reason?" Silvia asked.

Kevin chuckled and said," Emily, Emily, Emily."

Mimicking a sharp and shrill voice, kevin said," Oh look Kevin is not eating anything because of Emily. Oh look Kevin is wearing a blue shirt because of Emily. Oh look Kevin is drunk because he is sad because Emily got married today."

Pausing for a while, he said," Sometimes I feel that you people like Emily more than I do." Kevin shook hai head and said," Oh wait let me change that it should be more than I did."

Placing her hand on Kevin's shoulder, Silvia said," Kevin it's alright."

Kevin shook his head and said," Nothing is right Silvia. Me coming home drunk like this is not nice."

Pausing for a while, Kevin said," I won't lie to you, it felt bad when I saw all of that but not so bad to waste a thousand bucks on drinks. She is not worth an expensive bottle of imported whiskey anymore."

" Then why?" Silvia asked.

Turning towards Silvia, Kevin asked," Do you know how it feels when you give a person your everything and that person leaves you and walks away with someone else because she thinks the other person is more rich and capable than you?"

Pausing for a while, he smiled and said," It feels bad." Grabbing her hand, Kevin placed in on his firm chest and said," It hurts here. You feel bad and shattered. You also feel useless."

" I can understand." Silvia said.

Kevin smiled and said," When I saw her getting married with someone else today, I understood that I was never that important to her. I gave her my everything but she didn't, which is fine because I willing loved her. It wasn't something which was forced on me."

Kissing Silvia's hand, Kevin said," But I have you now so I don't have to worry about anything."

Pausing for a while, Kevin asked," Hey Sil you won't leave me right? If I love you, will you leave me if you find a capable man for yourself?"

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