Chapter 256 - Take your time and think about us

Silvia's breathing hitched and she took several steps backwards. She knew whose voice it was.

Silvia could feel a huge lump in her throat. Her legs started turning weak and she started getting goosebumps all over her body.

As the sounds started getting louder, Silvia's body started trembling vigorously. Her eyes started turning hot and uncontrollable tears started rolling down her cheeks.

Emily kept on m.o.a.ning loudly while screaming Kevin's name. 

Silvia knew she shouldn't be feeling like this and that man cannot be Kevin. Her heart knew that her husband would never do something like that but she couldn't control her brain who was forcing her to think about the different kinds of possibilities. 

Not knowing but to do, Silvia covered her ears and dashed out of the washroom.

…..

Outside the washroom.

As soon as Silvia stepped out of the washroom, she dashed into someone.

Looking at her tear stained face and messy appearance, Kevin panicked and asked," Sil what happened?"

He had stepped out of the hall for sometime when he received a call from Lucifer who was currently working on digging more information about SPIRIT. Unexpectedly, Lucifer had managed to catch hold of a very important piece of information.

When Kevin did not see Silvia after coming back, he frowned and started looking for her.

He was still angry with her but not as much as he was in the morning. He wanted to talk to her and make her understand how important his involvement was.

Looking at her husband who was standing right in front of her, Silvia breathed a sigh of relief and pounced into his embrace and said," Thank God you are here." Before bursting into tears.

Wrapping his arms around her, Kevin asked," What happened? Why are you crying? Did anyone do anything?"

Tightening her grip around him, Silvia said," Just take me home." Before sobbing harder.

She couldn't understand whether she should be happy or sad? 

Happy because it wasn't Kevin inside the washroom with Emily or sad because she had doubted him and did not trust her husband enough.

Guilt started filling up her heart and she started feeling sour. 

Pulling away, Kevin said," Alright, I'll take you home." 

" Sil where is your purse?" Kevin asked.

" It's inside." Silvia said.

" Stay here and I'll get it okay?" Kevin said before entering the washroom.

….

Inside the washroom.

Picking up Silvia's bag, Kevin was about you walk out when he heard loud m.o.a.ning sounds.

" Ahhh babe just like that ....Ahh Kevin you...Aahhhhh."

Kevin frowned and his expression turned dark and super cold.

He knew whose voice it was but he didn't care about it. All he was thinking about was Silvia and her reaction a few minutes ago.

Did Silvia hear this too? Did Silvia think that it was him who was there inside with Emily? Did she think that he was cheap enough to have s.e.x with his ex? Did she think so lowly of him? 

Tightening his grip around the purse, Kevin dashed out of the washroom.

…..

Outside.

Grabbing Silvia's shoulder, Kevin asked," Did you think it was me?"

Grabbing his collar, Silvia buried her head on his neck and said," I am sorry-I-" before bursting into tears.

Kevin mockingly chuckled and said," I cannot believe you think so lowly of me Silvia."

Silvia shook her head and said," No I-"

Pulling away, Kevin said," You don't have to explain anything, I got all my answers." before walking away taking big strides, leaving Silvia alone.

" Kev stop." Silvia shouted before rushing after him but Kevin did not stop.

" Kev please listen to me I-Ahhhhhh." 

*THUD*

Falling on the ground, Silvia sprained her ankle and winced in pain.

Stopping midway, Kevin turned around and started walking towards her.

Giving her his hand, Kevin said in a very cold voice," Get up."

Placing her hand on his, Silvia tried to get up but ended up wincing in pain," It hurts."

Squatting down, Kevin scooped her into his arms and started walking towards the exit door.

" Kev I-"

" Shut up." Kevin said.

Clutching onto his suit, Silvia kept on sobbing. 

Looking at his angry face, Silvia started feeling more guilty. She knew it was her fault but she couldn't help but think about the worst things that could happen at that time.

….

Kevin and Silvia's apartment.

Inside their room.

Placing her on the bed, Kevin helped her remove her shoes.

" Kev-"

Without giving her a chance to explain, Kevin got up and started walking towards the door.

Just then, Silvia grabbed his suit and said," Please don't leave, please."

Kevin mockingly smiled and asked," Now what do you want from me? In your eyes, am I not the man who will happily and willingly have s.e.x with his ex?"

Silvia shook her head and said," No, I know you are not but we were having a fight so-"

Cutting her off, Kevin shouted," So what Silvia? Just because we had an argument doesn't mean I will sleep around."

Pausing for a while, Kevin asked," Am I really that cheap? Do you really think so lowly of me? Do you really think that I will still sleep around even though I have to now?" 

Silvia shook her head and said," No no-"

Running his fingers through his hair, Kevin shouted," I am feeling so horrible right now. My wife, the woman I love the most actually things so lowly of me. She thinks I'll just casually sleep with anyone disregarding her presence in my heart and my life."

" Maybe it's my fault, maybe I did not give you enough love to make you feel secure and happy. Maybe something is wrong with me." Kevin said.

Silvia vigorously shook her head and said," No it's not your fault, I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't know why I reacted that way and it just happened. I knew it wasn't you and that you would never do something like that but I don't know what happened. Please forgive me, I'll never do that again." Before bursting into tears.

Grabbing her hand which was  holding his suit, Kevin said," You should take your time and think about us and this relationship again Silvia. It's not too late and you can still get rid of me. If you think I don't have the capability to remain loyal to you, you can easily get rid of me. If you feel that I can cheat you and you cannot trust me, just say it and I'll set you free." Before removing her hand walking away.

" No Kevin wait." Silvia shouted before jumping down from the bed but as soon as her sprained foot touched the ground, she winced in pain.

Ignoring the sharp pain, Silvia rushed after him.

….

Downstairs.

Kevin was about to touch the door knob when Silvia hugged him from behind and said," Please please don't leave. Don't leave me alone. I need you Kevin, please I-"

" Let go Silvia." Kevin said.

" I am not letting you go." Silvia shouted before flipping him over.

Hitting him on his chest, Silvia shouted," What do you think about yourself? Is marriage a child's play for you? We haven't celebrated our first anniversary yet and you want to leave?"

" Yes I was wrong, I shouldn't have reacted that way but it's all your fault. You are the one who didn't talk to me for the whole day. I was waiting for you to come home for the entire day but you didn't. You did not call or text me for the entire day." Silvia shouted.

" You even left me alone for an entire night in that big room. Do you have any idea how difficult it was to fall asleep without you by my side? I struggled for the entire night. I haven't even eaten anything since yesterday night." Silvia shouted.

Grabbing his collar, Silvia shouted," I was feeling hungry, sad, lonely, frustrated, angry and so many emotions together. And in that situation when I heard Emily m.o.a.ning out your name and other sounds, I just couldn't think straight. I was feeling muddle headed and I couldn't understand what I must do. Did you understand? I know it's my fault but it's your fault too."

Letting go of his collar, Silvia asked," You want to leave right? Then go, leave right now and don't you ever come back." Before hitting him on his chest. 

" Just leave." Silvia shouted before pushing him away and bursting into tears.

" I know I am wrong but how can you even think about ending this relationship? You are angry with me? Then shout at me, don't give me food for several days, don't talk to me for another day but don't you dare ever mention that in front of me I-mmmmmm." 

With his arms wrapped around her waist, Kevin pressed his lips against hers.

Swallowing the rest of the words, Silvia wrapped her arms around his neck and started returning his kiss with the same longing and passion as his.

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