Jian Mo held his breath, a little nervous, and finally, he lightly opened his lips, and finally said: "I love you."
Lu Xingzuo paused when he turned the pages of the book.
The young man sitting at the table seemed to be frozen suddenly. He was not a person who had been impenetrable since childhood. Of course, he also understood the meaning of this sentence. He asked, "What did you say."
And this short question inexplicably made Jian Ambiguous, who had thought nothing, even more nervous.
He wanted to explain: "I, what I mean is actually..."
However, Lu Xingwang said one step ahead of him: "Did you have a dinner with your friends?"
Jane was stunned for a moment.
"No, I didn't drink it." Jian Mei said it honestly.
Lu Xing raised his eyebrows presumptuously: "Then how to say this, others taught you?"
If this phone call was made with someone else, it might be a little ambiguous, but it happened to be made by Lu Xing, who was like his old father, and what he got was to be educated.
Jian Mei said with a guilty conscience: "No, I lost with Truth or Dare, this is punishment."
Lu Xing responded in a prejudice and didn't say much.
While Jian Mei was still thinking about it, Lu Xingwang's voice rang from the other end of the phone: "Then you guys play, take a break after dinner, and say hello to my classmates."
Jian Mei: "Hey?"
The communication was hung up.
The classmates in the room looked at him. Lu Xingwang's handling method was so decent and graceful. Although he didn't reveal much information, it also made everyone very curious. All of them were surrounded by swarms. Come over: "Ambiguous, who is this yours?"
"His voice is so nice."
"You just blushed."
Jian Mei reacted slowly, touching his cheek without even realizing it, and said suspiciously, "Is there?"
Xiaopang chuckled, then came over and said: "I thought you were a straight man and wouldn't move your heart. It turns out that finding the right person is the most important thing, I realized."
Jane glared at him: "What nonsense are you talking about, that's a friend of mine. I've known each other for a long time."
Xiaopang suddenly realized: "This is Big Brother!"
My God, listening to this name is so down-to-earth. In Jian Mei’s usual description, the life of Big Zhuang is so miserable. He knows that there is such a friend, but he always thinks that this is what kind of rural spirit guy. Ah, damn, when I heard the voice just now, where is the spirit guy, is it clearly the overbearing president! But why is the name of President Ba, it is really sad for the listener to cry!
Jian Mo nodded: "My blush may be a little hot in the room. You should eat first. I'll go to the bathroom."
Xiaopang said, "Go go."
However, compared to Jane, who was ridiculed, he could still use the heat in the room to force him to find a reason to comfort him, while the other half of Lu Xingwang, who was sitting alone at the table, fell into a short silence and placed the file at hand. For a long time, he could not turn one more page forward. His eyes remained on the page, but his attention was not at all in it.
In fact, it is far less calm than the one shown during the call. The habit of disguising is just a subconscious reaction, but the actual inner condition is of course only he knows best. When Jian Mo said the question, his brain was for a moment. The blank, the self-control that should always be proud of, cracks appeared at that moment across the board.
If you ask yourself, it's certainly not that he has not been confessed. On the contrary, as far as he can remember, he doesn't know how many people are good to him, but he hasn't been interested in these since he was a child, and of course he couldn't have any reaction. He thought it was. Personality dictates, but just now, for a moment, it was a feeling that he had never felt before. Of course he was not a stupid kid who would find some excuses and reasons for himself. This is why he sits here in a daze. The reason lies.
For nothing else-
It's just because he has clearly realized that Jian Mei, no matter what, is still grown up in the end.
...
the other side
As soon as Jian Mei came out of the bathroom, she ran into the monitor Meng Ting who was standing against the wall around the corner.
Jane paused to look at him: "Squad leader?"
Meng Ting raised her head: "Ambiguous."
"Yeah." Jian Mei said, "Why are you here, monitor, are you also coming to the bathroom?"
Meng Ting's palms were sweating unconsciously, and she said, "Um...yes, so do I."
Jian Mei smiled and said, "Then you go."
Seeing that people were leaving, Meng Ting hurriedly called to him: "Hey, wait a minute!"
Jian Mei looked back at her with some doubts: "What's the matter?"
Meng Ting can’t say what’s wrong. She is very nervous, knowing that Jian Mei doesn’t have anyone she likes, but she is not reconciled. I am willing to try it with her.
so
She finally said: "Um, ignorant, I actually have something inconvenient to say in school, but in fact, I have always been very grateful to you."
Jane blinked suspiciously, then thought for a while, and then tentatively said: "Squad leader, are you talking about things from your freshman year?"
Meng Ting nodded.
In fact, although her family was in a good family background, Meng Ting's education was relatively feudal and conservative since she was a child. She was also a young girl who loves to have a good face. I remember that the head teacher said that she was going to run for class cadres. She had been preparing for a long time, but she did not expect that, Because she was too nervous before going on stage, she actually hiccups.
It was really embarrassing at that time!
She was about to come on stage to speak but she hiccups constantly. The speech manuscript meticulously memorized for a long time would be completely blank in her brain. She thought that after a while, she might not say that the election was successful, and she might even face being rejected. The risk of ridicule, the whole person is not very good, that day, at this time, she met Jian Mei.
She is also a freshman, and the teenager who is not familiar with her kindly asked her: "Are you uncomfortable?"
Meng Ting's face was flushed red, and her fidgeting appearance was indeed misleading. She wanted to shake her head, but she hiccupped, who knew she was anxious and angry at the time. She really wanted to cry and felt she was going to be ridiculed. , But to her very surprise, Jian Mei did not laugh at her. On the contrary, he only froze for a moment, and then comforted her: "It's okay, relax."
Meng Ting let out a deep breath.
Jian Mei's hands were a bit cold, but the white and slender fingers were very beautiful. He held Meng Ting's hand, as if to help her press some acupuncture point, and said while acting, the voice was so gentle, and inexplicably soothed. Meng Ting's anxious heart: "This is all right, it's the normal blood flow of the body, don't be nervous, it will be better soon."
She looked at his eyes, so peaceful and clear, she was lost in consciousness without realizing it.
Jian Mei said: "Okay."
Meng Ting was surprised that she was able to wander around at this time, but when she came back to her senses, she realized that she didn't seem to hiccup anymore: "Really... all right?"
Jian Mei smiled: "Really."
The squad leader just called her name, she didn’t even have time to say thank you, and she was about to go on stage. Later, she learned that Jian Mei was also one of the candidates who participated in the campaign that day. As a competitor, he did not hesitate to choose to help. For myself, the appearances of some people are too amazing, and they are destined to leave a heavy mark in the trajectory of their lives.
Standing in the corridor of the hotel, Meng Ting withdrew from the memory. She pulled the corner of her clothes, finally overcame her tension, and said softly, "Actually, you should understand what I mean..."
Jane was stunned for a moment, then nodded sharply: "I understand."
Meng Ting suddenly raised her head, her eyes lit up, "Really?"
Jian Mei said: "Really."
I really didn't expect the monitor to remember a busy job two years ago for so long, and now that it is his birthday, he still has to find himself alone to thank him.
"You, did you misunderstand something?" Meng Ting hesitated and confirmed: "I actually want to express my feelings to you."
Jian Mei said, "I know."
Meng Ting hesitated first, then ecstatic: "Really, what do you mean?"
"Actually, you don’t need to be so formal, the squad leader, I understand what you mean." Jian Mei felt that the squad leader seemed to have magnified his credit, so she wanted to give Meng Ting some affirmation: “Because the squad leader seemed to behave a little... , It’s more strict, so I don’t actually have a chance to tell you. I always think that even if you don’t have my help, you will definitely be selected that day, so you don’t actually need to thank me because you are really excellent and I am also very good. Appreciate yours."
excellent
Is this complimenting yourself?
Meng Ting's face turned red uncontrollably. She didn't expect to ignore Jian Mei, who usually doesn't speak much, but she said quite sultry: "Then, if you understand, we will..."
Jian Mei thought she had finally regained her confidence, so she smiled: "Then we will get along well."
Meng Ting's heart blossomed with joy. She was very grateful for her confession today. Sure enough, she would have a good result if she went all out. Now she finally communicated with the person she liked very sweetly: "Hmm!"
Jian Mo said: "Then I will go back first."
Meng Ting nodded and said, "At night...will you take me home at night?"
?
Jian Mei didn't know where the squad leader came from, they didn't follow the way!
"I made an appointment with Xiaopang to sleep at his house tonight." Jian Mei said with some doubts: "Monitor, if your parents don't come to pick you up, let's take a taxi for you."
The sweetness in Meng Ting's heart was dissipated a bit. She didn't expect to be unfavorable, but she wouldn't give up, so she pulled out a smile: "It's okay, it's okay. I just call my dad. Don't worry."
Jian Mei just smiled: "That's good."
The two people went back one after the other, and all the classmates in the class looked sideways, looking at each with their own thoughts, trying to dig out some gossip from the two people.
Cai Zhenzhen's friend Xiao Fei said: "Zhenzhen, don't you say that the monitor is not going to confess."
Cai Zhenzhen ate the cake: "Meng Ting has always been quite courageous. Didn't she call herself a talented artist? She usually wants to turn eighteen turns like singing a poem. If she confesses, I can hardly imagine what she would say. "
Xiao Fei was a little worried: "Will she succeed then?"
After all, when the two of them just watched Meng Ting come back, their faces were ruddy and joyful.
Cai Zhenzhen definitely shook her head: "No."
Xiao Fei asked suspiciously: "Why?"
"Because Jian Mei has no such concept in his mind. Even if Meng Ting confessed, as long as he didn't hit a straight ball, Jian Mei might think that people wanted to befriend him and be a brother." Cai Zhenzhen rolled her eyes and said, "You will always be a brother." Can't understand the thinking of straight men."
While talking, she glanced at the child who was sitting in a group of people laughing and communicating.
Over the years, Jane has grown more and more visible to the naked eye. From some thin and weak children to the young boy in Yushu Linfeng, this child was a little introverted and restrained in junior high school, and now it seems that he can gradually integrate into school, but even if it has been slowly When he is cheerful, he can get along with people with ease, but he still has his own persistence and attitude towards life. In fact, he doesn’t like to be noisy and has a gentle personality. He always likes to be alone. When nothing is wrong, he often holds a mobile phone or Reading books, I am used to living in my own world.
At first, Cai Zhenzhen felt that such a person was very boring.
But later, when she learned that Jian Mei had been in the hospital for so many years of treatment history, she always watched Jian Mei reading alone when no one was around, as if she could see through a teenager sitting at the table. It looked like that thin child was sitting alone in a hospital bed and reading.
He has lived like that since he was a child.
When other children are playing and playing, he already has to get used to living like that.
Sometimes, Jian Mei’s brain circuit is different from everyone else. She always felt that this child was so stupid before, but then she realized that she had no experience, he had no friends, and he had never been in the group. He was only six years old. He was admitted to the hospital when he was young and ignorant, and he did not spend the days of ordinary children.
Cai Zhenzhen took a sip of fruit wine: "If you want to wait for him to resuscitate, at least you have to wait for several years."
Xiaofei said, "Zhenzhen, you know Jane better than Tingting."
Cai Zhenzhen smiled and said nothing.
How long is Meng Ting? She has been here a long, long time ago. How could this little girl compare to her in terms of time and qualifications, and if she was sure that she would have been on it long ago, would it be her turn?
...
evening
Jian Mei washed up at Fatty's house, and lay on the bed to send Lu Xing a false message that he was safe.
Xiaopang came over and said, "Ambiguous, who are you sending messages to?"
Jian Mei replied: "Brother Big Zhuang."
"Tsk," Xiaopang said in a meaningful and elongated tone: "Every day is the big brother, I tell you, if you have this perseverance and perseverance to pick a girl, you will definitely not worry about marrying a daughter-in-law."
Jian Mei put away the phone and said, "I have no plans to marry a wife."
Xiaopang was taken aback: "What are you talking about?"
"Really." Jian Mei was wearing aqua blue cartoon pajamas, he leaned on the pillow, his face was so calm: "Because of my body, you also know that my disease is not completely cured, although the results of the review are all It's okay, but there is the possibility of recurrence at any time. I can't give the girl a stable future, and I don't want to delay others."
Xiaopang felt a little uncomfortable: "Don't think about it this way, I think technology will be more advanced in the future, and your disease will definitely be cured."
Jian Mei smiled at him. He was clearly comforted, but he always gave him a feeling of healing: "Well, thank you."
Xiaopang was a little embarrassed, but he still wanted to comfort his brother, so he said something more smoothly: "Don't worry, it's impossible. If you can't marry a wife, you can find a husband!"
"..."
?
A question mark slowly appeared on Jian Mei's head.
Xiaopang laughed and said, "I think Big Brother is not bad, how did you know each other?"
Jian Mei said: "Don't be kidding, it's just a friend, um... I met on WeChat, it's a netizen, but although I haven't met each other, they are very nice."
Speaking of WeChat, Xiao Pang glanced at Jian Ambiguous mobile phone: "Speaking of Ambiguous, what brand your mobile phone is, I have never seen it before, and I heard Zhenzhen and others say that you have used a mobile phone for four years. , Are you not stuck? The system is also outdated."
"I don't know what brand, maybe it's a miscellaneous brand." Jian Mei picked up the phone that had been with him for many years: "It won't be old, it's very functional, and it's not stuck at all."
Xiaopang sighed: "A copycat machine is just a cow."
Jian Mei followed and smiled. They chatted together for a long time, and finally fell asleep. He didn't know that he had a good night's sleep, but some people didn't rest for the whole night.
When Zuo Qingshan saw Lu Xingzuo, he exclaimed: "His Royal Highness, I heard that you came to give them extra training last night, and didn't sleep all night?"
Lu Xing raised his eyebrows to look at him, "Is there any problem?"
"This, it's okay." Zuo Qingshan touched his nose: "But can you hold it up?"
Lu Xing ignored him.
Zuo Qingshan felt that this person did not eat or sleep on time every day, so he said, "You can't go on like this. Be careful that I and your kids give a small report."
Anyway, he can't control your Highness, but someone can.
Lu Xing glanced at him threateningly, and finally made people shut up.
He is archery, which is what he is best at, but today, it seems like Zuo Qingshan said, today's results are unexpectedly bad, and there is still a target missed.
Zuo Qingshan came over: "What's wrong with you, why are you always distracted today?"
Lu Xing let go of his bow: "It's nothing."
"Hey." Zuo Qingshan muttered softly as he watched his leaving back: "If I didn't know that you were older and single, I would have doubted if you were recently broken in love."
Lu Xingzuo paused, and then walked out the door.
Although Zuo Qingshan is pure nonsense, what is irrefutable is that his mistake today has something to do with Jian. He thought that last night's sentence had little effect on him. Who knows that there is no sleepiness in the evening. After training in the army for a whole night, he is still a little distracted. This is not a good phenomenon. In the royal family, feelings are the number one taboo. At this moment, he shouldn't be distracted. Reason is always what he should think. Proud thing, he didn't allow himself to drop the chain during the critical period.
never mind
He thought, for the time being, let's reduce contact first, give him some time to clear his mind, and let Jian Mei get along better with his friends.
Such a decision is good for both of them.
...
Next day
Jane was woken up by the phone early in the morning.
He had no idea that it was the squad leader who called. Some of the trapped people picked up and heard the squad leader’s voice: "Ambiguous, I have something to give you. Is it convenient for you to go out today?"
Jian Wei wondered: "What is it?"
Meng Ting was a little shy. After all, the girl was embarrassed when she wanted to date for the first time: "Keep it secret first, you're here to tell you."
Jian Mei helpless: "Okay, then."
Xiaopang also woke up: "What's the matter?"
"The squad leader said that I had something for me, as if I was meeting in a mall." Jian Mei yawned: "Is it pretty close to your home? I don't have a car. You can ride a bike and send me there."
Xiaopang nodded: "Then you invite me to dinner."
Jian Mei is very generous: "No problem, we finished our food and went to eat."
Xiaopang quickly got up to wash and followed Jianmei. Today was the weekend and there were a lot of people in the mall. Meng Ting finally waited until Jianmei, and couldn't hold back the smile on her face when she saw Xiaopang next to her.
Jian Mei said, "What are you going to give me, monitor?"
What Meng Ting put in her pocket couldn't be taken out in front of Xiaopang, so she could only temporarily explain the reason: "Well, because you have helped me a lot before, I want to invite you to dinner."
Xiaopang said: "Squad leader, you are too polite."
Meng Ting smiled wryly.
Jian Mei said: "It's really polite, but since it's all here, I will ask you to eat. What do you want to eat?"
"Anything."
Two people answered together.
Jane wanted to say yes. From the corner of her eye, she saw a child staggering and walking. There was a bumpy floor in front of him, and he was about to fall. So he walked quickly and helped him. After the child stood still, he turned around, but didn’t. Be careful to bump into the passer-by, so he bowed his head and apologized: "I'm sorry."
The middle-aged man wearing a mask shook his head and left.
Jian Mei looked at him more, feeling a little strange.
Xiaopang came over and asked: "What's the matter?"
"It's nothing." Jian Mei shook her head gently: "Let's go upstairs and eat."
Xiaopang quickly responded. Although he didn't know why the squad leader was weird, it was not very happy to be able to get a meal. He also cared about so much what to do. The three people discussed for a while and finally decided to eat hot pot. He reached the top floor. After finding a seat at a hot pot restaurant, the waiter said: "Three of you can scan the code with your mobile phone to order."
Jian Mei nodded, he subconsciously took the phone out of his pocket, but soon his movements froze in place.
Xiaopang and Meng Ting asked suspiciously: "What's the matter?"
Jian Mei's face slowly became difficult to look, and then he quickly flipped through other pockets. Finally, the despair in his eyes grew stronger and stronger. Finally, when he lifted his face, his eyes were red: "I seem to have lost my phone."