He had never experienced it before and would never truly understand what kind of life he had experienced in those years when he was four to ten years old, traveling alone by himself as a child. Brush Pavilion
The once-peaceful home was gone, and his benevolent mother, his hard-working father, his brother, who had always been his protector, had all left him within a day … < At that time, he was only four years old and had lost everything. He no longer had a home and family. At the age of four, he had to live on by himself.
In order to survive, he searched for food in the disgusting garbage, snatched food from wild dogs countless times, driven away and pursued countless times … He had let the dog bite him, eaten countless things that ordinary people would not dare to imagine, suffered unimaginable hardships, and had to die from cold and hunger countless times … However, no matter how bitter it was, he would never beg. He had to use his own hands to let himself live. He would not steal, he would not rob, and he would not kowtow. This was the pride that had been deep in his bones since he was young.
Perhaps, this was the method to vent the hatred he had towards this world that he had accumulated since he was four years old … Perhaps it was because after having her in his own world, he could never bear losing her again, so he turned into a hedgehog that no one could touch …
But three years ago, he still lost her …
Seeing his suddenly lonely and confused eyes, Su Fei Fei's heart felt like it had been pierced by something. There was no need for him to reply. Su Fei Fei had already confirmed … … If he had not been abandoned by the world, if he had not been deeply injured, how could he have become like this … … So ruthless and terrifying.
She shook her head and smiled, saying, "No, don't you know that girls love boys like you the most? Because they will always feel safe with boys like you. Didn't you see that when you walked out earlier, those waitresses were watching you … "I'm afraid that as long as you say it, they will obediently obey …"
"Including you?" The corners of Ye Tian Xie's mouth hooked up, he used his eyes to look at her hands that were wrapped around his arms.
Su Fei Fei's footsteps paused and then her eyebrows slightly jumped. She curled her red lips and said, "You're too emotional. You're only a bodyguard my family spent 300 million to hire."
Ye Tian Xie shook his head and smiled, "Is that so? To think that your mistress was so happy to be your bodyguard that she would even cook for him and do laundry and clean up … When you go out with your bodyguards, do you always claim that they are your boyfriends? "
Su Fei Fei turned her head around to hide her expression and coquettishly said, "What I want to do is my freedom, I don't need you to care!"
Ye Tian Xie secretly let out a small breath, his eyes were normally in front of him, as he gently said, "Fei Fei, remember … …." Although I am not your bodyguard, I am still only a person who will protect you. With everything that you have, you will have a future that will make all the girls feel envious and jealous … As for me, I already have someone I like, and I can never forget it. Even if she is not with me now, I will still think about her every second, and if she never comes back, I will always be there for her and me, waiting for her to come back. A smart girl would not choose me, because that would only be the end of a moth flying into a flame and filled with scars. "
Su Fei Fei: "… …."
What kind of feeling is heartache?
Back when her mother had passed away, the young her cried for who knows how many days. Every time she would cry until she was completely exhausted and almost passed out. The pain and sadness at that time, she would never forget for the rest of her life. Even if she thought about it now, she would still enjoy the faint sadness in her memories.
In this life, she had only felt pain and sorrow for her mother.
But now … What was that stabbing pain in her heart? Why did he suddenly feel pain … He didn't know how to breathe.
It's in that room. The girl?
Thinking back to that time, his terrifying reaction, thinking back to that extremely dirty and messy house, only that room was completely spotless. He must have protected that room as carefully as if it were a thin and fragile glass … His feelings for the girl must also be very, very deep.
Just what kind of girl had caused him to sink into such depravity … It made him unable to contain anyone else in his heart.
Su Fei Fei turned her head to look at the side, not allowing him to see that she had instantly covered her eyes with a layer of mist. The flow of people and their cars had already become a blur in his line of sight. She still held on to his arm and didn't let go. She snuggled up to him like a lover and walked forward step by step.
The two of them were silent for a long time before Su Fei Fei finally turned around with a sweet smile on her face, "Tian Xie, you actually never told me your true identity … …" A person like Li Tian Peng actually was willing to kneel in front of you after receiving a call. You've injured so many people, and you're even a member of the Li Clan. Even now, not a single policeman has come to arrest you … Can you let me know more about you? "
Even though she was trying her best to cover up her emotions and change the topic, Ye Tian Xie could still see the sparkling light in the corner of her eyes. He was not stupid, Su Fei Fei's past few days performance had already made him very alert. In order to not let this situation develop in a dangerous direction, he could only hint at her … … They hadn't even been together for ten days, so even if she had a good impression of him, she shouldn't have any deep feelings for him … But why, she cried.
He had truly underestimated Su Fei Fei's persistence, just like how she had insisted on living in his house … …
"What do you want to know about me?" Ye Tian Xie could only listen to her and spoke.
"For example, who is your father? And who is your mother? Do you have any other relatives? We're all such good friends, so shouldn't it be okay to tell me that? I think they must be great people. " Su Fei Fei smiled and said. Friend "? Why say we are friends, there will be an unbearable pain and depression in the heart.
Why did you tell me all of this so early? Even letting me have some beautiful fantasies … Can't either of them do it?
"My father and mother died when I was three and a half years old. I also have a brother … It was also on the same day that he died. " Ye Tian Xie did not hide anything and slowly said. His voice was calm and didn't contain the slightest bit of emotion.
Su Fei Fei did not expect this reply. Her entire body trembled and she stopped to look at him. After a long while, she gently said, "I … …. "Sorry, I always thought I was a pitiful person, but I didn't expect …"
"I am not pitiful. It may have been, but never will be. " Ye Tian Xie smiled and said.
"Alright alright, alright, you're not pitiful at all … "The pitiful ones are the people who accidentally provoked you and the young miss who would wash, cook for you everyday just for you." Su Fei Fei smiled and quietly suppressed the pain in her heart. She revealed a faint smile and said, "Forget it, forget it. You are always so stingy. Tell me, when you were gambling with Li Tian Peng, did you do anything! "
Ye Tian Xie shrugged his shoulders and revealed an innocent expression.
"Hmph, do you think I'm a pig? That casino belongs to Li Tian Peng's family, so the dealer who shook the dice must be a master there. How could he shake the biggest 18 points when he was younger, and you coincidentally are at 17 …" Also, your expression at that time was obviously the same as what you expected. Tell me, how did you do it? "Superpower?" Su Fei Fei raised her head and stared into his eyes, a look of dishonesty filled her face.
"... If I tell you I didn't do anything, you won't believe me, will you? "Then let's just say I have a power." Ye Tian Xie had a helpless look on his face.
Actually, when he was gambling with Li Tian Peng, it was indeed his first time playing dice, but in the first two rounds, he had been using his ears to listen for the slight differences in the sounds produced by the dice falling. After two rounds, he was already proficient in the art of perception. And in the final decisive match, he himself was only shaking the dice, doing nothing else … … The dice under the dealer's hand that were originally placed together were exchanged for three six dice. And the one that no one could discover was Guo Guo. And when he shook the dice, the incomparably violent shaking was not a trick, but a deliberate loud noise to interfere with the dealer's hearing to prevent him from hearing anything unusual.
Power... Ye Tian Xie really did not.
Of course, the price of asking Guo Guo for help was huge — three hundred lollipops and a hundred dices.
But, if Guo Guo knew what 300 million Chinese dollars was, she would definitely know that her request was too ~ ~ low.
"Hmph, it was obviously a perfunctory act …" "Let's go!"
"Where to?"
"Of course I'm going to play. I want to play before, but I've never played before … …" There are a lot of things to buy, but we can't find anything in a house as big as ours. "Also, the food that dad gave you last time is almost finished. Also, you have to buy a lot of ingredients. Otherwise, you will starve to death."
"..."
Seeing the beautiful smiling face, the guilt in Ye Tian Xie's heart began to fade. He suddenly realized that he didn't want to see her sad at all … Inadvertently, she had already become someone he cared about and started to have a place in his heart …
There was a smile on Su Fei Fei's lips and her heart was free from pain and depression … … So what if the heart belonged to someone? Regardless of how much he loved that girl, the one accompanying him right now wasn't her. It was himself, right? She could walk into his heart, occupy it, and why couldn't she?
Fei Fei, believe in yourself … The guys that can move your heart and make you want to be together may not be able to do so again in the future. So, you must not give up and be discouraged … Fei Fei, you can do it!
Only by being with him could she be this happy. Only by being with him would she be so at ease and not be afraid at all … Come on, Fei Fei! Happiness was something that he had to strive for himself.
Two young men and women snuggled together intimately like a couple, walking side by side. In the sky, there was a white line that cut the sky into two. A scorching sun was embedded on the scar, as if it had been cut through by the Heavenly Marks. It unhesitatingly released scorching heat onto the ground.
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