His lips wriggled for a long time, but Feng Yizheng didn't make a sound. He stepped back slowly. He sat by the bed, clenched his cell phone, but his eyes fell on the sofa.
I don't know how long he stayed, his eyes slowly fell back to the mobile phone, input the password, open, and see the photos in the album.
The mobile phone has been changed, but the photo still exists in his mobile phone! These photos, except for the last birthday, are all taken when he was together before, when he was most excited!
Ding Ruoxue, the unmarried illegitimate daughter of his little aunt, was about ten years old when she fell ill and entrusted her to his mother's care.
In order to protect his sister's reputation, his mother didn't identify her at the beginning. She has been temporarily staying in their home as an orphan adopted by his aunt!
At that time, she was not in good health, often sick, timid and unfamiliar with the environment. For a long time, she didn't speak very much and was very introverted. Even though her family was very good to her, she was still very closed. Even every time she ate, she didn't dare to take more food, and she wouldn't touch it if she didn't put it in her hand.
Slowly, he saw her formality. He would take some food, play and clothes to her, occasionally talk to her, and make up for her near the exam. Every time she asked her aunt, he always gave her hope.
Such a day did not know after a few years, she slowly opened up, live up.
If snow is very white and beautiful! Different from her sister's jumping at that time, she was quiet, no, more accurately, she was quiet.
During the holiday, she can stay in the house for a week without going out of the door. In addition, she is weak in physique. From time to time, she gets sick and lies in bed. Often, she is quiet as if she does not exist. Therefore, there are not many people who know her when they close their houses.
I don't know if it's inferiority or unaccustomed to meeting people. She seldom shows up in formal scenes. Therefore, she and Jing Yi are not close, and he, because often be chased back by a lot of women, entangled, but very prefer quiet not much of her! Even more than pain Jingyi love her!
He will remember to keep one for her; he will buy two for his small gifts; he will accompany her for his birthday; he will come to see her when he is ill; and she will hand him towels when he comes back from playing football and sweating; when she sees the smelly socks hidden under the bed, she will help him wash them silently; when he studies, she will accompany him quietly and occasionally hum Song, he felt very happy.
At the age of love, slowly, the relationship between the two people has undergone some ambiguous changes, and even the feelings are gradually born.
Until he was 19 years old, he took part in a friend's adult party. When he came back, a hot girl had been chasing him to the door of his house. They had been pestering each other for a long time. When she saw them, she had a fight, and then she wanted to be with him, so that he would not like those women!
That is, on that day, the mother noticed the difference between the two and told them that they were actually cousins. At that time, he had feelings for her! The first two photos were taken by digital camera before!
For this level of identity, both of them have been suffering for more than a year. They often look down and don't look up under the eaves of a house. Moreover, the more restrained they are, the more common the situation is, the crazier it grows, and both of them can't survive.
Later, he wanted to quickly end the abnormal love, so he chose to fall in love and cut off the mess. He met Shen Qingqing.
For the sake of the two, my mother also chose to send her to study abroad when she was admitted to university, fully funded, but hoped that the two would be completely separated. Finally, she chose South Korea!
These years, when he can't help it, he will turn out the photo to have a look and block his missing steps.
Originally, I thought that the combination with Shen Qingqing would be a perfect end, but I didn't expect the betrayal of Shen Qingqing. These years, women's ugly faces rolled in the world of mortals, which made him miss this innocent first love even more. It happened that he knew about her illness again in a Korean activity, and the two met again.
If snow has a strange disease, it can't see the light. Although she has no worries about food and clothing, she can only live in the dark like a mouse. She can only come out at night, and she has to wear a strict umbrella when she comes out in the daytime. Even so, she will still be weak!
So, over the years, he was more intolerant of her. She was still young. He wanted to cure her. He hoped that her young life would not end so early.
Not thirty!
How cruel it was to her!
For this reason, he has a lot of tolerance for her. On her birthday, he spent time with her. She changed her mobile phone password. When she wants to see him, he will try to satisfy as long as it is not particularly important!
Over the years, he went all over the country to seek medical advice, exhausted methods, and asked Tang Lisheng to find a dermatologist for research. The final conclusion is that her skin may lack some substance to resist ultraviolet rays, so that she can't be exposed to the sun's radiation and exposure!
However, there is no solution.
Fortunately, in addition to being unable to see the light, in addition to being a little weak in resistance and being ill occasionally, she is quite well!
Because of the limited time, she has always wanted to break through the relationship between the two people and complete this short life. In the end, he can't live his heart, and he has more hope than her.
So no matter how kind goodbye is, he can surpass other women, but she can't!
In the end, she is his cousin!
Such a relationship did not bring him any so-called stimulation. Every time he approached, it made him extremely heavy and guilty! However, every time he faced her vulnerable face, he was extremely distressed -
turning over the photos. At this moment, the remaining light from the corner of his eyes was more absorbed on the sofa:
Yes, this relationship has troubled him for too long! He has his own people to be responsible for! He can't live up to the woman he wants!
Maybe, in this life, he will not meet the second! Such a pure and childish woman!
The woman he likes!
Raise your hand and delete the photos in your mobile phone! He did not hesitate to delete the photos that he did not remember for a long time.
After thinking about it, he changed the password of his mobile phone to 5277 (I love thousands of people)!
It's time for him to remember that he has a family! He is responsible for himself! Be responsible for your women!
After sitting for a long time, he walked to the sofa slowly and held the hunched figure with the quilt in his arms:
"well, go away Don't touch me! "
"Well, I'm not happy. It's cold!"