Chapter 1708

Just as passers-by in the night yearns for the guidance of a bright light, it's no coincidence that Ji Qianyu, who is deeply trapped, and Chi yuewan have chosen the same place to return at this time - the temple seeks Buddha for spiritual relief and guidance.

Originally, the first station was chosen here, on the one hand, to purify her mind, on the other hand, to avoid the possible pursuit of Feng Yiting. She knew that with his temperament, she might not let go easily. If she went abroad in a hurry, he would soon find her whereabouts.

Compared with Chi yuewan's disappointment in feelings, Ji Qianyu's mood is even better - the utter despair! Feeling reluctant, even if it is a single Acacia, may be able to test their own "grievances" to "seek perfection", at least there are still choices and opportunities! However, her feelings can't be reversed.

It is precisely because of this fate of "how hard human efforts can not be changed". When she left, she chose the most determined way to bear all the pain and suffering.

Although she accepted the status quo, it was like a living heart dug out by life, she was more than pain? So the next day she arrived at the temple, she was ill. In the hospital bed of the town hospital, she lay down for more than a week. The whole person was weak and weak, like withered flowers, which withered at the speed visible to the naked eye.

Her symptoms are similar to those of a cold. The reason why she says it's serious or not is that she's depressed. For this reason, the doctor also showed her some enlightened and philosophical books. Of course, there are also some peace blessings from nearby temples and so-called authentic Buddhist scriptures.

Looking out of the window every day, smelling the smell of disinfectant water in the air, it seems that they are back to the time when their legs are going to be wasted and they lie in the dark every day. They have experienced many things together, and he has seen her worst appearance, which is also him. He has pulled her back from the dark prison to the bright world, letting her withered heart blossom, little by little The good and the bad have become a part of her memory now. The more indelible it is, the more heavy and painful Ji Qianyu's mind is. She has spent countless days and nights in ignorance. She still doesn't understand why God is so cruel?

I've been struggling with it for half a month. I can't sleep at night without eating. I almost feel depressed.

When she can get out of bed, the first thought that pops out of her mind is that it's so boring to live!

Once again, she had the idea of reincarnation. I still remember that the first time she had this idea was the night after he forcibly took it away. At that time, a phone call from her mother stopped her from putting the fruit knife on her wrist:

Yes, at that time, she had concerns. She had parents who loved her, and she was responsible for supporting her. She could not be so irresponsible Leave!

I didn't expect that the idea of rebirth is still because of him! But now, even her parents are no longer her parents. Even though they may still love her, as long as they think of the possible reaction after they know the truth, Ji Qianyu is heartbroken like a knife. Since she was born, she has always felt that she is the luckiest and happiest person in the world, with her talent, family background and love. She is impeccable for all the beautiful things, Everything was overturned, like slapping her in the face from beginning to end.

Life is gloomy and the future is gloomy. All the treasures are no longer hers. They are leaving. All of a sudden, there seems to be no one in the world who has something to do with herself. What is there or what makes her most miserable? She really doesn't know what the meaning of her life is?

Even if she left, Ding Ruoxue really didn't expose all this, and Feng Yiting was really happy. In the future, will parents really stay in her life forever? Will the truth really fall asleep in the future?

If one day she opens it again, will she have another experience!

remembered her mother as like as two peas born in the city. She thought of two identical DNA reports from the two hospitals. She wanted to deceive herself.

If I confess to my mother, do my parents have to go through such a painful change and suffering?

To tell you the truth, she can't accept it at all!

If they will never be exposed, if their children will not have such abnormal accidents She really would rather not know anything, just walk through this life!

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Absentminded to open the door, the door is sunny, jiqianyu really feel cold all over like being abandoned by the whole world.

Why is she so miserable?

As soon as the thought flashed in my mind, a rush of footsteps came, followed by a wail of a woman who could be heard all the way to the ground:

"wow ~ wail"

in an instant, jiqianyu was pulled back to his mind: what's the matter?

Following the trace of the dust on the ground, her eyes also looked at the past, only to see a group of people moving towards one side, it seems that they are carrying something or someone, but the heartrending cry is like a cuckoo's blood, miserable and fierce.

Just at this time, an old woman with red eyes and tears came in, and then she took some medicine in the dispensary on one side and left with tears. Because she lives in a village and town, the clinic is limited, and it is said that this is the only one that can be hospitalized.

As soon as her eyes fell over, the little nurse had answered automatically:

"ah, it's so pitiful that the white haired people send the black haired people! I have pity on Aunt Cui. I have been such a girl for my whole life. I just went to college. How can I let them live? "

"The young people today are not able to bear it! It's a waste of the old man's whole life to live or die for a little thing! Even if it's not natural, it's been kept for more than ten years, and a dog knows how to pay off by watching the door! What can a living person do? "

"It's just for nothing!"

It's not from the village. Ji Qianyu didn't ask more questions. But at last, she learned all the details from the dialogue with her neighbors. It was a girl in the village who fell in love with her parents and had a few words with her parents. As a result, she drank pesticides with the threat of death. Unexpectedly, organ failure was on the verge of death. Her parents broke their fortunes and flew to the best hospital in the big city, This time, I'm going to send the body back to the hometown to be cremated and buried!

Seeing the women who cried and fainted on the road several times and the middle-aged men who cried and lamented, they were all in their early forties, but they fell to the ground and fell down to the ground several times, crying bitterly. The desperate Jedi fist gave birth to blood, and jiqianyu's heart was suddenly touched.