"But such a peaceful life only lasted for a short time! It's said that the scars forget the pain, my wounds are good, his pain is also forgotten, so the suffering of life began again, more intensified! This time, he is also smart, but his words are more insulting and his means are more hidden. What is shameless, little bitch, money losing goods and so on? All the vicious words, words that can be used, and words that shouldn't be used all appear on me. As a child, the deepest memory in my brain is that there is a bad woman who is fickle and doesn't abide by women's principles in my bones Blood, because of my mother, I will suffer all this, he let me remember that I am born cheap embryo! "
"Don't scold mom like that! She is a good mother! "
Chi Sisi is excited. Jiang Lu's voice rises a little bit too:
"that's your fantasy mother! not mine! In my heart, she is a selfish, cold-blooded bitch who can abandon her husband and her son for the sake of prosperity! "
The voice was drowned, Chi Sisi's face was red with anger, and Jiang Lu's eyes were full of hatred:
"not convinced? Am I wrong? Do you know what kind of life I had with Jiang Ni when she was in the Grand Courtyard? At least for more than a year, I was not only hungry, but also beaten every day! Sometimes it's a stick, sometimes it's a cigarette end! You know what it's like to be pulled off like a chicken? Every time my adoptive father beats me, it's her! I love her as much as you do, I refute as you do, but I didn't say a word, even cry, and I was beaten harder! Qin Fei, this bitch! It's all because of her. I'm suffering from this kind of torture every day. I'll be woken up even when I sleep! "
Asked to be speechless, Chi Sisi's momentum is also weaker: "why don't you call the police?"
The next second, in response to her is a burst of laughter, laughing, laughing, Jiang Lu's tears also came out:
"ha ha, call the police? You are really a young lady growing up in a deep boudoir. A full man doesn't know that a hungry man is hungry. It's naive and funny! A helpless, teenage child, you let her go to the police? So what? Let her foster father be arrested or let her be driven out of the house by his foster father, and then flow through the street, and die for herself? "
"Do you know what my only hope was when I was a child? Eat more, eat more, don't get sick, don't make your adoptive father angry, get hit less, and then you can support more time. You'd better grow up quickly, and then mom will come back to me and pick me up! How funny! Pick me up. My mother, whom I have been dreaming of, hasn't even seen me for more than 20 years! If it wasn't for the news that you were going to get married, if it wasn't for a picture of your family, I don't know that my mother had become the wife in charge of the richest family in Yuncheng! "
"Hahaha ~ how funny. For more than 20 years, her own daughter has been tortured in hell, but she is still in the mood to raise her daughter for others with all her heart. She even won the reputation of a virtuous woman?"
What a satire!
The fierce eye light flicks, Jiang Lu's eyes directly smash in the past: "why don't you make a sound? Do you think the perfect image in your mind suddenly collapses? So there's nothing to say? "
"I don't believe that mother would be so cruel. In those days, maybe, she must have had a hard time --"
in the end, Chi Sisi's voice could not help but drop a lot. I didn't know Jiang Lu before, but I thought she was very bad and cruel. Now, thinking of my life's peace and happiness, she suddenly sympathized with her along the way.
"Ha ha, why are you so miserable? You are already shaking? It's not even on the subject! "
Jiang Lu's words, let Chi Sisi's eyes are unbelievably big.
"At this time, do you think I'm still in the mood to make up stories and cheat you?"
Coldly tugging at the lower lip corner, Jiang Lu rarely confided: "sometimes people are so strange, easy to share weal and woe, but can not share wealth!"! An rutian's life, but I didn't want to die, I still insist! Maybe God has pity on us! When the idea comes to the extreme, it's time to rebound. One day, my adoptive father won the lottery, the first prize, maybe a few million! At that time, millions were already super money. From that day on, we were completely relieved. It's said that there are many villains in the remote areas. Sometimes I think that poverty is really the source of all evils. When I have money, my adoptive father seems to have changed from a vicious villain to a delicate beast! When he bought a new house and set up a company, he suddenly became a model person. Naturally, it was not a problem for him to raise two more mops. On the contrary, because he raised me, the adopted daughter who betrayed his ex-wife and had no blood relationship with her, instead, he also gained a good reputation of affection and righteousness. No one remembers the domestic violence before he started his family With malice, Jiang Jianshe developed step by step, rich and famous, and married a young wife! "
"Life seems so beautiful, right?"
Jiang Lu murmured, but Chi Sisi heard endless sadness from her words. This time, she was silent and didn't answer.
It seems like a century later, Jiang Lu said: "I always think so, because I haven't done housework for a long time, he didn't hit me again, and I can go to school. It's still a good noble school. When I grow up, I have a good boyfriend. When I have fun every day, I'm only 16 years old I thought that as long as I was an adult and graduated from college, I could get married with my beloved man, have a good home, get rid of all this, and start to belong to my good life. I really think so. I forget the pain I experienced, what kind of person my adoptive father used to be, what kind of mother I have. I lived until I was 16 years old. I was slim and beautiful The age of Fang -- "
why does she keep mentioning but not saying it? What did cissi vaguely feel: "sixteen years old? What happened? "
"Men are the same disgusting animals! No matter old, little or small! It's just as hateful! "
Suddenly, Chi Sisi was shocked again. Her neck shrank. She thought Jiang Lu would not continue, but she said in a cold voice:
"on my 16th birthday, I was given a beautiful boyfriend to Qiang j by my first love, my adoration, my love, and even my hope to have a good future with him. Under my crying and refusing, I always trusted him That person wasted my will to give me the most painful blow! Do you know how that feels? Pain, heartbreaking, life is not like death! It's like you are looking forward to the gorgeous moment when all flowers bloom. Suddenly, all the flowers are blooming, but they are all black! Black hand can't see five fingers, only clear feeling, pain, pain as if to die! "
Like falling into memories, like really feeling pain, Jiang Lu shrunk and shivered.
"Jianglu? Jianglu! Are you ok? "
It's like hearing, or not hearing Chi Sisi's words, and then Jiang Lu goes on:
"am I ok? You know what? My first love, once was my idol, in my mind God like man! He said he would protect me all my life, but he even hurt me! He is the same as me. His life is very bitter. No one loves him. We all know each other. His father is dead. His mother has run away with others. Although there is only one grandmother, he is very strong and strong! He's really powerful. I didn't cheat you. He didn't exaggerate. He knows a lot. He can repair cars. He can fight. Although he can't win, he will stay in front of me. He can make medicine. He can make all kinds of medicine by buying anything. He's even better than those teachers, doctors and experts! If he can't beat others, he can use medicine to confuse them, then he can pick up a stick and hit them at will like a dead pig. Where he wants to fight, how hard he wants to fight, how long he wants to fight! He's really good and smart, isn't he? "
"But it is also because of this talent I trusted him so much that he actually drugged me? I'm only 16 years old. He actually drugged me, and he made me feel conscious for his interest, so that I could see his ugliness and wickedness clearly? He knelt down and begged me. He cried with tears and snivels. He was so obscene, like a lump of mud, a cockroach kneeling at my feet, and could not shake it off! He's afraid I'll call the police! He knelt down and begged me? The hero in my mind, so tall and great, turns out to be so mean and ugly, and so timid. I just want to call the police, and he's scared? Crying and kneeling for me? "
"So ugly, so ugly, so disgusting! Also said that all my life will love me, listen to me, but also said that what love me, do not want to hurt me? But I'm only 16 years old. I don't even know what happened. He ruined all my dreams or didn't ask for my consent! I will never forget the dazzling red on the black sheet! For the first time, my dream as a woman was ruined? So dirty, so hateful, so painful, there's nothing beautiful! "
"All my dreams are ruined in a shabby, cheap rental house! The tall and handsome hero in my mind, the river and mountain man I want to rely on, the happiness I want to struggle with and dream, the wonderful life of filial piety and love for husband and wife, has not yet begun, so all of a sudden without warning collapsed and destroyed, what will not have again! How could he do this to me? He just needs to bear it a little longer, wait a few years or less, or two years, wait for me to grow up, wait for me to marry him How can he be so cruel and destroy my dream and everything I have? I hate him! I wish I could kill him! But in the end, I didn't. I watched him cry like a bear, looked at his lewd and disgusting appearance, and endured his pressure on me again... "
"I've tolerated it all, and I'm still laughing! Since we can't go back to the past, isn't it too cheap to kill him? "