Chapter 2016

In a few words, Jin Meizhi has solved the biggest puzzlement for long Yuqun with three or two thousand yuan of money. Several meanings have been conveyed between the words: first, she is an orphan, she is helpless, she can't do anything, and she doesn't want to do it; second, she doesn't want to be shameless, she wants to die, but she can't die now, she is looking for to abandon her parents, and there may be various reasons why she can't be an outsider Because she didn't achieve her wish, she had to endure and linger after being bullied.

In words and deeds, she is a persecuted girl, struggling but desperate. In a word, it comes down to a few words - innocent, helpless!

In a flash, long Yuqun didn't know what to say:

there are many people in the world who can't eat, dress, or feel sad, so many people really fight for their lives. What's more, what she did is just too common in many circles.

At this point, long Yuqun is not too clear. Take the simplest example, the Commission of his company's insurance salesman is not included. Just the year-end bonus is 20% of the annual performance excess. In other words, after deducting the company's prescribed share, if the company completes an extra one million, the annual bonus will be divided into 200000. If the company collects an extra ten million deposits, the annual bonus alone will be 2 million.

One of the most impressive things about him is that one year, a beautiful female student who just graduated from school at the age of less than 25, scored more than one million points in terms of her achievements in business alone, and created a new miracle in that year. I dare not say that I will buy a house and a car in a year. At least that's driving Audi and carrying Hermes to work. About that girl, the wind review is not good, he also heard some rumors, saying that her insurance policies are all from the men's bed, the birthday even the manager sent her Cartier's Earrings congratulations, from the beginning of the school is not a secure, all kinds of men hook up, even the university is men give out!

But as a boss, what are these? As long as we don't break the company's rules and create benefits for him, that's the excellent employee! Even if the three good students who are all excellent and submitted can't get a list for him, what is he going to do?

He didn't know how the employee was doing in private or later, but the only impression he still had was that he had a good time in the company at that time, and the middle and small-sized days of the same period were absolutely the most beautiful and enjoyable!

Is it wrong for her to be so indifferent after all this?

Longyu balked, not even sure.

The world is cruel. In fact, many people who can stand on the ground in this bloody world are really cheeky enough to have no self-esteem.

But because of this face, Longyu's mood is just like that of the devil.

So before he could find his voice, Jin Meizhi started again:

"at that time, I was going to participate in the selection of star making factory with my friends. It's funny that I was chosen as the one who accompanied the training. Originally, I didn't want to go in this business, but suddenly there was such a big pie in the sky. I thought As long as I work hard, I will never worry about anything in my future life. One day, I will stand on the stage. Even if it is not red, I will not die of hunger. Even if there is only a little chance, people all over the world can see me. Maybe they will come back to me better than I am looking for needles in a haystack all over the world. So, I don't understand anything. Seeing that someone has signed a contract for 20 years, I will sign it directly! "

Like falling into memories, Jin Meizhi's face unconsciously showed some smiley looks, like pain or self mockery. After a pause, he continued:

"dreams are always beautiful! But at that time, I really did not know anything, what others arranged for me to do I'm trying to be the best, and I'm sure that I'll come back thousands of times after today's hardship! So, the body aches because we can't eat enough. Even if we are injured and fractured, we still have to bear to train. The president said that he would take us to relax and meet the big guys in the next circle. We are also very happy that we have been selected and dressed up! But on that night, we were sent to the private rooms of different hotels, to different men, more than ten men! "

Jin Meizhi closed his eyes, but Longyu again opened his eyes. He couldn't believe his ears.

In the next second, it's even more shocking:

"the private room of the hotel, where there is no room for even a bed, all of us, in fact, have been drugged. We don't even know who was with us that night? How many? Only when we wake up, someone shows us a very sad and dark video puzzle, and leaves a sentence. Only when we tear off the last barrier, can we really let go. After baptism, can we be rational, have no dignity, and have money! "

"There were people who wanted to be high and to die, but they didn't stop us! Let's go. There's a video in hand. In case of an accident, it's our own fault. We are ashamed to commit suicide. According to the contract, we will ask for compensation from our relatives. Those who are not afraid of losing their reputation or humiliating their families can sue at will Later, some people made trouble, but it was all over. At that time, we knew that the people behind were very powerful. And our so-called stars of the future are just for people to make money, for people to play, and the so-called stars to shine, but to deceive ourselves and the audience! But in fact, there are a lot of big stars who have become the leading ones. When they go out of the country and even into the world, they still have a wonderful scenery. In the past, no one has gone to dig deep and no one has mentioned it! Under the combination of hard and soft, we almost all compromise. The only consolation may be that there are trainers every year. Everyone comes here like this. As long as they survive, they will be liberated! So, it's funny, isn't it? In the end, everyone can even look at it coldly and even accept it! "

The corners of the lips gently moved again, and Jin Meizhi stroked his arm consciously or unconsciously. A small movement, slow dragon riding, was enough to see clearly:

"so, there are people around me who are flourishing, mentally deranged, and have lost their money to get back, but now they are poor and need relief. There are people who are proud to wipe their necks directly and disappear In this world As for me, I'm not afraid of boiling water. Maybe I've already suffered too much, and I'm more and more unwilling to give up halfway. When I can't stand it, I'll burn some scars on my body. I'm not willing to leave like this or quit like this. I'm not willing! "

His teeth are full of chatter. Jin Meizhi's words are not all lies. Therefore, when he came out of her mouth, he was really infected, shocked and speechless for a long time.

"What did I do wrong?"

"I don't know..."

"Why?"

"I really don't know, and I want to know!"

He thought that she was talking to him. Later, long Yuyao found that she was mumbling to himself for a long time. Like Shen Luo, who was dying, he kept asking himself "why". At the last moment, he actually understood how much Shen Luo cared about her birth, which was not as calm and fearless as she usually seemed. Sometimes he didn't mention it It's not that we don't care, but that we are deeply rooted and unable to let go.

So up to now, he vaguely remembers Shen Luo's closing her eyes at last, as she is now, full of unwilling helplessness and despair. I don't know if all orphans have the hope to see their own parents, or are unwilling to their fate. In fact, Shen Luo is the same. He has never known that she is optimistic and positive, even if her fate is bad, even if she is still suffering from disease at last, she is positive, but at last he understands that she is equally unwilling, maybe equally depressed and resentful, so the more sick she is The heavier you come, the worse the medicine.

At the end of her life, she asked him if he cared about her birth, but in fact, she didn't really mean it, and never wanted to have a future with her, so even if she summoned up the courage of this life to commit, he insisted on the last line not to her?

At that time, he was very determined to say "no".

In fact, men are also human beings. They also have perfect love dreams in their hearts, hoping for the fairy tales of princes and princesses. At first, he didn't want it because of the dream. At last, he couldn't want it because of her body. But if I asked him the same today, I'm afraid he won't be as determined as before.

In fact, he began to care about women's birth. On the one hand, he felt that he had the chance to choose. On the other hand, he suddenly realized the great influence of the original family on a person, such as him, such as Ye Ling, such as Murong yunshang. Of course, he only cared, not the key factor. The most important thing is to be happy with each other With virtue.

So even if he had a heart for Murong Yunchang, he had hesitated!

The thoughts in my mind are confused. At this time, the overlapping echo sounds suddenly in my ear: "you won't be because of this Don't even think my kidney is good? "

"Do you dislike me because of my illness? The cancer is not contagious ～ '

Long Yu is stunned, but listen to Jin Meizhi's downfall and murmur:

"in fact, I asked you to come out today and I want to tell you about it. I have regular physical examination and I have no problem. At first, I also knew how many pounds I had. I didn't plan to have anything with you. It's just like that. If I give you some sunshine, it will be brilliant. There are too many roads at night. Even in the daytime, I also want to dream. "

The thought was pulled back in an instant, which reminded him of where, and Longyu Qun could not help sighing: "how could it be? Where do you want to go? "

In a trance, he looked at the familiar face in front of him. Longyu only thought that she was a kind and unfortunate miserable person just like that one! If not, men are prone to be confused as soon as they are full of compassion:

"do you want to get out of this life?"