This was the first time Luo Muxiu apologized to Ye Wan.
His forehead was pressed against hers, and his body temperature continuously traveled from his forehead to her heart. Although it was clearly so warm, it caused the blood in her body to cool down bit by bit.
Too cold.
She thought, it was so cold that she wanted to reach out and push Luo Muxiu away.
He was so good to her and had never said a single harsh sentence to her. How could he let her down and lie to her?
She couldn't remember anything. There was only him left in this world, so what else could she expect him to lie to?
Ye Wan couldn't understand, but Luo Muxiu seemed to be able to sense what she was thinking and helped her answer her questions, "The girl who wrote this song is called Ye Wan, she is the person I have loved for ten years, and also the only person I have ever loved in my entire life."
Ye Wan understood every word he said, but when put together, she was completely unable to understand what he was trying to convey.
He had fallen in love with a girl called Ye Wan for ten years. That girl had worked hard to enroll in a foreign university for him, had written a cheerful and beautiful song for him, and had traveled thousands of miles for him.
Wasn't that person her?
That's what he told her when she woke up in the hospital and when she was taken back to his place.
"Ah Xiu, isn't that person me?"
Ye Wan, who was holding onto her last bit of hope, looked at Luo Muxiu and asked.
Her body was trembling slightly, her hands and feet were ice-cold, as if she had been thrown into an ice cave. Even her chest felt like it was about to freeze into ice and she couldn't move anymore.
"Wan Wan, that person is not you."
Luo Muxiu firmly, and undeniably, erased the last sliver of hope in Ye Wan's life.
The marks he had personally written on her blank piece of paper were now to be wiped off bit by bit by his own hands.
Ye Wan couldn't resist, and she had no reason to.
The person he loved was never her, and what filled her mind was not her memory at all.
"Ah Xiu, how could that person not be me?" "Didn't you say that I study here and that I know a lot of musical instruments? I …"
Ye Wan listed the things he said to her before, trying to prove that she was Ye Wan, but was caught by Luo Muxiu.
Her hands were too cold, causing Luo Muxiu's hands to feel like they were on fire. The heat made her fingers tremble, and her eyes almost filled with tears.
"Wan Wan, all those who learn to play musical instruments have thick calluses on their hands. Look at your hands."
Her hands were slender and tender, and even though she had cooked for Luo Muxiu for two years and took care of him closely for two years, her hands still did not have any coarse calluses, so grabbing onto them would give off a very soft sensation.
", you are just a stranger whom I accidentally saved two years ago at the seaside. You have on you a fake ID card, and that ID card of yours embezzled information about Ye Wan. It was for this reason that I brought you with me for two years, or maybe even …"
After talking so much in one go, Luo Muxiu was a little out of breath and could not continue to speak any further. This was because Ye Wan was crying in front of him.
She cried silently, only looking at him innocently and weakly, like a rabbit that could only be bullied by anyone. Two streams of clear tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, streaked across her face, and eventually gathered and dripped down her chin.
Luo Muxiu's chest was pierced, feeling that the tears were like a needle, piercing into his heart.
He shouldn't have hurt her like this. It was clearly his unilateral decision to save her and his unilateral decision to turn her into someone else. Now, it was even his unilateral decision to let everything return to its original point.
From the beginning to the end, he had never asked her if she wanted to, whether she wanted to or not.
But even so, Luo Muxiu persisted and said his last sentence: "I am not treating you well, but I want you to stay by my side in her identity, to help me make up for my deficiencies."
He said he had turned her into someone else just to make up for his shortcomings, and that he had treated her well to make up for the girl who had long since left the world because of the accident?
Ye Wan found all of this unbelievable. Ah Xiu is such a good person, how could all that was good for her be fake because of another person?
If love can be disguised, eyes can be disguised, then why not continue to disguise? She believed in everything he said. As long as he didn't tell her the truth, she would never find out it was a scam!
Wasn't it better to keep lying to her like this?
"Ah Xiu, you …" Why did you suddenly tell me this? Weren't we fine before? You want me to be Ye Wan, I'm Ye Wan, I can't be anyone else, aren't we always doing well like this? "Why do you want to …"
Ye Wan's voice trembled uncontrollably, crying uncontrollably. She really did not understand why Luo Muxiu would do such a thing.
Other than the memories that Luo Muxiu had instilled for her, she knew nothing about this world. Even if Luo Muxiu were to tell her now that everything she had received was just a scam, she did not want to be left behind like this.
However, the person she wanted to hold tightly to repeatedly mercilessly pushed her out.
"Because I can't keep lying to myself!"
When Ye Wan heard Luo Muxiu's callous and cruel words, he looked at her fixedly with a calm gaze. He was calm like a bystander who had nothing to do with him, as if they hadn't lived together for two years, as if they were simply strangers.
"You're not her, Wan Wan, no matter how much time passes, you won't be her!"
She was not the real Ye Wan, no matter how much time had passed, no matter how well she had been shaped, she was still not the person he wanted in his heart.
He had lied to her for two years, and now that he could no longer deceive her, he wanted to wake up, so he didn't want her anymore.
Ye Wan opened her mouth, still wanting to say something for herself, but her throat felt like it was stuffed with cotton. She couldn't make any sound, so she could only hold on tightly to the handle of the wheelchair.
It was only until now that Ye Wan finally felt a sense of relief. She was glad that Luo Muxiu's legs couldn't walk freely, so that she wouldn't be thrown here and unable to find him again.
"Wan Wan, the purpose of my return was to let everything return to its original trajectory."
What was the original trajectory?
Ye Wan did not understand, but it was as if she knew what she was thinking, and in the next moment, Luo Muxiu gave her an answer. "I will help you recover your memories and identity, and send you back to your family."
"What about you? Where are you going? "
Ye Wan's voice was very soft, soft to the point that she felt that she was in a fragile dream. If her voice was slightly louder, this man named Luo Muxiu would immediately disappear from his sight.
"I will bring Wan Wan home!"