Jin Yumo has already had breakfast. Today's breakfast was fed by Zhou Manchun. Zhou Manchun's eyes were red when she fed Jin Yumo breakfast. Since she came back from the United States, Xiao Mo has been so big that she has been able to eat by herself for a long time. For so many years, she has never fulfilled her mother's responsibility, even feeding her children for the first time.
At the thought of this, Zhou Manchun can't blame himself.
Zhou Manchun looks at the desert in front of him. His heart is like being grabbed by someone. He is very sad. Why? God wants him to experience so many bad things. Since he was born, he has suffered a lot. This time, I don't know what the result will be.
As a mother, Zhou Manchun feels like she has failed.
She didn't stay with the child when he needed her most, but chose to avoid. Zhou Manchun felt very selfish. In those days, she was totally focused on her emotions and carefully cared for her mood. She didn't want to hurt herself, but Jin Beisen and Jin Yumo were hurt.
"Mom, why are you crying again?" Jin Yumo asks in a fog. In these two days, Zhou Manchun has watched him secretly wipe his tears for many times. After all, Jin Yumo is a child, and he is very curious. But no matter how she asks, Zhou Manchun will say something like "mom is OK, you are good, little desert".
At this moment, Jin Yumo hopes to become an adult in a twinkling of an eye. Maybe in this way, Zhou Manchun won't worry about it.
"Mom is OK, but her eyes are a little uncomfortable these days. She didn't cry." Zhou Manchun raised his head and carefully wiped away his tears, pretending to be strong.
Jin Yumo looks at Zhou Manchun with a hesitant expression, and he doesn't know if Zhou Manchun is lying. When he looks at Zhou Manchun, he finds that Zhou Manchun's eyes dodge for a while, and she specifically avoids his eyes, which makes Jin Yumo feel more strange.
The position of the heart twitches, and the slender arm of the woman trembles. Jin Beisen hugs Zhou Manchun from behind, chin on her shoulder, and magnetic voice says in a low voice, "let me come."
Zhou Manchun handed the bowl to Jin Beisen, but ran out. He went to the end of the corridor of the hospital alone and quietly wiped his tears.
Kang song and a group of bodyguards were standing at the door. Seeing this scene, Kang song immediately chased out. He didn't know what happened to Zhou Manchun. Did he quarrel with Jin Beisen?
Zhou Manchun is standing by the window. She was in the ward just now. She can't control her broken mood. She wants to cry out. Why should God treat Xiaomo like this! What did little desert do wrong?
For a while, Zhou Manchun's heart was full of resentment. She resented herself, Su Muni and everyone who wanted to hurt Jin Yumo.
Kang song took out a package of napkins from his pocket. The gentleman handed them to Zhou Manchun and said, "madam, don't be sad. I'm sure you will do well."
Zhou Manchun still wiped his tears and said with heartache: "I hope he is well. As a mother, I hope my child is well."
Kang song frowned, didn't answer, but quietly waited for Zhou Manchun to say.
Zhou Manchun's lips trembled, with a cry in his voice, "but Why do bad things happen to one child over and over again? He's innocent. If it's my fault, punish me. Don't hurt my children! "
Kang song comforts Zhou Manchun, who is in a state of emotional collapse, but it's not easy to stretch out his arm. After all, he and Zhou Manchun are in the relationship between superiors and subordinates, so we should keep the relationship.
There was a sound of footsteps in the silent corridor. Jin Beisen did not know when he had arrived behind Zhou Manchun.
Kang song looked at the visitor very wisely. He said hello to Jin Beisen seriously and then turned away.
Jin Beisen did not speak, but stretched out his hand and held Zhou Manchun in his arms. His arm held her tightly and tightly, but he restrained his strength and did not hurt her. "Fool, don't blame yourself. Be strong. Xiaomo still needs you."
Zhou Manchun looks up at today's sky. It's sunny outside. The clouds are rolling and the clouds are comfortable. It's a rare good weather. She looks at the sun through the glass window. The sun is a little harsh. She quickly lowers her head, turns around and throws a face of grievance into Jin Beisen's arms.
"Beisen, our desert is going to be OK, isn't it?" The woman's voice was soft and her eyebrows were frowning.
"Of course, I won't let our little desert go wrong. Three years ago, he had been in the gate of hell. The little desert is so lovely, it will be safe." Jin Beisen's doting smile raised a smile on the corner of his mouth.
In retrospect, Zhou Manchun thinks that Jinyu desert is suffering from more and more misfortunes. First, he is a premature child, whose body is weaker than that of ordinary children. Second, shortly after he was born, Xiaomo was found to have congenital heart disease.
"Well." Zhou Manchun nodded hard and said, "how did you come out? What about the desert? "
"There are a lot of people coming. They are with him." Jin Beisen laughed so low that people could not hear his emotions.
"Who is it?"
"Wenwen, Aven, Nana and Yushen are all here." Jin Beisen said with a faint smile.
"They came fast enough." Zhou Manchun also laughed. Last night, she discussed with Jin Beisen about Xiaomo's hospitalization. Don't tell relatives and friends about Xiaomo's hospitalization. Don't let them worry until the situation is determined. However, Zhou Manchun and Jin Beisen are afraid that they will blame them when they know about it. After all, Wenwen, Arvin and Nana are still very concerned about Xiaomo, so they decided to pay attention to Xiaomo today I'll talk about it later.
"Parents, grandparents, I'm going to say later, it's better not to let them know. They're too old, and their heart can't stand stimulation. In case there's something wrong with little desert, they're sure to sleep uneasily at night." Jin Beisen thought over and over again, and said quietly.
In fact, Jin Beisen and Zhou Manchun are more and more like each other. They are both thinking about others. No matter what they do, the first thing they think about is their family.
The friends you make when you are a few years old will leave you when you are a teenager. The friends you make when you are a teenager may alienate you when you are in your twenties. In this world, the strongest feeling is family affection.
"Well, maybe Xiaomo is just a simple blood inflammation, which will also lead to high bacteria in the blood. Let's wait for the test results to come out." Zhou Manchun nodded and agreed with Jin Beisen.