"Calligraphy, you are a little strange today. What's wrong with you?" Lu Wanyu blinked and bit her lips.
Yu Hanmo's face was sideways, but his eyes changed inadvertently. Suddenly, he asked seriously, "who am I?"
"You are my husband." Lu Wanyu followed up naturally.
"Do you have anything to hide from me and refuse to tell me?" Yu Hanmo couldn't help it after all. He asked in a low voice.
Lu Wanyu's inner string was touched, and her eyebrows were locked tightly. Did Yu Hanmo know that he was ill?
She licked her lips at a loss. She looked guilty and looked down at her eyelashes. There was something in her mind that she could not respond to. She pretended to be calm and said, "I don't understand what you are talking about."
"And keep it from me?" Yu Hanmo didn't say anything directly, but asked her.
Lu Wanyu's face was tense, and he wanted to stand up, but his arm was suddenly imprisoned by Yu Hanmo's big palm. Yu Hanmo didn't care whether Lu Wanyu was in pain or not, but he was still holding the right balance in his heart. He dragged Lu Wanyu to the RV.
Lu Wanyu was startled by his unexpected action. A large plate of meat kebabs in his hand fell to the ground with a "bang", all of which fell into the lawn sparsely and could not be eaten.
"My meat..." Lu Wanyu looks back at the meat on the ground, swallows his mouth, and feels pity.
Yu Hanmo stares at Lu Wanyu.
With a bang, the door of the RV was closed tightly.
The air in the car seems not very fresh. It's a little stuffy. Lu Wanyu sits on the sofa with his legs together, hands clasped tightly and put them on his legs.
Lu Wanyu didn't quite understand what happened to Yu Hanmo. She thought to herself, all of a sudden, he had an emotional attack. There were only two situations. The first was that he knew his illness, and the second was that Liu Anya's death was related to her.
At the same time, Lu Wanyu wondered what kind of possibility it was. Yu Hanmo didn't care about himself very much. Although the two had already made up, he didn't show a strong love for her. It was necessary for her. With the growth of the grade, the love had already faded away and turned into family affection. What's more, there was no love between them, which was even more feasible Sad.
But if yu Hanmo knows that Liu Anya's death is related to her, I'm afraid things will get very troublesome. Lu Wanyu's mind is in a mess, thinking about how to explain to Yu Hanmo. She doesn't want to be blamed at the end of her life.
There was a low and stuffy male voice in the air. Yu Hanmo asked, "why don't you tell me when you are ill?"
Lu Wanyu takes a deep breath, covers his mouth and becomes speechless in an instant.
Yes, she is ill, has cervical cancer, and is still in the late stage. She knows that after she has cancer, her heart is very desperate. She subconsciously wants to hide. Although this matter can't be concealed for a long time, she still wants to hide. She doesn't want to live in the hospital like this, waiting for death in the hospital without hope.
While still alive, Lu Wanyu wants to do something meaningful, such as knitting a sweater for her grandson before his birth, and confessing to Yu Chen and Liu Anya.
Lu Wanyu wants to go to Liu Anya's grave in person and say sorry to the poor woman, but she has no courage. The cemetery is gloomy, which is a place full of resentment.
Liu Anya must hate her very much. She forced Liu Anya to die. Lu Wanyu thought about it. If she was Liu Anya, she would give birth to her beloved man at her best age, but she would still be forced to separate. Finally, she was forced to die by the man's wife in the main room. If she was Liu Anya, she would not swallow this tone, and she would not let herself go as a ghost.
Lu Wanyu has lived for a long time, but now she has come to realize that she did such a bad thing!
So, she was not so surprised that she had cervical cancer. She had doubts, tangled up and cried. But in the end, she gave up the hope of survival and knew that she had no remedy.
The doctor said that the cancer cells have spread, there is no need for any operation, and even the significance of hospitalization is not great. Every day, the voice lies in the room which is full of the smell of inhuman and pungent disinfectant water, and it's better to spend the rest of life happily at home.
Lu Wanyu didn't think she was a strong woman before, but since she was ill, she wanted to carry it by herself. Recently, her abdomen has been swollen and painful from time to time, which has become more and more uncontrollable.
"What can I do to tell you? The end will not change, just to add trouble to you, I do not want to become a burden, drag you down. " Lu Wanyu smiled faintly, but her face was very cold. She didn't show any panic. Even though she wanted to live so much, she wrote that she wanted to live a few more days even if she wanted to.
Just a few days ago, she lived until her grandson was born. She wished she could hold her big fat grandson. This is not a waste of coming to the world.
Lu Wanyu suddenly thought of Liu Anya, a pathetic woman, who left without becoming a grandmother. She must have a lot of regrets and hate in her heart. Lu Wanyu only hopes to meet her in another world after her death. She must be a cow and a horse and pray for her forgiveness.
In the next life, she would not rob Yu Hanmo with Liu Anya.
She can easily become Mrs. Yu, but she will always be the nominal Mrs. Yu. Yu Hanmo's heart has long been dead. Since Liu Anya died, he has lived more heartless.
I'm really tired living with a man who has no heart
"You are my wife, how can you be my burden? Wan Yu, what are you thinking? What do you say? " Yu Hanmo frowned. Hearing Lu Wanyu's understatement, he felt hurt as if he was being pricked by a needle.
"I say what I want, don't I? All along, you don't have me in your heart. Wouldn't it be better if I died? "
"Lu Wanyu!" Yu Hanmo is angry. She looks indifferent. Suddenly, she is very angry.
Lu Wanyu's sideburns moved gently, with a casual smile on her face. She said calmly, "am I wrong? What are you excited about? What you love has always been Liu Anya. She has gone, and your heart has gone with her. These years, what I have is not a husband, but an empty shell. My husband hasn't touched me since I gave birth to a child. Where am I living a normal woman's life? "