He also knows that some leaders have families outside their homes, and even raise many lovers and children.
However, Zhao Muchen never thought of taking a woman outside to give birth to a son for him. Never had such an idea!
However, when he heard the girl said to do off the child, his heart is tight to pain! It hurts, it hurts!
Although he worried about the unexpected pregnancy of the girl, when the child really came, he really wanted him to make a decision to give up the child, he was reluctant to give up!
That's his flesh and blood, the flesh and blood that he got by accident after he was old!
However, the child disappeared from the world without his knowledge!
This makes him how heartache!
Girl at least to discuss with him, let him decide whether to give birth to this child?
But she didn't! She was so presumptuous and took away their children!
"Girl, why don't you wait for me to come back and make a decision?" He said with heartache, but his tears slipped into his eyes.
"I want to wait -- send you a message, you won't, call you, you turn off -- where can I find you?" Gu Yuwei couldn't control it any more and cried loudly!
Why does it only appear now! Why did you tell her to wait for his decision until now? Why?
Hear the girl cry, his heart is broken! It's really broken!
He knew he shouldn't blame her! He has no reason to blame her! Do abortion for a girl, is how painful how sad thing! The girl must hope that he can give her a reply, that he can appear beside her and deal with this matter with him, but she can't wait for his reply. She must be very sad!
This time is the time when the girl is most sad, hurt and need comfort. How can he blame her? How could he have the heart to blame her?
"Girl, I'm sorry, King Zhao made you suffer --" he said with tears, "tell me, where are you?"
"I'm in the training school --" Gu Yuwei cried for a long time. When she heard Zhao Wang's words, her heart felt a little better and she sobbed with tears.
Zhao Muchen didn't expect that she would come to class so soon! Can the body recover so quickly?
"Girl, have you recovered?" He asked.
"Good --" she said faintly, and finally stopped crying.
Maybe she cried too much some time ago, and now she feels that she can control her feelings more than before.
She wanted to ask, where have you been for so long? Why don't you call me? However, all of a sudden, she didn't want to ask.
Where is he going? What is he going to do? Can I tell you this little girl?
Zhao Muchen felt that the girl's mood was a little wrong, and his words were a little cold. It seems that the pain in her heart has been branded shadow.
"Girl -- I'm very busy in the capital this time -- come here in the evening, and I'll tell you more specifically, OK? Girl, Zhao Wang missed you! " Zhao Muchen said affectionately.
He really wanted to see the girl, missed her, and wanted to see her now.
It's really hard for her to undertake such a big thing by herself!
"No, I can't go, I'm not comfortable --" Gu Yuwei said biting her lips, but some of her tears fell down.
She didn't want to see him! For such a long time, she was thinking about him every day, waiting for him, waiting for him!
Now he's back, he's going to see her, but suddenly she doesn't think she should go to see him again! Really can't go any more?
He can go for more than ten days without any news, which shows that he doesn't care about her at all, and he doesn't care about her at all!
So why does she care so much about him? No, she can't be like this any more, taking a man she shouldn't have as her whole!
"Girl, I know your current situation. I asked Xiao Zhong to pick you up. I just want to see you. I'm sorry, girl. There's something wrong with Zhao Wang. It's a big thing at home. It happened during this holiday Girl, it's not that the king of Zhao doesn't miss you. The king of Zhao also misses you, every day However, the affairs of Zhao Wang's family are very important. If you know, I'm sure you can understand I'll tell you when you come, OK? Don't be wayward, girl - "
he knows that girl is angry with him.
It's so hard to be with a girl. She never got angry with him. The girl is not a stingy woman who likes to be angry, but this time, the girl's heart is really hurt too much, he can understand the girl's mood.
Gu Yuwei listened to Zhao Muchen's explanations, and her tears came again.
She just can't learn to refuse him, can't harden her heart to him! Listening to his voice, her heart softened! The line of defense that was originally intended to be erected was suddenly disintegrated!
She also believes that Wang Zhao has a hard time. Otherwise, how could he not turn on the computer for more than ten days and not read information?But what on earth made him disappear for more than ten days, leaving her completely behind?
She really wants to know.
She finally nodded her head and said, "well --"
hearing her reply, his heart suddenly relaxed, "girl, in the evening, I asked Xiao Zhong to pick you up --"
in the evening, when Gu Yuwei appeared in front of him, Zhao Muchen was almost shocked: is this still his girl? Why ten days no see, become so haggard so thin?
"Girl --" he can't help holding her tightly in his arms!
He felt her thin body, and now holding her in his arms, she looked even thinner!
"Sorry, girl, let you suffer --" he said kissing her, "why don't you wait for me to come back to decide, girl, why don't you ask me to make plans again?"
He didn't say it was OK. When he said it, her tears were irrepressible!
She swung her fist on his chest and said in tears, "can I wait for you? It's like you've disappeared from the world! Do you know how painful my heart is? I don't dare to tell anyone, I can only bear the pain alone
He grabbed her hand, kissed her, and said painfully, "girl, do you know that Zhao Wang likes children? If I know, I won't let you kill this child! I'll tell you, give birth to our baby! "
Gu Yuwei looks at him strangely! She looked at him blankly and motionless, then she fell down in his arms and cried out ---
it turned out that her dream was true! In the dream, King Zhao told her to protect their son and protect their son well - but she killed their child herself! It was she who killed their children with her own hands --
"ah King Zhao Sorry Sorry I dreamed of your words. In my dream, you told me to protect our son well. However, I couldn't wait for your reply, so I decided to give up our child, King Zhao. I'm sorry, I can't bear it. I really can't bear it -- "
GU Yuwei's hands tightly grasped his arm, and his nails were dug into his flesh!
Her heart aches! If only she could insist and wait until King Zhao came back to make a decision! How nice to have their baby! She believes that if the king of Zhao wants this child, she will naturally have the arrangement of the king of Zhao. She believes that the king of Zhao can arrange all this well ---
but, however, the child is gone. Before he can grow up and take shape, he is abandoned by her own hands. She feels that she is a sinner, the most cruel mother ---
GU Yuwei is crying with sadness and almost faints --
when Zhao Muchen held her, he felt that her body was as light as goose feather, and there was no weight at all --
looking at the girl who was about to collapse, he picked her up and gently put her on the bed --
"girl, I'm sorry, it's all Zhao Wang's fault, it's Zhao Wang's bad, Zhao Wang didn't give you a reply, which makes you bear such a big pain alone -- but, Zhao Wang is really busy. Forgive me, girl - "
Zhao Muchen fondly stroked her cheek and slowly told her what happened at home on this national day.
Gu Yuwei closed her eyes and couldn't stop her tears, but she didn't blame him. She knew that under such circumstances, he had no choice.
If we want to blame, we can only blame God for playing tricks on people! It's not the right time for the child to come and the right time for the father-in-law of King Zhao to leave. All these have become the pain that can't be erased between them! Zhao Mu Chen sighed in his heart!
Perhaps, he really should not have such extravagant hope, extravagant hope to have a child! God has given him enough, if he is not satisfied, it is against the heaven!
There is a way in life. Sometimes, there must be one. Don't ask for it all the time!
Let it go when it's gone --
"girl, don't be sad. It's all about life. You can't compete with life. Don't think about it any more. Keep your body healthy, OK?"
"Well --" Gu Yuwei nodded, hugged the king of Zhao, and her tears poured out again --
- ---
after returning to work, Zhao Muchen became extremely busy.
He used to be in charge of politics and law, discipline inspection system and personnel department. Later, he accepted the job that Zi Zongyin was in charge of. He was in charge of personnel, establishment, supervision, labor, social insurance, price statistics and so on.
The bigger the stall, the better for the leaders. The bigger the stall, the more power!
Zhao Mu Chen is not greedy for this power. On the contrary, he wants to take this opportunity to do a good job and show his ability.
After all, Lao Zi is also a hard-working leader, and his work is vigorous and resolute. After Zhao Muchen takes over his stall, if he just goes step by step without any change or breakthrough, he will not be able to show his leadership ability.
Of course, to change and break through is not a blind toss.In this year's work report, the general secretary also specifically mentioned this word: don't be reckless!
In order to avoid blind tossing, Zhao Muchen insisted on going to various places for investigation and research, going down for a walk and getting down to earth, so as to avoid blind tossing.
Often running down, Zhao Muchen has less time in Jiangyou group, and Gu Yuwei has less time to go to Yindu Hotel.
When Zhao Muchen was in the group before, he would let Gu Yuwei go as long as he had a chance. After the long holiday, they only saw one side and have not met again.
It seems that after experiencing the pain of that time, they left something in their hearts.
What exactly is it? Gu Yuwei is not clear.
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