She hopes that Zhao Muchen can change his mind, that they can start again, that they can preserve the integrity of the family, and that their life will not be fragmented.
After all, they are all in their forties. Why play the games that young people play?! Why do you make yourself so tired?! Why do you have a good day?! Why do you have to toss around?!
Zhang Yanhui sometimes really wants to question Zhao Muchen like this! Is that interesting?!
However, she knows that she can't talk to Zhao Muchen like this, otherwise she can't talk about it at all. How can she talk about a new beginning?! That would only accelerate the separation and bring the two together.
Therefore, she warned herself that she must endure! For the sake of long-term peace, we must endure the present dissatisfaction. No matter how angry and opinionated you are, be patient. As the saying goes, if you endure for a while, you won't worry for a hundred days.
In this way, Zhang Yanhui made dinner and sat at home quietly waiting for Zhao Muchen to come back.
Zhao Muchen didn't want to go home for dinner, but Zhang Yanhui said that when he came back for dinner, he had to come back ahead of time.
Bei Yun drove him downstairs.
Walking home, Zhao Muchen had a strange feeling. He has not opened this heavy door for a long time. He has not come back to the home he once loved so much.
This family, many times, only exists in his dream, those once happy moments, also only exists in his memory.
He wanted to ring the doorbell. After thinking about it, he took out the key and opened the door! Her heart beat a little faster!
She quickly opened the door from inside and saw Zhao Muchen looking at her with the key in his hand --
"back?" She asked with a smile.
Zhao Muchen looked at her for a moment in a trance. He almost thought he had gone to the wrong house! In front of such a gentle woman, smiling woman, is Zhang Yanhui?!
How long have not seen Zhang Yanhui so warm smile! Zhao Muchen seems to remember for a long time. Several times before he went home, Zhang Yanhui was expressionless every time he saw him, and sometimes even tiger faced him.
How did you become so tender and warm this time?!
Stunned for a moment, Zhao Muchen finally nodded and said: "well --"
"come on, change shoes --" Zhang Yanhui took the bag from his hand, then took out his slippers from the shoe cabinet, and warmly welcomed him home.
Zhao Muchen is a little flattered.
He found that Zhang Yanhui not only changed her attitude, but also her hairstyle. That big wavy hair, obviously after careful care, looks so stylish, and the face is also radiant, with delicate makeup, the whole person looks very elegant, more spiritual and beautiful than the previous few times.
Zhao Mu Chen also couldn't help but look a few more eyes, but he didn't know which one Zhang Yanhui was going to sing tonight?!
"Wash your hands and eat," Zhang Yanhui said, looking at him in a soft voice.
"Good --" Zhao Muchen goes to the bathroom and washes his hands. He is turning violently in his mind. How can Zhang Yanhui suddenly make a 180 degree turn?! Do you really want to make up?!
When he came to the restaurant, Zhao Muchen was shocked again!
Zhang Yanhui prepared a candlelight dinner. She took out two candlesticks she seldom used, and also prepared red wine.
On the dining table are Zhang Yanhui's own fried steaks, as well as a variety of exquisite small noodles.
It can be seen that Zhang Yanhui's dinner today is a very romantic Western-style candlelight dinner after careful preparation.
Zhao Mu Chen remembers that they had such a dinner only at the beginning of their marriage. Later, they had children. After their work got busy, they never had it again.
I didn't expect that Zhang Yanhui spent so much time to make this dinner tonight.
Zhao Muchen's heart was a little moved.
When Zhang Yanhui turns on the stereo, beautiful light music comes from it. She turns her voice down. Light music is like flowing water, flowing slowly in every corner of the house.
Then, she lit the candle and turned off the light in the dining room. Immediately, the atmosphere at home was different. In the dim candle light, Zhang Yanhui looked so beautiful and noble. She looked at Zhao Muchen affectionately, slowly raised her glass, and said softly, "Muchen, we are going back to our world tonight. This is what I've been dreaming of. Today is finally realized again - I'm very excited Move, Muchen, and you? "
Zhao Muchen was so confused by the atmosphere that he didn't know what to say!
He didn't expect Zhang Yanhui to welcome him home in such a way.
He would rather that she was indifferent to him. In that case, he felt normal. However, now Zhang Yanhui suddenly so gentle, so tender, but also made so romantic, so sensational, such an atmosphere, it is not suitable for his current mood.
Although he couldn't forgive Zhang Yanhui for hurting Yuwei, he felt guilty after all. After all, he was the one who was sorry for Zhang Yanhui. He betrayed the family and their marriage and love. Now, it's worth understanding that Zhang Yanhui was a woman and a wife.He also wanted to understand her and forgive her, but he couldn't get over it if he thought of his two children in his heart. In addition, he was not willing to face Zhang Yanhui directly because he was in the wrong. This complicated mood and suffering mood made Zhao Muchen very tangled.
In fact, he wanted to keep it half dead. He didn't want to divorce, and he didn't want to go back to the past with Zhang Yanhui, because they couldn't go back. Their heart knot was there. No matter when they thought about it, they couldn't be relieved. It was a kind of hurt. Could they go back?!
"Yanhui, you --" Zhao Muchen stared at her, he really couldn't adapt to this atmosphere for a moment.
"Muchen --" Zhang Yanhui came to him and looked at him tenderly, "let's forget the past and start a new life, OK?"
Zhao Muchen looks at her strangely. This is what Zhang Yanhui said?!
She is so noble that she never gives in to him. How can she say such a thing today?! Do you really want to go back to the past and start again?!
"Yanhui --" Zhao Muchen looked at her and didn't know what to say.
"Muchen, our husband and wife for more than 20 years, we grew up together and helped each other. Our children were brought up together by us. We have too many common memories. Our lives have been integrated and we can't tell you from me, right?" Zhang Yanhui looked at him affectionately with expectation in her eyes.
"Yanhui -- I -- we --" murmured Zhao Muchen, but he didn't know how to express it.
Zhang Yanhui has made it clear that he wants to start over and live a good life. Can he say "no"?! Can he refuse her request?! No matter from which angle, he has no reason to refuse!
He thought about it, nodded, and said, "OK -"
but he clearly heard his inner resistance, the tangled resistance!
"Muchen --" Zhang Yanhui approached him, leaned on his chest, put his arms around his neck, and said excitedly, "you know, I'm waiting for you to go home every day, and I'm looking forward to your coming home every day. How I wish I could open the door one day and suddenly find you at home, just like before, look at me and smile, and then tell me what delicious food you've made for me --"<
Zhao Muchen can't do it with his eyes closed! I really can't! He is not Zhao Muchen in the past! He didn't have the time, let alone the mood.
Such days have really gone forever!
"I'm sorry, Yanhui, I let you down, I'm not a good husband --" Zhao Muchen stood, and did not respond to her hug, he wanted to make himself as before, cater to her enthusiasm, tightly embrace her, but he still had resistance in his heart, unspeakable resistance.
It's not that Zhang Yanhui is bad, it's not really, but that his heart has gone far, really far away.
It's time to take it back?!
"No, no, Muchen, don't say that --" Zhang Yanhui said immediately, "I've never been disappointed with you, really not. You are always my pride, the pride of our family, my parents, the whole Zhangs and Zhaos. Muchen, I love you! Love in the past, love now, love in the future, love you all the time, love you forever
Oh, my God! Zhao Mu Chen closed his eyes. He didn't know whether he was in reality or in a dream!
How could it be like this tonight?! How could it be such a tender one?! What's wrong with that?! Why did Zhang Yanhui suddenly change?!
Zhao Muchen felt that he had an indescribable feeling in his heart, which was both moved and helpless. He wanted to accept and Resist --
all kinds of tangles mixed together, which really made him unable to control his behavior. Should he accept with enthusiasm or resist with indifference?!
He still closed his eyes, his hand was still numb, there was no response.
Zhang Yanhui's mood has come up. She has long been full of expectations for him. Now she leans on his chest and smells the man's smell on him. She has already gasped slightly. How she hopes Zhao Muchen can respond to her warmly and tell her personally that I love you forever, Yanhui!
However, when she raised her head, what she saw in her eager eyes was Zhao Muchen with her eyes closed ---
"what's the matter with you, Muchen?" Zhang Yanhui saw the tangled expression on Zhao Muchen's face, and the excitement and expectation that surged up in her heart were instantly pressed back more than half!
Women's hearts are sensitive.
Especially now Zhang Yanhui is more sensitive.
Her inner feelings for Zhao Muchen are also very tangled. She loves him and hates him! She not only hopes that he will return, but also thinks that Zhao Muchen can make a good mistake in front of her, apologize, and sincerely repent for his own behavior, and then live a good life with her from now on, never to happen again!
However, she knew that it was very difficult, and her expectation was almost extravagant. Now, as long as Zhao Muchen can return, she will win more than half!Therefore, at the moment, Zhao Muchen's even a small action will make her have a lot of associations.
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