Chapter 802

Gu Yuwei feels sour in his nose! There were tears in her eyes before she knew it ---

she thought of the days when she was with King Zhao last year, the days when they were together day and night, the days when King Zhao accompanied her to dinner Every time he would give her soup, and then he said the same sentence: "girl, drink slowly -"

this warm feeling, like a happy current, spread all over her body in an instant, and her heart was softened in an instant!

However, she did not dare to let him find, can not let him find!

She lowered her head. Her long hair covered her cheek and her eyes. Zhao Muchen sat on her side, unable to see the change of her expression. What's more, she didn't know that she was in tears now!

Gu Yuwei's hand holding the spoon is still a little trembling, her hand betrayed her!

Zhao Mu Chen looked at her slightly shaking hand and knew that the girl's heart began to tremble again. She is a delicate but fragile woman, she is a very sensitive but feigned strong woman, he knows her too well!

"Girl --" Zhao Muchen gently pressed her long hair on her ear with his hand. He found that on her long eyelashes, there were crystal tears!

"Girl --" Zhao Muchen put his hand around her shoulder, and his warm and thick palm rubbed her shoulder. "Do you know how much I miss you?! Girl -- "

She pursed her mouth, and tears came out uncontrollably. She wanted to tell him: I know, I know! I miss you,too!

But she couldn't say it! She only felt that there was a huge resistance in her throat, blocking her heart words in her chest, making her heart very depressed!

"Girl, look at me --" Zhao Muchen put her arms around her shoulder, let her face him, "tell Zhao Wang, do you want to miss me?"

She bowed her head and didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid that if she only looked at him, she would completely melt herself!

However, her tears were gurgling down her cheeks.

"Girl, why do you want to embarrass yourself so much?! Why do you want to avoid me when you think of me?! Why? " Zhao Muchen looked at her and said painfully, "it's a torture to you and me, a great torture --"

she tried not to cry, but she still had a choking voice in her throat. The depression in her heart almost swallowed her up!

"Girl -- I'm sorry, it's me! I know, is Zhao Wang bad, Zhao Wang let you hurt, let you suffer torture, can't blame you, can only blame myself -- you know, girl, because of this, so, although I want to miss you very much, but, I dare not contact you, dare not like before, when you want to give you information, tell you, hope you can immediately appear in front of me -- "Zhao Mu Chen held her tightly in his arms.

Gu Yuwei feels like a puppet, in front of him, in his arms, completely controlled by him, she has been unable to control herself!

He was familiar with the taste of men, so that she suddenly intoxicated! She is so eager for his warm and strong chest, she is so attached to him to bring her this sense of security, but - but this sense of security is actually not safe, not safe at all!

She used to think that behind him, she could have the world and become the safest and happiest woman.

However, she was wrong, she not only did not get the safety and happiness, but became the most miserable and painful woman in the world!

She lost everything she wanted, everything in an instant!

No, she can no longer revel in his arms, this is the gentle trap!

She closed her eyes and told herself firmly in her heart, let's go, Gu Yuwei! Can't go back!

So, when Zhao Muchen was also intoxicated with the taste of her body, she pushed him away so firmly and broke away from his arms!

Zhao Mu Chen originally closed his eyes to feel the warmth of a long time ago. As soon as she pushed him away, he woke up instantly! Open your eyes and look at her!

Gu Yuwei looked at him tearfully, with endless pain and tangle on her tearful face. Her eyes were full of sorrow and helplessness --

"girl --" Zhao Muchen looked at her, "you can say what you want, don't hold it in your heart! If you want to scold King Zhao, you can scold him. I understand your feelings and I can feel your pain because your pain is also mine! Girl -- "

GU Yuwei shakes her head. In her eyes, Zhao Wang's appearance is blurred. His short hair seems to be mixed with silver hair, so obvious, so dazzling -

Zhao Wang is old, Zhao Wang is thin, and has not seen him for several months. In her eyes, the tall man is a lot older, and looks so tired and haggard!

She remembered that she had said that he was not allowed to grow old, that he could not grow old, that he would never grow old, that he would always be young.

It's all dreamtalk. How ridiculous! Years make people old, everyone will be old, and no one can escape the laws of nature. However, the aging of the king of Zhao is so fast. It seems that the king of Zhao is getting old many years at once.Before, she never felt that he was old, that he was so young, full of strength and charm. He is the male god in her heart.

However, why did the king of Zhao suddenly grow old?! Is there really something wrong with your body?! Or is it because the relationship between them has come to such a half dead state today?!

Gu Yuwei is not sure whether it is because of their feelings. However, she remembers that Li Jiaojiao told her that it's easy for a man to forget his feelings. Only a woman will be intoxicated in a relationship and can't extricate herself.

However, no matter what it is, in the face of the sudden aging of Zhao Wang, her heart is still so hurt -

she can't help reaching out and stroking his cheek, but she can't say a word -

Zhao Muchen knows that the girl's heart can't forget him, let alone abandon him.

He gently covered the back of her hand and held her hand tightly in his palm --

"girl -- I love you very much, love you very much --" he looked at her and said, with moist mist in his eyes.

"Zhao Wang --"

GU Yuwei finally sent out these two words from her throat, which were extremely difficult and extremely sour. These two words brought her more tears --

"girl --" Zhao Muchen reached out and gently wiped away the tears from her face. "Zhao Wang wants to tell you, give Zhao Wang a little time, let me deal with my own affairs well, and I will give our feelings How about an explanation? "

Gu Yuwei listens to his words, there is deep amazement in the heart! This is the first time that King Zhao said this to her! Before, he never said, never said to give an account of the feelings between them! What does he mean by that?! Divorce his wife?! Really free and come with her?! Is that possible?! How is that possible?!

However, the king of Zhao is not an easy person to promise! Why does he say that?! Has it really begun to do so?!

"What are you talking about?" Gu Yuwei looked at him and asked in amazement. She didn't believe what she heard was true.

"Give King Zhao a little time and let me handle my own affairs well. I will give an account of our feelings, OK?" Zhao Mu Chen looked at her again and said that her eyes were so firm.

Gu Yuwei closed her eyes and shook her head again. She couldn't believe it. She couldn't believe it!

"King Zhao -- I know that you love me and I love you! I know that neither of us can let go of the other, but -- do you know, King Zhao? I love you, I think how deep you are, how painful my heart is - "

GU Yuwei feels that her heart is tightly pulled together again, and it hurts violently!

Her mind, her heart, constantly echoed her most familiar and sad poem, Tagore's poem -

The furthest distance in the world

is not the distance between life and death

but I stand in front of you

you don't know I love you

The furthest distance in the world

is not that I stand in front of you

you don't know I love you

The furthest distance in the world is not that I can't say I love you

it's not that I can't say I love you

but that I miss you deeply

it's not that I can't say I miss you

but that I love each other

but can't be together

The furthest distance in the world

is not that This love

can't be together

but clearly knows that true love is invincible

but pretends not to care

The furthest distance in the world

is not the distance between trees

but the branches growing from the same root

but can't depend on each other in the wind

The furthest distance in the world

is not that the branches can't depend on each other

but the stars looking out at each other

but don't The furthest distance in the world

is not the track between stars

but the furthest distance in the world

is the distance between fish and birds

even though the tracks intersect

in an instant

The furthest distance in the world

is not the distance between stars

but the distance between fish and birds

before they meet

is doomed to be unable to meet

in the world In the sky

but deep in the sea

She felt that between her and Zhao Wang, it was such a sad feeling that they loved each other, but could not be together! Clearly Acacia, but can only be buried in the bottom of my heart! Between them is not the track of the stars, even if occasionally meet, but also in an instant nowhere to find! Between them, one is in the sky, the other is deep in the sea!Between them, is the furthest distance in the world!

"I know, girl, I know! How could I not know? " Zhao Mu Chen once again a force, and put her tightly in his arms, "your heartache I feel, every moment, I will think of you, can't see you, long night, I often think of you in the dark, think of you, there is sweet in my heart, also have deep-rooted pain! Girl, I'm sorry -- "

GU Yuwei's face is deeply buried in his chest, and her warm and generous shoulders make her unable to extricate herself! She wanted to break free again, but she was held tightly by him!

She can only cry in his chest, all the grievances and pain, repressed so long miss, surging out again! She could not help but put her arms around his neck and began to cry --

"sorry, girl --" Zhao Mu Chen stroked her hair and kept comforting. He held her tightly in his arms and would never let her out of his arms again. He cherished her like a lost and recovered treasure and did not dare to relax.

She cried and shook her head in his arms. She didn't want him to say sorry! Love has never been sorry! It is her willingness to fall in love with him, and it is her own will that determines her step by step to the present. In this love, she paid all her love, but also received a true love of Zhao Wang, she did not blame him, never blame him!

However, she complained about God's teasing, why let her meet him, why let her fall in love with him?! Since they have been given the opportunity, why should they take away their most beloved child so cruelly and let her experience the darkest and most painful pain in her life that can never be erased?!

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