She is very calm when she meets Huang Zhongming. Not long ago, she went to visit the veteran cadres in Chunjiang and had a discussion, dinner and chat with them. Huang Zhongming was also there. When they were together, they were no different from others. Huang Zhongming is also indifferent. Although they have been meeting for several years, they both know that the relationship based on power disappears with the collapse of power.
However, Gu Yuwei now says that even if Zhao Muchen is a civilian, she will love him as well!
Gu Liqing can't believe Gu Yuwei's words can be done, but she believes that her idea is true at this moment. As for whether she can do it on that day, only facts can test it. Maybe she can, maybe she will be defeated by reality!
There are both possibilities.
In reality, there are many such cases.
Unfortunately, many people come together because of power. Of course, there are also happy people. Only a small part.
After all, people are realistic. Once the power once owned is gone and the aura is lost, the worship and mystery will disappear. The other party falls from the high altar and becomes the most common man in the world. Facing the trivial life and the hardships of daily necessities, love can't stand the test. How many people in the face of the cruel reality, restore the most real face, once the best love, no longer exist.
Guliqing doesn't know whether Gu Yuwei is such a person or not. Is it the same reality as many women?! However, she knows that she can't love an ordinary old man, so she will separate her feelings and transactions very clearly and won't let herself fall into this tangle.
She also knew that people around her who knew her said she was a bad woman.
Yes, she does. She's a bad woman, very bad, very bad woman!
She abandoned her first lover Zhu Dayun, took advantage of Ding Zhihua's feelings, attached to Huang Zhongming's power, and sent Gu Yuwei to Zhao Muchen's arms. With such unconventional means and her own efforts, she came to her present position step by step.
But if she doesn't, she will still be an ordinary village teacher, and she can't realize her dream! How difficult it is for a grassroots like her to reach the height of her heart through normal efforts in China! Most of her classmates, like her, are still rural teachers now. Many of them fall in love with their colleagues just like she used to. They finally get married and have children. They have been trapped in the countryside all their lives. Now, in order for their children to go to school in the city, they spend all their time buying houses in the city and living a hard life of saving clothes and food.
Of course, it is also a kind of life, a very ordinary life. There will be happiness in the ordinary and ordinary.
But guliqing is not willing to live such an ordinary life, will walk out of such a different road to rise.
Sometimes when she thinks of Zhu Dayun who has left, she will regret it.
However, after dawn, when she went back to her office and thought about what she could do, her mood did not exist. She felt that her destiny was doomed to be like this, and it was impossible for her to live as ordinary as others. Since she chose, she would accept any test and blow from fate.
Zhu Dayun's departure is the biggest blow from heaven. She felt that she owed him the most in her life, which was Zhu Dayun. And this life can not repay, Zhu Dayun took her chance, never come back.
"Yuwei, are you really looking forward to his divorce and coming together with you?" "You're not afraid that his future will be affected by it, or even - haven't you thought about it?" she asked
"Of course - I know he's at great risk! So, I never let him do it! Really? Although I can accept his identity as a civilian in my heart, I know that he can't accept it himself! The most unacceptable thing for a person with high power is the loss of power. What's more, once he wants to do so, he may lose not only power, but also more -- in that case, he will not be happy, even if we are together, he will not be happy! I hope he can always be so domineering, so high, even if I can not have him, can only look at him so far, I am also satisfied! Really, as long as I can watch him in the news every day, I feel very happy! This feeling is very strange, even I can't understand it! But I am in such a state of mind now! I don't want him to do anything for me. I don't have the desire to be a senior official. I just want him to be healthy and safe and everything goes well, "Gu Yuwei said.
Guliqing listen to her words, have to sigh, Gu Yuwei and she really is not the same person.
Her feelings for Zhao Muchen have really reached a state.
Love is not possession, but blessing! This sentence, let guliqing see Gu Yuwei's heart. She is such a realm to Zhao Muchen.
"You should let him know your mentality, and don't let him do anything risky for you. If a man of his age really falls in love with a woman, and you love him so much, he may try his best to fight hard, but things will not be as good as they want, "Gu Liqing said.Gu Yuwei nodded and said, "I know, I told him that he should understand what I mean --"
"Yuwei, you have a good mentality, really -- I don't have your mentality. I can't face power like you. I'm a man with a strong desire for power. I'll look forward to my next step. I'll think about where I may be in the future, what height I'll reach, and how I can continue to show my ambition. This is my pursuit in my heart. Maybe I want too much, so I'm doomed to lose a lot of things. God is always fair. When he gives you something, he often takes something with him. A person, can't be so lucky, have everything -- "guliqing said," but, anyway, Yuwei, I hope you can be happy. If you are not happy, I feel like a sinner! There is a deep sin! I can understand what you said. He is a great man, worthy of your love, but, this love, can not be exposed, can only hide, this is the price you have to pay - "
" I have been used to, the price has also experienced - however, after experiencing the pain, I learned to protect myself properly, do not dare to love so blindly and fanatically -- "Gu Yuwei said helplessly.
Gu Liqing knows Gu Yuwei's inner pain, which she deeply feels. Want to love but can't love, want to give up but can't do, tangled and suffering, is such a state of mind.
Two people walk while chatting, already imperceptibly walked far away. Look at the time. It's late. Guliqing suggests that we return to the hotel.
When going back, Gu Yuwei asked with a smile: "elder sister, you will not be in Chunjiang in the future, I want to find someone to talk about my heart, but there is no more --"
"ha ha, of course, I will come back often, my root is here, my hometown is here, my parents are still here, how can I not come back?! What's more, maybe soon we'll be together again? " Guliqing said with a smile.
"Is it possible?" Gu Yuwei asked inconceivably.
"Everything in the group is possible!" Guliqing said, "Liulin group is a big group. There are many counties and county-level groups below. Maybe when will you go to Liulin group?"?! Ha ha
"That's great! I'm really looking forward to working with my sister -- "Gu Yuwei laughs.
"OK, if I do go there, if I have a chance, I'll recommend you to go there --" guliqing said.
Both of them were talking and laughing. In fact, it was just a joke. At this time, neither of them took it seriously.
However, they did not and will not think that such a joke tonight will really come true in the future!
Of course, that's the Afterword!
At this time, Zhao Muchen, who is in Changcheng with his parents, has received a secret telegram from the top, about Uncle Wu's journey back to worship his ancestors at Qingming, which has been officially determined ---
this evening, Zhao Muchen, who is in Changcheng with his parents, has received a secret telegram from the top, about Uncle Wu's journey back to worship his ancestors at Qingming, which has been officially determined ---
there is another one Qingming Festival is the time of Zhou Dynasty. According to the national legal holiday, Qingming has a three-day long holiday to give Chinese people time to return home to worship their ancestors.
In order to avoid the peak of tomb sweeping, Uncle Wu and his party decided to go back to their hometown in advance to worship their ancestors.
This call was made by Yan Liwen, the Secretary of Uncle Wu, to Zhao Muchen.
Zhao Muchen had just finished dinner with his parents and was chatting with them in their room when Yan Liwen called.
Seeing that it was Yan Liwen's phone call, Zhao Muchen was shocked. He immediately got up and went to the bathroom. After closing the door, he began to answer it.
"Brother Yan --" Zhao Mu Chen called softly.
"Muchen, the chief's trip is ahead of schedule --" Yan Liwen said. "The original time was the day before Qingming, and the chief later decided to leave two days ahead of schedule to avoid the peak of tomb sweeping. The chief said that there is a rule for tomb sweeping in his hometown, three days before Tomb Sweeping Day or four days after Tomb Sweeping Day. So I went to the tomb sweeping three days before Tomb Sweeping Day -- "
" Oh, OK, OK! " Zhao Muchen's heart immediately tightened up. As soon as the schedule was advanced, the following work became more intense, especially the security work, which could not be careless.
"You have arranged the corresponding work in advance. Our special plane will fly directly to Beijiang airport at 8 a.m. on April 2 and arrive at Beijiang airport at about 10 a.m. The chief said that instead of holding a reception ceremony, he would go directly from the airport to the expressway and return to Wujiabao, Wanxian County, Jianglin group -- "Yan Liwen said." the relevant notice was sent to the general office of Jiangyou group this evening. The specific work must be arranged immediately. There are only two days left! Make sure the chief's trip is smooth and safe! "
"Yes, certainly! Don't worry, brother Yan Zhao Mu Chen said immediately.
"In addition, this time, the chief went back to sweep the tomb not by himself, but by a large family. The two sons of the chief also accompanied the whole family. However, the chief told the two sons to set out first and arrive at Beijiang group the first day. Then you will send a special car to take them to Wanxian county. They said they would go back to their hometown first and the chief will arrive the next day! " Yan Liwen said, "this will not be clear in the secret telegram, you just know it!"
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