"Brother, I'm sorry - I hope you pay attention to your health and stop worrying about this matter. I'll explain it to you later, OK?" Zhao Chengyu said.
"Explain? have a chance to? What do you want to explain? If you want to explain now, what chance are you waiting for? " Zhao Mu Chen puzzled to ask, think Zhao Cheng Yu good strange, how to say out of the words so incomprehensible?
"I'm sorry, brother. Now I don't have time or mood. I don't want to talk about it. I'll explain it to you later." Zhao Chengyu finished and hung up in a hurry.
Zhao Mu Chen wanted to ask a clear, but it is more confused, the heart is more uncomfortable.
Yeah, what are you doing with the past? Why mention such a sad thing? Isn't it meant to be a blockbuster?
He threw the phone on the sofa and forced himself not to look at the children's photos any more. However, the two babies in the incubator and the two lovely children in Beiyun's mobile phone still appeared in his mind!
Why do their twins live so well? So cute? His two children are going to suffer such bad luck?
Why is God so cruel?
Is it because these two children belong to Zhao Muchen? Is it because he is against the secular?
Why is there no pity in heaven? Why can't two children survive? Those are two lovely lives! What's wrong with them? Why deprive them of the right to exist?
Zhao Mu Chen asked why again and again in his heart, but no one could answer his question, because it was a knot that could not be solved any more.
At this time, another face appeared in Zhao Muchen's mind, that terrible ferocious crazy woman's face!
It's her! She killed his two children! Zhang Yanmei, this hateful woman, ferocious woman! A perverted woman, a woman with a bad ending!
For so long, Zhao Muchen had forgotten the most annoying woman in the world! However, as soon as the child's appearance appeared, he could not help thinking of the culprit!
He can't forgive Zhang Yanmei. He will never forgive this vicious woman in his life!
And Zhang Yanhui, yes, she is also the executioner!
If she doesn't take Zhang Yanmei to go to Gu Yuwei, if she can stop Zhang Yanmei at the scene, if she has a little humanity, everything will not be like today!
Lying there, Zhao Muchen couldn't help thinking of all the things about Zhang Yanhui for so many years.
He even wondered if he really loved Zhang Yanhui?
When she was young, he pursued Zhang Yanhui so enthusiastically, because she was a school flower with a prominent family background. She was a goddess, and almost all men expected to be favored by the goddess.
There were many boys pursuing Zhang Yanhui in those years, among whom there were many boys whose family and personal conditions were better than Zhao Muchen. However, Zhang Yanhui chose Zhao Muchen.
Zhao Muchen was so happy that he felt that he was the happiest man in the world and the proudest man in the school.
However, after marriage, Zhao Muchen knew that he had to pay a price to marry a goddess. It's not so easy to serve the goddess well.
What other women can do, the goddess can't do, what other women can't do, the goddess is very keen to do.
For this reason, Zhao Muchen learned to do all the housework, to grind coffee for Zhang Yanhui, to squeeze fresh juice, to take care of children, to wash diapers
He has always been a good man until he came to Jiangyou group.
When he came here, the sky was high and the emperor was far away.
He originally thought that what he was free from was his body. Unexpectedly, his heart soon broke free, and then he met the girl and fell in love with the little girl regardless of everything
Is it not love between Zhang Yanhui and Zhang Yanhui? Zhao Mu Chen asked himself in his heart.
It's love, but it seems that it's more of a victory style glory. This victory style glory is gradually consumed by the trivial affairs after marriage, so that he can't stand it. Finally, he chose to leave the capital, leave Zhang Yanhui, and come to Jiangyou group.
It's a big escape of his body and mind.
So, with the girl? Is it true love? Is it simply out of the instinct of love?
Yes! Zhao Mu Chen answered in his heart without hesitation.
He loved her. Since he saw her, it was the sweetness and happiness from the bottom of his heart. It was the most real happiness, not the happiness after winning the laurel.
Follow your heart and love beyond control.
Once the gate of emotion is opened, it is impossible to close it.
Zhao Muchen has been thinking about how to deal with his marriage and the relationship with Gu Yuwei.
If things go well, if Zhang Yanmei doesn't appear, if he and the girl's children are still there, he will choose to preserve the existing family and marriage, and hide the girl like some men.Because in that case, he felt ashamed of Zhang Yanhui. He could no longer hurt Zhang Yanhui and deprive her of her only fame.
He knows that women care about men's love, more about their own reputation.
He gave his name to Zhang Yanhui and his love to Gu Yuwei, which seems to be relatively fair to the two women.
But now it's impossible.
His emotional balance is out of balance. It's completely tilted to Gu Yuwei's side. Because he felt that he owed too much to the girl, and that he was responsible for her pain and misfortune. In the future, he was responsible for not being a mother.
He can't imagine what kind of heartache he would feel if the girl was abandoned because she couldn't have children after she married another man! It's like stabbing him on the tip of his heart, making his life worse than death!
He can't let such a tragedy happen! I really can't! He can't let other men hurt his poor girl any more! Absolutely not!
The idea is getting stronger and stronger.
Especially after Zhao Muchen was ill, Gu Yuwei came to see him. The entanglement that she clearly loved but had to hide made Zhao Muchen heartbroken several times!
He knows that the girl loves him and always loves him!
But now she dare not love! She shrank! Because this love brings her too much pain! She can't take it anymore!
When the girl left, the helpless and tangled pain in her eyes was deeply engraved in Zhao Muchen's mind.
He told the girl that he wanted to give their love a home, what he said was true! It must be true! He will do it as soon as possible, he will give the girl a home, let her no longer be any harm.
Today, I saw the picture of the child in Beiyun's mobile phone, and his inner thought was even stronger!
The child is gone, he can't lose the girl any more!
Zhao Muchen picks up his mobile phone, turns to Gu Yuwei's phone, and dials it out with trembling hands -
this is the first time Zhao Muchen has taken the initiative to call her since they separated!
His heart is beating faster! A strong desire came to me! He is so eager for the girl to answer the phone, so eager to hear her voice, and even so eager to see her!
However, after thinking about it for a long time, just as he was about to hang up, the weak voice came from Gu Yuwei --
"Zhao Wang --"
without saying anything, Gu Yuwei was already in tears!
Zhao Wang's call was so timely and accurate. When she missed him most and worried about him most, his call came!
Separated for nearly a year, Zhao Muchen never took the initiative to call her.
Gu Yuwei thought that he would never call her again, because she chose to leave.
Although there is still love between them, although they still care about each other, but this love is doomed to be a tragedy, doomed to no end, Zhao Wang may also give up!
During this period, they also occasionally met once or twice, until the king of Zhao fell ill, she ran to see him regardless of everything, but left ruthlessly.
Miss him, miss him, care about him, but dare not face him, this is her tangle and pain.
"Wench --" Zhao Muchen's nose is sour, and his eyes are wet unconsciously.
"King Zhao, are you ok?" Gu Yuwei pursed her mouth and asked with tears.
"It's OK, girl, I'm ok, don't worry --" Zhao Muchen said, his voice was so soft that he couldn't believe it.
"It's OK, Zhao Wang --" Gu Yuwei thought of her terrible dream, "pay attention to your body, don't be careless --"
"OK, girl, how are you Zhao Mu Chen asked, feeling his heart shaking.
"I'm fine --" Gu Yuwei said with tears in her eyes, "don't worry about me --"
"girl --" Zhao Muchen cried from the bottom of her heart, "are you really OK? King Zhao worries about you and thinks of you every day - "
hearing this, Gu Yuwei's tears surge out like the sea water breaking the dike!
She wanted to tell Zhao Wang: why am I not? I'm not good at all! I think about you every day, care about you, worry about you!
But, she dare not say, she can't say. She was afraid that if she said it, it would arouse the king of Zhao's lovesickness and make him do some irrational things.
She doesn't want him to do anything for her, especially the things that are unfavorable to him. She doesn't want him to do it, and never do it again!
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