Zhang Yanhui had tears in her eyes again. She came to the room, opened the cupboard, pulled out the drawer, and found that there were all the photos of their childhood.

In the photo, she and Yanmei are wearing sheep's horn braids, bows, and the same flowery skirt. Their mother's short black hair is slightly curled, and they are wearing the unique work clothes of that era. They stand behind them and smile so brightly!

This photo is taken in the summer palace. It's summer, and the weeping willows behind it are Yiyi. Although it's a black-and-white photo, it looks very beautiful.

There's a picture of dad in the drawer.

My father was in a cave in Yan'an. At that time, my father was very young, wearing a cotton coat and a red army cap, and was working at his desk. At that time, father did not know his mother, let alone their children.

And a picture of big brother. Big brother just joined the army. The elder brother in his new military uniform looks so immature, and his fat military uniform looks a little nondescript. Big brother was only thirteen or fourteen at that time! It's because the elder brother joined the army when he was very young, so Zhang Yanhui doesn't have deep feelings for the elder brother. She thinks that the elder brother is always so unsmiling. When I was a child, my elder brother seldom played with them. Every day, I went out to play with other boys in the courtyard.

Zhang Yanhui had never seen such a precious picture before. She didn't expect her mother to keep it so well.

There is nothing in this small drawer, just a few pictures of my family.

Under the drawer is a layer of waxy brown paper, which has been marked by years and appears to be mottled.

Looking at these photos, Zhang Yanhui seems to go back to the past, to her childhood, to the happy years when she and Zhang Yanmei played together carefree

It's a pity that all this has passed and will never come back. Even her sister has gone away and may never come back

Zhang Yanhui closed the cupboard door and looked at her mother who had fallen asleep. Her pale hair, no matter when it looked, was so dazzling.

How young and beautiful the mother in the picture is!

At that time, my mother's hair was black, her face was smooth, and even her smile was brilliant. But now? My mother has exhausted her life, maybe one day she will suddenly leave her

Thinking of these, Zhang Yanhui can't control her inner pain.

She lay down in front of her mother's window and wept silently.

She knows that this is the law of life, this is a natural phenomenon, everyone will grow old, everyone will leave the world one day. One day, like her mother, she will become white haired, dumb and unknown

Time is so cruel, life is so fragile.

When you have completed all the missions of your life, you are not far from the end of your life.

Everyone's life is nothing more than running for a career and raising children. We should strive for our own career and hope for our children.

Zhang Yanhui thinks that her parents' career is successful. Her father came from the war years, shot and killed, and finally came to the core power center of the country. Dad's life is brilliant. He grew up with this country, experienced the birth of new China, witnessed the founding of this country; experienced the reform and opening up, witnessed the prosperity of this country; also experienced the chaotic period of this country, suffered an undue blow

Mother's career and life are successful.

Like her father, she has her own career. Although it is not as prominent as her father's career, she also maintains her independent personality and works as a woman all her life. She raised three children, raised a general, and had such a distinguished husband who always loved her.

Mom is happy.

Zhang Yanhui felt that her old age must be very miserable. Because although her husband also has a prominent career, he is going to abandon him. My daughter is far away in the United States, and will not return to China or accompany her in the future.

Her old age will be a lonely old age. In the future, like many old people, she may go to a nursing home to provide for the aged. There, she will bask in the sun with a group of old people and old women every day. She will look forward to the sunset at sunrise and the dawn at dusk, and her life will be boring.

Regret to call my husband to find a marquis! If Zhao Muchen is an ordinary person, they may have a common happiness and a common stable life.

However, there is no if in life, only results and consequences.

Everything has happened, can't go back to the past, life can't come back!

"Mom -- you must be good, you must be good, Mom --" Zhang Yanhui looked at her sleeping mother and said in tears.

Although her mother did not know her, she hoped that her mother could live a long life and accompany her further on the road of life. With her mother, the home is there, and the home is still home. Without her mother, all this would not exist -

Zhang Yanhui wiped her tears and went back to her room and sat in a daze at the window.This evening, the waning moon hanging in the west, is she destined to be so sad?

Some days did not receive a call from Luo Luo, Zhang Yanhui suddenly miss her, miss her daughter.

At the beginning, it was Zhao Muchen's idea to send the children out. He knew that he would not let the children go abroad. Children do not go abroad, she and Zhao Muchen have more topics, Zhao Muchen love children, will often come home to see.

Maybe these things won't happen between them? Would Zhao Muchen not be so indifferent to her? Can their family still exist?

However, Zhang Yanhui immediately gave up the idea.

For her daughter, going abroad is a leap forward in her life. Her future will be more brilliant than theirs, and her life will be more happy.

Zhang Yanhui believes that her daughter's world will be wonderful in the future.

She felt a little more comforted at the thought.

Her daughter is her hope and sustenance. She really wants to fly to America to see her daughter!

Look at the time. It's almost ten o'clock. It's morning in America at this time. My daughter must be preparing for school!

Zhang Yanhui sat by the phone and wanted to call her daughter. She could feel more comforted to hear Luo Luo's voice.

Just as she was sitting by the phone, the phone suddenly rang!

Zhang Yanhui was startled by the telephone ring! Then she grabbed the phone in surprise. She thought it was Lolo! Does Lolo know Mom's thinking about her?

"Luo Luo --" Zhang Yanhui picked up the phone and said immediately.

There was silence for a while on the other side of the phone, and then came Zhang Yanmei's voice --

"Yanhui, it's me!" Zhang Yanmei said wearily.

"Sister! Why are you Zhang Yanhui said in surprise, how dare she call back at this time?

"Why can't it be me? I'm not dead. I'm still alive. Why can't it be me? " Zhang Yanmei said angrily.

"Sister, you know that's not what I mean! I want you to protect yourself. Now you can't show up and call home! Don't you know? " Zhang Yanhui said anxiously, as if someone was monitoring her. She was so nervous that her hand holding the phone was shaking.

"Of course I know --" Zhang Yanmei said, "your good husband is looking for me all over the world. How can I not know?"

Zhang Yanmei's words directly point to Zhang Yanhui's pain, which she can't face!

After a moment's silence, Zhang Yanmei continued: "Yanhui, I don't blame you. I know Zhao Muchen won't listen to you any more. He has long forgotten our Zhang family. He has today been given to him by the Zhang family. He is an ungrateful white eyed wolf! Don't talk about him! He wanted me all over the world, and thought I could really get away with it? Think he can really get what he wants? "

Zhang Yanhui knows what Zhang Yanmei thinks. She must be wandering around and going to every country. In this way, it's hard for anyone to find her. However, why doesn't she think about it? Now, there are people who are wanted on the Internet. As long as someone recognizes her and reports her on the Internet, she will be finished!

"Sister, be careful! At these times, you'd better stay away from home and never go anywhere! " Zhang Yanhui said.

"Ha ha, Yanhui, don't you know your sister? If I'm so easy to catch, it's not Zhang Yanmei! " Zhang Yanmei said with a smile.

"Elder sister, that's it. We won't talk much. Just know you're safe! When the wind is over, you can get in touch with your family, OK? " Zhang Yanhui wants to hang up immediately. She is afraid that the phone at home will be monitored. That Zhang Yanmei is in danger!

"Ha ha, don't worry. Even if someone knows my current position, it's OK. I won't stay in the same place all the time. It's not so easy for them to catch me!" Zhang Yanmei said, "my right eyelid jumps badly today. I want to know if my mother is OK?"

"Elder sister --" Zhang Yanhui heard Zhang Yanmei say so, immediately his nose was sour, tears fell out, "elder sister, mom has been calling your name tonight, always thinking of you!"

"Ah --" Zhang Yanmei's heart is aching! It turns out that today's right eyelid is always jumping. It's mom calling her and thinking about her! So there is such a strong telepathy between them!

"Mom, is she OK?" Zhang Yanmei also choked and asked.

Over 50 years old, she has to wander abroad. She can't go back to her home. Even her old mother can't serve her!

Why did you listen to that damn Jack in the first place? Just want to run away with money? Why can't you do serious things well and spend the last period of time with your mother at home?

Zhang Yanmei has a little regret!

I think of my mother who has been dying. I think of my mother who has not many days to come. She has never had a kind of heartache surging up. She has never been sad!

My mother is already unconscious, but still worried about her!

What a shame for her unfilial daughter!"Yanhui, I'm sorry for mom, I'm sorry for Dad, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for this family..." Zhang Yanmei's elder sister finally spoke her heart. For so many years, she never said sorry to her family! Even when she did the most outrageous, when she said so heartless words to her father, she didn't realize her fault! Always make parents sad!

Now my father is gone, and my mother is gone. She finally realizes her mistake! Finally know that I am sorry for this family!

But what if I'm sorry? I can't go back!

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