Chapter 215： His woman (3)

I glanced at Quan Jianli’s expression, knowing that it’s inconvenient to ask more, and the topic changed, "Since you have said so, then I won’t mention it anymore. But you haven’t seen Yu Han in some days, then Little child, if you are alone in a foreign country, at least you should call and care about it. That child is really distressing. He is only five years old, but he is mature and uncomfortable. Yu Han is like you when he was a child. The same...stubborn and unwilling to be soft."

Wu Yujie said, her eyes flushed, "In fact, what Yu Han needs is not good learning conditions at all. What he needs now is fatherly love! Even if it's just a word from you, it's better than I say dozens and hundreds... …In that child’s heart, he has always regarded you as a god..."

A word of paternal love made Quan Jianli's chest tight.

The word love is too heavy.

For him, there is nothing to do.

Just like when Lin Moge asked him whether he loves her or not.

He didn't know how to answer.

Because he doesn't know what love is.

Perhaps loving a woman is just like the fallacy Mo Yiyun said, just wanting to sleep with her, and still sleep for a lifetime.

But what about loving a child? What should I do? What kind of feeling is it?

No one told him.

However, he remembered when he was a child, just like Yu Han now, mature and sensible prematurely, and the thoughts in his heart would never be told to anyone.

Lock yourself up so that no one can see what you think clearly. On the face, live as if wearing a mask.

Wu Yujie is still persuading, "Yu Han's studies have become heavier these few days. I am afraid that if this continues, the child will not be able to stand it. If the string is too tight, it will break sooner or later...Jian Li , If you are free, go see your kids, and go out and go around, don’t drink alcohol all the time and hurt your body..."

"I'll consider..." He still said without expression.

"Okay, that's all I can say, you should take a good rest, remember to take the medicine..." Wu Yujie sighed slightly and turned to leave.

"Master Li, take medicine?" Yue Yong had been standing by the door, only then took a few steps forward.

Quan Jianli sat still, didn't answer his words, and didn't plan to take medicine, "Smoke."

Yue Yong was stunned for a moment, "Master Li, you haven't gotten too much alcohol, if you smoke again..."

Quan Jianli looked up and gave him a fierce look. The frightened Yue Yong quickly took out the cigarette and lit it to Master Li, standing aside cringingly.

It seems that what Mrs. said just now touched Master Li's heart.

Otherwise, Li Ye would not smoke.

Because Li Ye would only smoke when he was extremely upset.

The flimsy smoke clouded his expression.

In the dark undercurrent, it seemed that some emotions were slowly surging.

The two men sat and stood, silently saying nothing.

Only the pungent smell of tobacco diffuses slowly in the air, soothing tight nerves.

The sunlight outside the house shone in, a little dazzling.

Although it has entered late autumn, the weather is clearer than in midsummer.

After a long time, Quan Jianli suddenly spoke, her voice hoarse like the vicissitudes of life. "How long has Yu Han been abroad?"

Yue Yong was stunned for a moment. Did Mrs. Li listen to the words that Mrs. said just now?

"Master Hui Li, it's been more than three months, exactly one quarter."

"It's been so long?" Quan Jianli was slightly surprised, he thought it was only a few days.

These days are haunting, and all day long is drunk.

When I was awake, I felt that life was going very slowly, so slowly that it became a kind of torment, heart-piercing, as if every second was going to delay him.

After being drunk, time flies by, and I don't even know where I am and what I have done.

Unexpectedly, in this state where life is worse than death, three months have passed!

No wonder, with the windows open these days and nights, they are always awakened by the cold wind.

It turned out that it was late autumn.

"He's over there... how?" The hoarse voice seemed to say the most awkward thing.

Let Li Ye say harsh words, it will be like a continuous river.

But if you care, it is difficult to speak.

Naturally, Yue Yong knew, so when Master Li asked, he was relieved. It seemed that Master Li was still concerned about Young Master Yu Han.

He smiled slightly, “Everything is fine over there, young master is very obedient. Compared with when he was at home, his homework is more onerous, and he learned one more foreign language, as well as music and management courses. But the young master never I have never complained. I have always been alone and have no friends. I get up on time every day to eat and sleep on time. I call my wife every night to report on the day..."

As he spoke, Yue Yong sighed, "Master Li, I shouldn't say something, now seeing the young master is like seeing you at the beginning. Although you were older than the young master when I was with you, but , From the young master, you can see your original shadow. It's like..."

"It's as if he repeated my life's trajectory again?" Quan Jianli suddenly answered.

Yue Yong nodded, "Well, it's exactly the same. From the perspective of personality and genius, it looks like a mold carved out."

The two men fell silent again. Quan Jianli lit another cigarette and took a sigh, the pungent smell of tobacco rushed into his lungs, but let the haze in his heart spread.

"So you think Yuhan is very pitiful? He is not like other children, who can be happy, on the contrary, he has to mature prematurely, prematurely assuming the obligations and responsibilities that he should not bear."

These words were shouted at the little guy once when he was angry.

But what he didn't know was that it was Yue'er who shouted these words.

Yu Han would never say this.

Yue Yong was silent, he did not expect that Li Ye had always been so clear in his heart.

"Sure enough, Master Li still loves the young master." He smiled honestly.

"Do you love me? Maybe, looking at him, it's just as sad and cruel as I was when I was a kid. That's why I don't want to go home and see him, because every time I look at him, my heart hurts. Will be torn once..."

Quan Jianli smiled mockingly. He finally grew up and had enough ability to protect himself.

But in his son, he saw his original shadow.

Those sad and tragic experiences that he wanted to forget once again appeared in front of him. No one could understand the pain.

Yue Yong frowned, it turned out that this was the reason Li Ye had always disliked Young Master.

To blame, I can only blame Young Master Li for being too similar to Master Li...

"Master Li, maybe in your heart, the young master reminds you of the cruel past, but the young master is innocent. You are the father who made him look up to and admire, and the hero in his mind. From childhood to big, young master In order to get one of your praise and a look, a lot of effort has been made! So a little child, repeating the things he is bored all day long, is because he wants to attract your attention and want your father’s love..."

"Father's love?"

"Yes, Master Li, the young master has not had a mother since he was a child. You are his only relatives. Even if you can't give him maternal love, at least you should give him a little paternal love... Otherwise, when the young master grows up, I am afraid that Now you have to be... even more indifferent and ruthless..."

These words were spoken by Yue Yong boldly.

He really didn't want to make the gap between Li Ye and Young Master grow bigger and bigger.

Quan Jianli spit out a smoke ring lightly and glanced at him obliquely, "Dare you feel that I am ruthless?"

"It's not Li Ye, this is just a way for you to protect yourself. Your essence is still very... ahem... At least when you were in front of Miss Lin, you were not indifferent."

Yue Yong struggled for a long time before spitting out a word.

But as soon as I finished speaking, I realized that I was wrong, and even mentioned Li Ye's taboo Miss Lin!

Shrinking his neck tremblingly, the big old man suddenly got awkward.

However, Quan Jianli was not angry, but frowned.

I remembered what my son said when I was in the car that day.

The son said that he actually didn't want his sister to be with Yu Chen, but he wanted his sister to be with his father. Because Yu Han wanted a mother very much.

That was the first time that the son mentioned the word "Mother" in front of him.

No, it should be said that it was rare for him to sit with his son.

When I think about it, from the time he brought his infant son home until now, he and his son have not been sitting together and talking more than ten times.

Perhaps the woman was right, he was not worthy to be a father at all.

The cigarette at the tip of the finger slowly burned, and the scarlet sparks turned out and disappeared.

Quan Jianli's brows were always frowned tightly, frowning into a steep mountain.

The soreness of the body replaced the gloom in my heart, which made the numb heart come alive.

Perhaps, he should go for a walk.

Without that woman, the earth is still spinning.

Squeezed out the cigarette from his fingertips, got up, and tore off the bandage on his body.

The sudden action frightened Yue Yong, "Master Li, what are you doing?"

"Pack your things and book a ticket to Australia!" Li Ye's thin lips vomited lightly.

Yue Yong was overjoyed, "It's Master Li!"

The sun outside the window is getting brighter.

The sky is high and the clouds are wide, it is a good time to relax...

Melbourne.

On the clear blue sky, there is no white cloud.

Only the dazzling sunlight shines on this passionate land.

Outside a luxurious theater, people come and go, bustling with people.

Because today's awards ceremony can be regarded as huge.

The children who won the prizes were all brought by their families.

In addition, some reporters and media will also come to shoot.

Therefore, the empty square on weekdays seems a bit crowded today.

In the sun, stand a close family of three.

Lin Moge was dressed in a plain white dress with a pale pink jacket, which looked gentle and calm.

The high ponytail and the little braid that Yue'er can barely tie it up are in great harmony.

Lin Chubai still wears light white casual clothes, with an oversized sunglasses framed on the bridge of his nose.