Chapter 314： Trouble with the engagement party (5)

Looking at the mottled and ugly face in the mirror, tears became more raging.

Bang bang ......

I rushed into the water vigorously, trying to wash away the remaining cosmetics on my face, but the more I washed, the more tears I got.

Finally unable to control it, he burst into tears.

Why, why did you want to tell her that today?

She knew that Ruoxue was doing her good, but she still felt so uncomfortable in her heart.

Obviously today is her engagement day, shouldn't it be her happiest day?

But why, she knew that in the heart of her beloved man, she had already lived in another woman! ?

Since Jian Li had fallen in love with that woman a long time ago, why should she **** the skirt that the woman was fond of? However, the meaning of this skirt is unforgettable love! ?

Is this skirt just an ordinary skirt in Jian Li's heart?

Is it true that as Ruoxue said, the reason why Jian Li married her was just to pay off her debts, just because of a promise made at the time?

She really couldn't understand, since Jian Li loves that woman, why should she marry her?

But after marrying her, why do you still show love to that woman? why?

The cry was getting louder, but suddenly I heard footsteps coming from outside. I was subconsciously afraid of being seen by others, so I hid in a certain compartment.

In the next second, Lin Moge pushed in.

Just now, after she had sat down in the dining room, she discovered that she was in a daze and forgot to pull the zipper on her skirt!

Fortunately, Chubai didn't go up, otherwise he would be ashamed.

That's why I hurried back to the bathroom, trying to pull it up by myself by the reflection of the mirror.

However, just now, it seemed faintly, I heard a woman's cry.

Could it be her illusion?

She was scared of those ghosts and things, especially the empty restaurant in the sky, which made her feel more disturbed.

Now, I heard a woman crying in the bathroom again, but after I came in, there was no one. This feeling was really scary.

"Hey, is there anyone? Is someone there?" she asked tentatively.

Because I was so scared, my voice trembled.

However, no one answered.

Hu Die hid in the cubicle and was afraid of being found out, so she resisted the choking sound and did not dare to cry.

Obviously it was broad daylight, but Lin Moge felt very weird.

While watching the zipper in the mirror, he leaned against the door again, "Someone just squeak, don't be scary, okay? Let me tell you, I'm not afraid...I...I'm so bold!"

Hu Die realized that she might have frightened others, and hurriedly said, "There are...someone... sorry, did you scare you?"

"Really someone?" Lin Moge breathed a sigh of relief and patted his chest, his face pale in shock.

Sure enough, scary people can scare people to death.

"En...I'm sorry..." From a certain compartment, there was another hoarse voice.

At this moment, she was finally able to confirm that it was someone, and she completely let go of her hanging heart.

The zipper is also smoothly closed, but I am still a little worried.

After hesitating for a while, he opened his mouth, "Um...Did you cry just now? Was there something sad? I didn't want to inquire about your personal affairs, but I just think you are hiding here crying, reminding me of the past It’s nothing. In fact, there’s nothing you can’t live with. As long as you look away, you’ll get better soon..."

Hu Die was taken aback for a moment, "Have you ever hid before crying?"

Lin Moge looked at the pale self in the mirror and smiled sadly. "Yes, because I'm afraid of others worrying, I always hide and cry by myself. But after crying and venting, everything still has to be business as usual. In fact, you will find that it's not a big deal. Life is still the same to continue, not Because your momentary low self-esteem and cowardice have stagnated, you must be strong and face the difficulties and everything of the past again..."

"Miss, you are so strong. But, I'm afraid I can't do it..." Hu Die choked again. Actually, hasn't she been the same for more than ten years?

I don't know how many ugly words I endured, and how many malicious looks I endured.

However, in order to see Jian Li, she all endured it.

I originally thought that happiness was coming, but didn't want to, reality, gave her a hard blow.

She originally thought she could do it, but when she heard Jian Li playing the piano for another woman, her heart collapsed completely...

Listening to the faint crying from the compartment, Lin Moge instantly felt a sense of wanting to comfort her.

Therefore, even though the zipper on her dress had been closed, she still did not leave.

"Actually, I'm not that strong, I'm just forced to walk step by step like that. I don't remember when I first hid and cry. Because time is too long..." she She laughed bitterly, yes, it was the first time she followed Wang Yun back to Lin's house and was beaten and insulted by Lin Ruoyu, right?

At that time, she ran out of Lin's house and hid in the corner of the school crying.

It was at that time that I met Yu Chen.

Since then, Yu Chen has been like sunshine, illuminating her entire life and giving her hope of living.

Until the end, this hope was shattered again after Wang Yun fell ill.

"Do you know what is the most terrifying and helpless thing? It was when you saw hope in a desperate situation, but suddenly another thing happened. It broke your hope and plunged you into a bottomless abyss..."

Hu Die was shocked, isn't she the same now?

She finally looked forward to her engagement with Jian Li, but today, she knew that in her heart, Jian Li had fallen in love with another woman.

It is tantamount to driving her from the clouds of happiness to hell...

Lin Moge didn't know what she said, which resonated with another woman, sighed, and continued, "Originally, I thought I could go on with my first love, thinking that he could illuminate my life forever. But, I found out that I was pregnant with a child of a strange man. At that moment, I really didn’t know what to do. From that moment on, I embarked on the most rugged and bumpy road..."

"Then in the end? Did you give birth to a child for that strange man? Did you and your first love be together again?" Another voice came from the compartment.

Because her story was too rough, it aroused Hu Die's curiosity.

Lin Moge smiled sadly and shook his head, "Of course the child was born. Because I had no choice. After going through such a thing, so filthy me, what right do I have to stand by my first love again? He is so good, then Clean, but I..."

"Don't say that, you also have difficulties. However, since you have given birth to that person's child, then he must be nice to you? In fact, just find someone who is good to you and can live a stable life. Man, that's enough..." Hu Die said slowly.

Now, it seemed that she was comforting Lin Moge.

"Yeah... I also want to find someone safe and stable to live my life. However, that man doesn't love me at all... nor does he love me and his children..." Lin Moge felt more and more painful. .

"Ah? How could this happen? This man is too cruel, right?" Hu Die asked in surprise, because he was too surprised and angry, so he forgot his sadness.

Lin Moge took a deep breath and calmed himself down, "It's nothing, anyway, there was no feeling between me and him. He didn't love me, I don't blame him. He is about to marry his first love...I can All he did was bless him..."

Yeah, what can she do?

Is it true that, as Bai Ruoxue said, it disturbs the engagement banquet?

and then? Hurt another innocent woman?

She really can't do it.

Moreover, even if it is disturbed, the result will not change.

She and Quan Jianli are destined to have no results.

"How can this be? There are you and your child, so you still think about your first love? This man is too much..." Hu Die hiding in the compartment sighed, "What about you, will you? Sad? Do you love him?"

"What about love, what about not love? Anyway, it is destined to be fruitless... He never thought about marrying me." Lin Moge only felt his nose sore, and his eyes were full of mist, "You know Well, he once said that he has a cleanliness of marriage and will not marry a woman who does not love. Therefore, when he decides to marry his first love, I understand that the lover and the wife in his heart have always been not me……"

"He doesn't love you, but he gave birth to a child with you..." Hu Die sighed sadly. There is such a low-hearted man in the world...

Lin Moge took a deep breath and tried to squeeze a smile, "Okay, it's all in the past anyway, I've seen it now. It's his business that he wants to marry, and it has nothing to do with me. I have to live happily, one hundred and ten thousand times happier than him, in order to be worthy of myself!"

"I really envy you for being so cheerful." Hu Die said sincerely.

"Then what about you? Why are you hiding here crying? I told the secret, can we exchange it? After the exchange, you won't be sad anymore. Because I will help you share your sadness..." Lin Moge pretended to be relaxed.

"Really?" Hu Die probed slightly, she had never had such a bold idea.

But she likes the girl's character very much, and she also wants to speak out the pain in her heart. Maybe this way, it won't hurt so much.

Thinking of this, she slowly opened her mouth, "Actually, I also have a first love that is as good as you. Although he always looks cold, but he is extremely gentle to me. Although he never smiles at me, but I I know, his heart is very warm. What's more, his most obsessed part is his loyal attitude towards love..."

Lin Moge was taken aback for a while. It turned out that first love was so pure and beautiful.

Perhaps loyal and pure love can only happen during the first love, right?

Because after growing up and entering society, people slowly change.