"Boys really study etiquette, knowledge and everything adults like. Even if he never sleeps, even if he has a cold, he thinks that as long as he becomes better, better, more obedient and even better, his mother will accept him one day and his father will watch him So, he really became excellent later, and he was excellent. He has learned a lot, but he can't learn a bright and pure smile... "
Gu Huan's fingers trembled.
By a inexplicable sadness hooped the heart.
She knows that Beiming Mo hates his mother Yu Rujie, and that Beiming Mo's father loves his wife, Beiming feiyuan's biological mother and Yifeng's grandmother.
So Beiming old man like his eldest son, Beiming feiyuan is not to blame.
But she didn't know that Beiming Mo, at the youngest time, loved her parents so much.
If there is no original deep love, there will be no hate now, right?
"I know that if the child goes on like this, something will happen sooner or later Finally one day, something really happened. " Fang Gu gave a bleak smile, "something happened to the boy..."
Gu Huan's heart missed a beat, "what's wrong with him?"
Fanggu looked up at the dark clouds in the sky -
"suddenly one day, he ran to me in a mess Yes, it's here, in the countryside, where there were still poor and few people He was so surprised that he staggered and rushed in. He was covered with blood, and his face was paler than a ghost He was only seven or eight years old at that time. I've never seen a child who would look so gloomy and terrible... "
Fang Gu's mind was filled with the scene of that year, and she still has a lingering fear. "I remember that his chest was full of blood stains, and he dyed his clothes red from inside to outside But he didn't have a tear... "
Fang Gu choked: "when I saw him, I really thought he was going to die! But unexpectedly, he bit his teeth, stood in front of me, called me "aunt" hoarsely, and then fell down So I fell at my feet, as if I had no breath A lot of blood, a lot of blood I'm scared. I'm scared... "
Gu Huan's heart panicked when he heard this.
A child covered with blood, the kind of tragedy can be imagined.
"What happened to him?" Gu Huan's voice trembled slightly when she asked.
"Yes..." Fang Gu nodded, "he was stabbed in the chest by a sharp knife. Almost through the lungs! When he woke up from the hospital, he didn't even heal the wound. He pulled out the tube and rushed to me... "
Gu Huan took a breath!
The fragments that flashed through my mind, also instantly linked into a complete fragment.
She remembered that when she was in Sabah, Beiming Mo had repeatedly scolded Yu Rujie for being cold-blooded enough to kill her own children!
Gu huancai suddenly understood!
Shaking her voice, she asked aunt Fang, "it was his mother who stabbed Is that right? "
Fang Gu was a little surprised. She looked at Gu Huan with tears in her eyes and nodded her head in pain.
A pair of old wrinkly hands holding the fishing rod could not stop shaking: "yes The boy didn't expect that his mother, who was most looking forward to love, would stab him in the chest with a sharp knife and take him to hell How cruel, isn't it? Don't say the boy didn't think of it. Nobody thought of it, did he? "
“…… Why? " Gu Huan's heart was torn.
She remembered aunt Rujie in her memory. She was so peaceful and happy beside her Godfather Mo Jincheng
But why did you do that? Why kill your own children?
How can you bear it?
Fang Gu sighed: "some women were born strong, and suddenly one day they were robbed of their happiness and their innocence. She could not bear to be humiliated, and she was not willing to be humiliated. Then, I'm afraid that children are evil or tainted to her. She will never choose to compromise. She will only choose to destroy the blemish by herself, and then solve herself with a knife to save her life. "
If it had not been for the similarity between Yu Rujie and Beiming's original wife, Beiming would not have forced Yu Rujie to be his wife and broke up a couple of mandarin ducks in his life.
"But it's still terrible..." Gu Huan sighed, "children are innocent."
At that time, in order to raise money for Yu Fen's treatment, she gave birth to a stranger's child as a surrogate, without any resentment. Blame only blame fate tease people, she paid all for it is not her own mother.
"Love is selfish and selfless. Just young men and women, how many see through love? You have to live or die, or you have to make a ruthless decision... " Fang Gu turned her eyes and looked at Gu Huan seriously. "If it's you, would you like to stay with Mo Mo for the sake of your child?"
“……” Gu Huan's words were stopped.
"Right? My aunt knows you don't want to. " Fang Gu sighed with a bitter smile, "what if he forced you? Will you fight to the end like his mother? Even if you don't destroy your children, you will destroy Mo Mo or yourself? ""I..." Gu Huan was stunned and mumbled, "I don't know, I really don't know..."
"So, I know that Mo Mo did his best." Fang Gu nodded thoughtfully.
"Well?" But Gu Huan didn't understand.
Fanggu said to herself, "it's like the bright window hidden in his dark heart. He seldom opens a window for people to see, but he is willing to show it to you. Do you understand, Gu? "
“……” Gu Huan can however of Mou son some misty, she still don't understand.
"So, Mo Mo tried his best to keep you, otherwise he would not bring you here." Fang Gu gently wiped the tears from her cheek, "ha ha, but don't worry. I don't think he will force you like his father. After all, he doesn't want you to be the second Yu Rujie. "
"Our situation is different..." Gu Huan said with a bitter smile, "because we had children first, aunt, you misunderstood that he cared about me, but we never loved each other The one he really loves is Phil
Fang Gu looked at Gu Huan quietly. After a few seconds, she shook her head and said, "Xiao Gu, you are stubborn."
"No..." Gu Huan wanted to say something, but she was soon interrupted by Fang Gu.
"Ha ha, if you are not stubborn, how can you refuse to call me aunt?" Fang Gu laughed, "Mo Mo is also stubborn. It might be called paranoia. "
"I'm sorry, that 'aunt', I really can't shout..." Gu Huan said apologetically, "I don't want you to misunderstand me. I don't want Beiming Mo's future wife to misunderstand anything. The relationship between me and Beiming Mo is not what you think. On the contrary, I heard him say: "if you don't love, you will not marry.". It's not obvious that he is going to marry the woman he loves. That woman is the one who is most qualified to call you "aunt". It's not me... "
When Gu Huan said this, he didn't know that his pretty face was twisted in the moonlight.
She tried her best to be free and easy in front of Fang Gu, but she was always torn by this kind of sour emotion, which was very painful.
It hurt so much that she couldn't laugh or cry.
“……” Fang Gu's hand trembled slightly and grasped Gu Huan's sleeve. "Xiao Gu, sometimes things need to be seen with heart, not just eyes. Do you want to know what happened to the boy? "
“……” Gu Huan nodded slightly.
On Aunt Fang's old face, tears were mottled: "since then, he has been here for some time. Although the day is not long, he is very quiet, but the child's silence is a little terrible... "
"At that time, I was afraid that he would commit suicide. So I take him with me all the time. I took him with me when I drove cattle and plowed the field, when I went down to plant rice seedlings, and when I scooped water to irrigate the seedlings, the sun rose and set, again and again. He also followed me very quietly without saying a word. Gradually, I feel that he looks better, people do not seem so gloomy I thought that in a few days, the storm would pass. After all, he was only a child, and his memory was not as deep as that of an adult. Unexpectedly, one day, people from the Public Security Bureau came - "
" how did the police come? " Gu Huan was surprised again.
"The police told me that Yu Rujie was arrested and wanted to take her children back." Fang Gu continued sadly, "I asked the child, did you go back to testify against your mother and put her in prison?"
"What's his answer?" Gu Huan's mood was inexplicably tense.
"He told me, and in a mature tone that was cold and even not in line with his age, he said to me," aunt, she let me live, and I'll die even though I live; if she wanted me to die, I'd rather live. As a result, there was only one, either she or I
When fanggu said this, she burst into tears: "he Since then, he has been away for several years. Later, I heard that his mother killed someone, and her hands were cut off. After that, his mother also died Whether it was homicide or suicide has not been decided by the police for a long time. Only then did I know the meaning of "either she died or I died.". The child has been burdened with deep hatred since then In his life, he once longed for love, but in the end he got a heavy hatred... "
When Gu Huan heard this, his eyes were dancing with tears.
I love Beiming Mo's dark childhood.
"Xiao Gu, don't you understand? If he does not love, he will not marry. For him, the meaning of these five words is redemption. Now that he has turned his back, he has given up the chance of redemption, you know? "
Gu Huan suddenly trembled.
She looks at fanggu in shock. Under the night sky, by the side of the dim fish pond, even if her vision is blurred, she can still clearly see the twinkling tears in fanggu's eyes
“……” She choked.
Although she didn't know that Yu Rujie had killed people.
She even wants to tell Aunt Fang that Yu Rujie is not dead.
But in the end she took it.
Because, what she does not understand more and more is: "redemption?"
Why is "no love, no marriage" redemption for Beiming Mo?
"Yes. If his father didn't love his mother but forced him to marry her in those years, there would have been no tragedy later. He only marries when he loves, but does not marry when he does not love. In this way, many tragedies can be prevented. Therefore, for him, it is a kind of redemption... "After listening to Gu Huan's words, Fang Gu knew what he was thinking and guessed what Beiming Mo was thinking: "it's just that the child of Mo Mo likes you. He still insists on marrying that Fei Er. Doesn't that mean breaking his promise..."
“……” Fang Gu said, "you are the one I like." she gouged out Gu Huan's heart like a knife. "No, aunt, you are wrong. He didn't betray, he loved his Phil And I'm just the woman he's playing with. "