Chapter 514

Jiang Huixin took a look at Lu Lu, sighed, and put the chopsticks on the table: "it's a long story."

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JIANG Huixin told Lu Lu, "it all started after she lost Huan. You don't get to know her anymore after you lose your baby. But I'll see her again. Because at that time, she was also in conflict with the northern underworld Zhengtian, and the more she made, the fiercer she became. Even later, she has poisoned mo

Lu Lu was stunned. Just think about it, how can a mother lay hands on her child.

Jiang Huixin continued: "at that time, I had to be busy with my work, and I didn't have much contact with her. But occasionally I go to see her. But every time I see her face, I feel that she is always strange. There was a time when I went out to perform. When I came back, I heard people in the circle say that she was dead. It kind of surprised me

Lu Lu nodded when she heard this. Although she was no longer with Yu Rujie at that time, the entertainment industry was very small at that time, and the spread of anything was from ten minutes to several hours.

At that time, she was also surprised to hear the news of Yu Rujie's accidental death. But at that time, she still kept hating Yu Rujie for losing her child, so she didn't inquire about how she died.

"Since you disappeared and Yu Rujie died, I was left alone. Until one day, Beiming Zhengtian suddenly found me and asked me to be his wife without saying anything. Lu Lu, you know how hard it was for a single woman like me to live in that society. In order to find a place for themselves, but also for a sisterhood. At least Mo is Rujie's child. So I agreed to talk to the northern underworld

Lu Lu after listening, slowly nodded, her heart has the taste of speechless.

"By the way, Lu Lu, aren't you with Li Chen again? How did you get to such a state?" After Jiang Huixin told her story, she began to ask her about it again.

Without waiting for Lu Lu to speak, Gu Huan first asked Jiang Huixin, "aunt Xin, who are you talking about Li Chen?"

Lu Lu's face changed slightly when she heard the name: "ah Ling, don't mention him as a heartbreaker."

Although Gu Huan didn't hear Jiang Huixin's explanation, he understood that Li Chen was his father.

Since then, I have seen the man in the old group photo.

"Hey, every family has a book that is hard to read. Our three sisters were very popular, but later you two came to a bad end. As for me, I can only say that I'm just muddling along. "

At the moment, the atmosphere in the box became extremely dull.

"Mom, aunt Xin. Don't talk about the unhappy past. Now that we are all sitting here today, let's talk about some happy topics. "

Jiang Huixin also had this idea. She quickly came out of the gloomy mood and said to Lu Lu with a smile on her face: "the things in the world are changing rapidly. We used to be good sisters, but now we're not really in laws, but we have two common grandchildren. "

"Yes, yes. Although I met the two little guys, I still felt very congenial. I heard that you brought Cheng Cheng up. It's really hard for you. " Lu Lu was in a better mood when she mentioned her grandson.

"Although Mo and I are not my own mother and son, I still regard him as my own son. Of course, his children are my own grandchildren."

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GU Huan sits beside Lu Lu.

She listened with a smile, but her heart was full of bitterness.

Heartache for my mother's experience.

With the passage of time, the conversation between my mother and aunt Xin has become more and more popular, from a little strange to a little more warm, which has turned the estrangement of more than 20 years into nothing.

After aunt Xin finished talking about their happy and painful past, she began to talk about Cheng Cheng.

In her description of Cheng Cheng's childhood, there are too many things that make Gu Huan, a real mother, feel a little ashamed.

Because as a mother, she didn't feed her once when Cheng Cheng was a child. She didn't hear the first "mother" he called. She didn't witness the first time he staggered up and took the first step

There are too many Cheng Cheng's first time she is not present. Although this is not what she intended to do, there are too many gaps that she could not cross in those years.

But as a mother, she still seems to be so derelict.

And this kind of dereliction of duty is just a child of Cheng Cheng. Yang Yang still has a long time to go.

When they are no longer around them, they will miss many of the most important moments in their life.

"Huan, what are you thinking?" Looking at Gu Huan's expression, Jiang Huixin seemed thoughtful.

She stopped the topic, looked at Gu Huan with a smile and asked softly.Gu Huan's thought was interrupted by Jiang Huixin. She quickly returned to her mind and said with some regret, "I'm sorry, aunt Xin. I heard you talking about Cheng Cheng's childhood just now. I was a little distracted."

"Huan, you should not be distracted, but feel that you have some guilt for Cheng Cheng." Jiang Huixin said here, she sighed a long time.

"I'm very sorry for what happened before. If it wasn't for me, it wouldn't have been noisy. You separated mother and son after Cheng was born. Even if it wasn't for me, there wouldn't be such a thing between you and mo. Maybe you will enter the door of our Beiming family, but your identity is not the daughter-in-law of the Beiming family, but the eldest granddaughter-in-law of the Beiming family... "

Jiang Huixin said, a line of tears from the eyes. She took out her handkerchief and wiped it gently.

Looking at Jiang Huixin, Gu Huan shook his head and said, "aunt Xin, frankly, I did hate you. Like you said, after Cheng Cheng was born, he was taken away. But after a period of time, especially Cheng Cheng came back to me. I don't think I can hate you in this matter. It's all because of my own choice. Such suffering should be borne by me. "

Lu Lu is in a wheelchair, and her mood is so complicated at the moment. On the one hand, she is her good sister, on the other hand, she is her own daughter.

It's just the two closest people who hurt each other in these years.

They used to make choices for their own reasons; they also had their own difficulties behind the choices; in the end, they all tasted the bitter fruit of their own brewing.

"Ah Ling, Huan, you don't have to blame yourself. I can understand that you all had to. You and I are not saints. We will do what we think is the most right thing because we have to at that time. Even if it turns out to be right, it turns out to be wrong. Forget it. Now that it has happened, don't pursue it any more. "

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GU Huan listened to her mother's words and nodded silently. Mom is right, people will do a lot of things in their life.

Often, the decisions made by themselves are the most correct choice at that time, even if there are many people around who oppose or agree with them.

In this case, why judge whether the previous decision is right or wrong after several years, when you eat sweet or bitter fruit.

Life is a one-way road. Once you decide to go up, it's like an arrow drawn from a bow. There's no room for it to be taken back.

Instead of regret, it is better to cheer up and turn bad things into good ones.

"Lu Lu, I really didn't expect that you didn't break your spirit in so many years of suffering, but became stronger."

Lu Lu looked at Jiang Huixin with a bitter smile: "ah Ling, don't flatter me any more. What is my strength? If there is one, it's also because I have a belief that my daughter will be found one day and our mother and daughter will be reunited again. No, I can say it's a dream come true now

Lu Lu's face showed a smile, stretched out his hand to pull his daughter's hand, and they held their four hands tightly together.

Although Jiang Huixin has a smile on her face at the moment, her heart is not calm at the moment.

"Lulu, I'm really happy for the reunion of your mother and daughter. But I always have a question to ask you the moment I see you. "

"Ah Ling, if you have any questions, just tell me. What else can we cover up between our sisters?"

Jiang Huixin put away her smile and became very serious: "Lu Lu, do you still hate Yu Rujie in your heart now?"

As soon as the words came out, not only the smile on Lu Lu's face disappeared, but also Gu Huan's expression changed slightly.

No matter mother or aunt Xin, they always think that aunt Rujie is dead.

But it's not true. Maybe if she and Godfather live in Sabah all the time and never come back, then she is no different from the so-called "dead".

But now it's just not like this. Godfather came back, and he also came back with aunt Rujie. They live together in the night devil hotel.

Although she did not go out, the paper could not contain the fire. Maybe one day it would show up. At that time, I don't know if my mother and aunt Xin would be as relaxed and relaxed as they are today.

She was a little nervous, and her eyes moved to her mother's face.

Lu Lu lowered her head and became silent. The whole box became very quiet.

"Mom, aunt Xin, don't mention those unhappy things before. You see, the food is getting cold. Let's eat while it's hot. Aunt Xin, the stewed chicken soup you ordered is really delicious. Mom, I'll give you a bowl. You are weak now. You just need to drink this to make up for it. " Gu Huan didn't want to let this embarrassing atmosphere continue. He quickly picked up the spoon and the empty bowl in front of his mother, filled a full bowl and put it in front of her mother.

"Aunt Xin, you drink too." She also busy to Jiang Huixin also Sheng a bowl in front of her.But no matter Jiang Huixin or her mother, they didn't pick up their chopsticks.

Time seems to be solidified, with the hot air floating out of the soup bowl gradually scarce.

In the end, Lu Lu finally raised her head slowly after thinking for a long time and shook her head gently in front of Jiang Huixin.