Then she opened the urn and squatted down slightly. Reach out and sprinkle the ashes with petals to the sea.
***
several people who temporarily shelved the conflict came to the side of the ship and watched Lu Lu's ashes, which were scattered into the sea with petals, and then gradually dispersed.
"Mom, I hope your afterlife will no longer be as rough as this life, and you will be happy every day. If I have another life, I hope I can be your daughter again. Feel the lost maternal love. The time we spent together between mother and daughter is really too short. I haven't been able to be filial to you, and you haven't felt the happiness of family at the knee of your offspring. "
"Grandma, I'm Jiujiu..."
"Grandma, I'm Cheng Cheng..."
"Grandma, I'm Yangyang..."
The voices of the children really touched the hearts of everyone present. Even a few people who are still angry are infected at this moment.
Li Tan silently watched Lu Lu's ashes spilled to the sea. His heart was like being taken out of his body.
She is the only woman she has ever loved and betrayed in her life.
In his life, no one has ever seen him cry, even the person closest to him. However, now he could no longer hide the pain in his heart, and a line of tears flowed out.
However, soon, he took out the love handkerchief that Lu Lu had given him from a bag and gently wiped away the tears.
This is the only thing that people can stay after they leave.
And, of course, my daughter
Thinking of this, he can't help but turn his eyes to Gu Huan in front of him. The distance between them, almost reach out to reach, but it is such a distance between them has drawn a gap.
A gap that can hardly be crossed.
If he could have imagined the ending when he chose to leave Lu Lu, he would have chosen to stay with Lu Lu without hesitation, even if he would have lost the wealth that he could easily reach or would face the poverty of almost his whole life.
However, these are just assumptions after all. Life is a one-way ticket that can't be turned back. There's no way to turn back. Therefore, everyone has to pay for the decision he made.
It's just that some of the costs are not very high, but there are more people whose costs are almost heavy.
Like Li Tan, Yu Rujie and Beiming Mo are heavy hearted and guilty.
Lu Lu's death can be said to be directly caused by them. That feeling is even more unspoken.
Mo Jincheng gently supported Yu Rujie's shoulder, let her forehead against his arms, wantonly crying. And Beiming Mo clenches his teeth, repents to Lulu's meditation more than once in his heart, and makes a promise that no matter what kind of ending he and Gu Huan will have in the future, he will do his best to make her and her children live well in the future.
This is a promise made by a man before the dead. A heavy and solemn promise.
There are two things in Lu Lu's life that she can't give up. The first is the lost daughter, and the second is the husband who left without saying hello.
She paid the best time in her life for these two things, the price is painful, but it can be regarded as keeping the clouds open to see the moon.
It's just that the good time was as short as her life.
***
everyone saw Lu Lu off at sea, watched her float on the sea, and then was carried away by the rolling sea
On the way back, there was no more quarrel on the boat and it seemed very quiet. We can only hear the "whoosh" wind coming from our ears.
The ship slowly docked at the shore of the private port.
After people set their feet on the ground, it was a rainy sky and the wind stopped raining. In the thick clouds, a golden ray of sunlight came down from the crack.
"Ma Ma, look there..." Gu Huan held him in his arms for a long time. He held out his little hand and pointed to the direction they had just returned.
Gu Huan turned his head and looked along. He saw that the golden light was projected on the far horizon, where Lu Lu's ashes were thrown.
"Mama, is it an angel who has come to meet grandma?"
Gu Huan smiles and nods to her daughter: "yes, they went to heaven together..."
"Heaven? What's that like, better than here? "
She looked at her daughter and nodded: "there is a carefree life, there is no hunger and pain, a lot of happy things happen every day..."
After listening for a long time, I had an infinite reverie: "Mom, I want to go too. You can take me..."
"No, we don't take it there."
For a long time, I got a negative answer, which inevitably led to some disappointment: "then why?""Because we are still old." Cheng Cheng interjected: "only when we are as old as our grandparents, we can go."
For a long time, I nodded.
*
"they must be back."
Anne is cooking soup for rocho in the kitchen at this time. What a woman needs most in confinement is tonic.
Xing Huo gave her a hand from time to time.
I heard the sound of a car coming from outside, and then the door opened.
Annie turned down the fire a little, let Xinghuo watch, and quickly went out.
It was Yang Yang who opened the door, and Cheng Cheng was behind him.
Gu Huan took a long time to come in carefully. Maybe he got up too early. He had been sitting in the car for a long time and began to doze off. By the time I got home, I was already asleep.
Gu Huan and Annie said hello in a low voice and went upstairs for a long time.
Following her are mo Jincheng and Yu Rujie.
However, what surprised her was that Beiming Mo came in at last.
It seems that for a long time now the identity has been open, and the current situation has not developed to the point of tension.
"Sit down, please. I'll prepare some tea for you." Annie quickly led them to the living room and sat down. Then she went to the kitchen to prepare tea.
"Miss, are they back?" Xing Huo saw Annie come in and asked.
Annie nodded: "in addition to her and the children, there are Mr. Mo, them, and your master beimingmo."
When he heard that the master was coming, Xing Huo's expression was followed by a nervous.
"Don't worry about it for a long time. I don't think they've made a fuss about children. I don't think there's anything else. Take the tea and I'll see the soup for your daughter-in-law. " Annie put several cups into the teapot, and then poured the boiling water into the teapot.
Xing Huo took the tea to the living room: "please have tea."
Said, he poured tea for everyone, while secretly to the master there to see his reaction at the moment.
***
everyone is drinking tea.
The atmosphere in the living room was quiet but disturbing. On the one hand, they are still immersed in the sadness of seeing Lu off. On the other hand, they are still making their own small plans in their hearts.
Cheng Cheng and Yang Yang follow their mother upstairs.
They put Jiujiu on the big bed of Gu Huan's bedroom and gently covered her with a quilt.
Then she said to the two children, "you are here with your sister. You are not allowed to run anywhere. Do you know?"
Cheng Cheng and Yang Yang nodded obediently.
On the way back, until now, they have seen that their mother's face has not been very good.
"Mom, isn't it because dad is here today? I'm so sorry, Dad. I secretly called him last night. I think since grandma was not killed by Dad, and dad is still very good to grandma. " Cheng Cheng put forward a wrong attitude, whispered.
"Oh! So dad was called by you. But I didn't see you call, did I? I see. It must be a sneak fight while I'm sleeping, right? Uncle beauty, you called them, too? "
Cheng Cheng quickly shook his head.
Gu Huan is not only unhappy to see Beiming Mo, because she also sees Li Tan and Tang Tianze. In particular, seeing that they are almost fighting on the ship, I am more sure of my feelings.
However, in front of children, there is no need to tell them about their emotions.
So she forced some smile, gently shook her head to them: "honey, you didn't do anything wrong, so why admit it. All right, stop thinking about this, OK? There are still guests downstairs. I'll go down first. "
Looking at his mother left, Cheng Cheng still asked in a low voice: "I admit that I called my father to come, so are those two people you secretly called behind my back? It took me some time to go up after you went up
Listen to Cheng Cheng so ask oneself, Yang Yang put out a pair of innocent expression: "what those two people? Oh! I see. What you mean by that is that you think I called them during this period of time? "
Then he took his cell phone out of his pocket and threw it to Cheng Cheng: "you look at the communication records inside. Did I call them?"
The more Yang Yang said, the more angry he was, and the louder his voice was unconsciously.
"Shh, keep your voice down. Don't wake up your sister. It's not good if it's not your fight, it's my misjudgment. "
Yang Yang also felt that his voice was a little louder, so he quickly lowered his voice: "no, it's not my fight at all. You have to apologize to me
"Well, well, can't I apologize to you. You are a real person. Even if you are wrongly judged, you can't do it once. " Cheng Cheng is a little helpless and apologizes to Yang Yang.Yang Yang can be regarded as being justified: "I've been wronged less, so I can't be wronged any more. Besides, I am also an open and aboveboard person. If I do it, can I not admit it. But I doubt what you said just now. My mother doesn't like to see Uncle beauty, so I won't invite them. So how on earth do they know? "
"Yes, it's strange." Cheng Cheng doesn't understand.
Yangyang suddenly thought, "Hey, it's not that they've bugged us."
***
although what Yang Yang said was just a speculation, it also made Cheng more alert.
"Look after your sister here. I'll go up." Cheng Cheng is about to go out and run upstairs.