Chapter 192

"I'll tell you." Jin liefeng glanced at her and said, "what's the hurry?"

Ruan small foam quiet, had to obediently shrink in his arms, let him pull his wrist, wipe that little bit of blood clean.

White arm, a small red eye visible to the naked eye.

She felt the man's breath stagnated behind her. After a pause, she attached a cotton ball full of disinfectant.

"Prick yourself with a needle How does your brain grow? " Jin lie was a little angry. "Do you think that if I do this, I will be treated?"

Although I felt pain when I pricked it at the beginning, I put all my eggs in one basket at that time, and the pain was not distinct.

Now being infiltrated by the disinfectant, Ruan Xiaomo felt the tingling feeling and became clear.

She bit her lip, took a cold breath, and reluctantly retorted: "I don't think so. I just want you to know that it's no more painful to be pricked by a needle than to be pricked by a sewing needle. I want you to understand Injection therapy is nothing to be afraid of... "

When she used to make clothes, she was often punctured by the sewing needle of the car clothes. Sometimes when she changed her clothes and took up the thread, she was punctured occasionally.

Although it is generally smaller than the needle eye with injection, it is not much worse.

"Do you really think I'm afraid of pain?" The man's voice is more and more displeased. When he puts down the disinfectant cotton, he pinches her face.

Did the woman treat him like a child?

How could he be reluctant to receive treatment because he was afraid of pain?!

Ruan Xiaomo covered his face discontentedly with his empty hand, knowing that his words were ambiguous, "of course I know you are not afraid of pain! Everyone knows that it's more painful to open your body and gouge out bullets when you are awake than when you don't have anesthesia, but even so, you don't have anesthesia

"So?" Jin liefeng snorted coldly and took the medical tape to stick it up for her.

Ruan Xiaomo looked at him carefully dealing with such a small eye of the needle. He felt that he was making a fuss.

I don't even care about my own life, but I'm afraid that she will be infected by such a small eye of a needle

This man

She turned her head and fixed her eyes on Jin liefeng's deep half face.

His face looks like a work of art. Every inch of radian and angle seems to have been measured before God created man. He chose the most perfect human aesthetic limit and gave it to Jin Lifeng.

"So What have you been through? " Ruan Xiaomo softened her voice and asked softly, "your father, he What's the matter? "

She remembers that Jin liefeng said that he would have dinner with his father at Jin's house.

But after his father died, he got used to eating alone.

If it wasn't for the virus bullet, she might never have asked him about his father.

Although the last conversation was brief, Ruan Xiaomo could feel that Jin liefeng had deep feelings for his father.

The death of my father For Jin liefeng, it may be the last thing he wants to mention

The arms on her waist suddenly tightened, and she felt the man's head against her neck.

The warm breath brushed her neck, and from time to time, the restlessness came out.

Ruan Xiaomo did not ask, she quietly waiting for Jin liefeng to take the initiative to speak.

"My father He died for me. " I don't know how long it took before he spoke slowly, with a kind of loneliness and depression in his voice.

"All businesses of kW never trade with terrorists. For a long time, they have accumulated some grudges."

"Just on my father's way to pick me up as usual, Jin's bodyguards were all ambushed and killed. They kidnapped my father and me, called my mother and said that only one could be left..."

Ruan Xiaomo was stunned and his eyes widened slightly.

She didn't expect to hear such a story.

Kidnap

Only one

"Your father Chose to stay with you? Is that right? " Ruan Xiaomo asked softly.

Jin liefeng sneered, but this time, his laughter was no longer ironic, but full of weakness and pain.

"My father doesn't care much about the business of the Jin family, but he also knows that these people are extremely vicious. He kidnapped our father and son with the mentality of revenge on the Jin family, so he didn't hold the idea that if he chose one, the other would survive."

It is more ridiculous to expect terrorists to say one is one than to seek the skin of a tiger.

Ruan Xiaomo has never experienced this. She has always lived in a relatively safe world. Naturally, she will not understand the concept of normal people. It is impossible to apply it to those people's world.

"My father used his new R & D achievements worth a billion dollars as a ransom bait to delay those people's starting, and in their eyes, we can't run away, after all I was under seven at the time. "

Ruan Xiaomo's heart tightened. She wanted to turn her head to see him, but Jin liefeng held her tightly, making her unable to turn back.Not even seven years old

It's hard for her to imagine how helpless such a small child would be in that situation, but it happened that she fell into the hands of those thugs who originally regarded human life as grass-roots

"My father hid a piece of broken plate, cut open the rope for me, told me to run first, and then he came. He told me to run to the place where he had hidden the signal bomb before, release the signal bomb, and someone from my mother would come to meet me."

"According to the rules observed by my father, I dodged the people who changed shifts, but when I ran there and played the signal bomb, I couldn't wait for my father alone..."

"I was uneasy. I couldn't help running back. Fortunately, I was not hit by their people, but I saw my father in the broken window of their closed father's house. I saw them pressing my father and injecting him with a needle at the same time..."

Jin liefeng's voice became more calm and more indifferent. It was a kind of indifference beyond the normal person's response.

Ruan Xiaomo felt the madness under the indifference.

It's like a curved pencil. After it's broken, it's glued into a straight shape.

It seems to be normal, but in fact, the pencil is full of broken marks, wounds that can never be healed

"They What are you calling him? " She felt her voice tremble.

Jin liefeng is not willing to treat She can confirm the relationship with this matter.

She didn't dare to think Next, what did Jin liefeng, who was less than seven years old, see outside the window

It must be the nightmare and hell of his life.

"A psychic control agent..." Jin liefeng's voice seemed to come from another world, with estrangement and unnatural calmness.

"The medicine They know that I haven't been running long, so they want to know my whereabouts from my father. "

Listening to his voice, Ruan Xiaomo's body seemed to be immersed in cold snow water, and his hands and feet were chilly.

As if he didn't find her reaction, he was still talking to himself.

"That's the most powerful time I've ever seen my gentle and kind father. I watched them give him injections one after another, and constantly increase the dosage. My father was tortured by the overdose of medicine, and his consciousness was blurred. Even his nose and eyes began to bleed, but he refused to say a word..."

He gave a sudden smile, which finally revealed a trace of pain.

"My father actually knew I was there when I just hid outside the window to look at him. He didn't say it Finally, he bit off his tongue

"And then Those people see that they can't ask anything from my father, so they just give up and torture him for fun... "

Ruan Xiaomo didn't know when to cry until she felt a burst of liquid flowing from her cheek.

She wiped her face and wanted to say something, but she found that her throat was stuffed with a piece of cotton and could not make any sound.

It's hard to block up. It's hard to block up my chest and throat.

"I really hated..." His voice soon returned to calm, but this calm and empty tone made people feel even more sad: "Ruan Xiaomo, I really hate Hate why I couldn't save my father at that time, hate why I couldn't do anything at that time. "

"Enough Jin liefeng... "

"Why can't I save him? Why can't I just watch him die? "

Ruan Xiaomo grabbed him and put his arms around her more and more, shouting: "enough! Jin liefeng

Stop blaming yourself

Don't hurt yourself again and again

She looked back and saw that the man's handsome face was frightfully cold. He clearly felt so painful and sad in every word, but his expression seemed to be instinctively suppressing something.

But in his eyes, there was a dull pain

A person's eyes, not so easy to cover up.

Seeing her cry, Jin liefeng was slightly surprised. He frowned and wiped her tears with his sleeve: "Ruan Xiaomo, what are you doing with the story you got by pricking yourself with a needle

I shouldn't have told her

He didn't react as much as this woman!

Ruan Xiaomo sobbed: "your sleeve is dirty..."

Her tears were all over his expensive clothes.

"I don't dislike it. What do you dislike?" Jin liefeng looked at her and said coldly.

Also The clothes are his. He doesn't care. What does she care about

Ruan Xiaomo didn't say a word and let him wipe his tears.

Jin liefeng rubbed her whole face hard before pinching her chin and said impatiently, "I've told you what you want to know. From now on, don't talk about treatment with me again!"Ruan Xiaomo was stunned.

She thought that Jin liefeng's willingness to tell her about it was at least the beginning of softening her attitude towards treatment.

But now the situation is obviously not what she thinks.