Chapter 225

Ruan Xiaomo thought of last night. It seemed that it was about the same time. Her eyes turned to the bathroom.

Last night, Jin liefeng came out after bathing in the bathroom late at night

He Can't you go to the bathroom tonight?

The temperature in the room is so pleasant that it's impossible to sweat.

Ruan Xiaomo's drowsy face gradually disappeared. She lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Without slippers, she went to the door of the bathroom.

She didn't knock on the door or call Jin liefeng. She just put her body on the bathroom door and listened to the movement inside.

The door panel of the bathroom is not thin, but if the water is turned on inside, it will not stick on the door panel, but there is still no sound.

Ruan Xiaomo stood up straight, staring at the bathroom door close at hand. When he wanted to knock, he hesitated again.

Knock on the door?

Is Jin liefeng actually not in it?

And even if he's in it, he What are you doing?

Is What else is Jin liefeng hiding from himself?

Ruan Xiaomo bit his lower lip, frowned, and his heart was a little stuffy.

In the past, when Jin liefeng trapped her, almost everything was never hidden from her. Even when Qi Feng reported some extremely secret information to him, he would not avoid her.

But now

Ruan Xiaomo calmed down and knocked on the bathroom door.

"Dong Dong Dong!"

She doesn't want to guess any more. It's better to take direct action!

After she knocked on the door a few times, there was still silence in the bathroom door.

Ruan Xiaomo was standing at the door, not planning to give up and leave.

Although there was no movement in the door, her intuition was that the people inside should have heard it.

Jin liefeng It's definitely in there.

Just don't know why, he didn't respond and didn't open the door.

Ruan Xiaomo waited for a moment, did not knock again, and asked directly: "Jin liefeng, are you in it? You What are you doing? "

She thought that if she asked again, he would not answer, but she heard the voice of the man inside -

"take a bath."

Take a bath

Ruan Xiaomo looked at the door, as if to stare through it.

She could hear that although Jin liefeng's voice was the same as before, it seemed to sound It's hard.

It was as if he had managed to adjust his breath and stabilize his voice.

Ruan Xiaomo put his hand on the door, not perfunctorily back by his words, "Jin liefeng, don't think I can't hear you're lying to me, open the door!"

He can't just bathe in it

Since it's not tonight

Last night, of course not.

What the hell is he doing behind her back?!

A kind of anxiety for no reason, gradually slowly climbed up Ruan Xiaomo's heart, let her can't help but pat the door heavily.

"Open the door! Jin liefeng

In her repeated urging, across the door, finally heard a slight movement.

The door lock suddenly rang, and the bathroom door opened a crack.

The smell of bath milk in the bathroom came out, mixed with some other smell.

The man's pale face, which was wet by the water, only showed half of his body through the crack of the door.

Ruan Xiaomo took the opportunity to look at him, as if he was wearing a bathrobe at random, moist and loose, as if he was really bathing.

Because she disturbed me, I had to pull a bath towel to open the door.

His black hair was wet, and water kept dripping from his forehead, along the graceful curve of his chin.

"Ruan Xiaomo, go back to sleep." His tone is heavy, purple eye Piao Ruan small foam one eye, order a way.

Ruan Xiaomo touched the door, raised his chin and looked at him: "what are you doing inside?"

Jin liefeng sneered and said coldly, "Ruan Xiaomo, are you sleepy? What else can I do in the bathroom besides taking a bath? "

Ruan Xiaomo looked at him with no fluctuation, but he didn't mean to go back to the bed to have a rest. He just stubbornly resisted the door and didn't let him close it.

She knew in her heart that even if he looked real, Jin liefeng would never be like what he said!

According to her understanding of Jin liefeng, if he was really taking a bath, he would not have put on a bathrobe to open the door if he knew that she knocked at the door.

This is unnecessary!

So By doing so, he seems to be hiding something.

The frivolous satire on Jin liefeng's face gradually disappeared. He looked down at the petite woman, and his eyes disappeared as if nothing had happened.

After a while, he gave up his useless cover up, released his half covered hand and turned to walk inside.Ruan Xiaomo opened the door and immediately followed in.

As soon as she stepped in, she stood still, looking at the scene in the bathroom, stunned.

Only then did she know what she smelled when she opened the door.

It's blood.

In the bathtub, outside the bathtub, there are bloodstains that have not been washed away.

And the source of these bloodstains

Ruan Xiaomo's eyes fell on Jin liefeng's arm, which was blocked by the door. That's the arm that the doctor asked him to extend today, but he didn't.

Also instantly understand, why he would at that time only extended another hand.

On the fiber of the bathrobe of that arm, from the small arm to the cuff, the red color of the big regiment is faintly dyed. It is blurred by water, but it can't be washed off. Instead, it expands the area and mottled the white bathrobe, which is even more shocking red.

What did Jin liefeng do in the bathroom?

Why does it look like this?

Ruan Xiaomo looked at the porcelain white platform beside the bathtub, and his heart was shocked.

There are several needle tubes of different models lying on it!

Some of the needles are very thin, and they don't know what happened. They have been bent.

Some of the needles have thick tips, and the needles are covered with scarlet blood

Her eyes swept over the needles and fell back on the tall man who was sitting on the edge of the bathtub.

Jin liefeng, he

Last night and tonight He was alone in the bathroom Forcing himself to face the old disease and shadow in his heart?

"Why do you do that?" Ruan Xiaomo frowned.

Isn't it treatment during the day?

Under the detection and treatment of psychologists and those instruments, isn't it safer than this?

He did it No doubt, I'm tormenting myself!

Ruan Xiaomo's fingertips are a little chilly. I can't imagine how he used up all his restraint in the bathroom after he fell asleep, so that he could pick up these needles and stab himself

Thinking of this, Ruan Xiaomo steps forward, grabs his bloody arm and suddenly rolls up the wet sleeve of his bathrobe.

On a man's strong forearm, blood marks and wounds overlap each other

She could hardly recognize what was caused last night and what was new tonight.

Ruan Xiaomo quietly staring at those wounds for a long time, suddenly asked softly: "does it hurt?"

How can it not hurt.

So many wounds, how can it not hurt!

Almost none of Jin liefeng's arms pierced into the eye of the needle. All of them were deep and shallow marks made by the trembling and crooked tip of the needle on the skin

He can bear to take the bullet directly without anesthesia, but it's not without pain!

Just looking at these wounds, Ruan Xiaomo seems to be able to see him lying in the bathtub, restraining his almost instinctive manic melancholy, grabbing those needles and thrusting them into his arms

"Small wound, what does it hurt or not?"

Jin liefeng looked down at her and frowned. After answering with disdain, he would take away his arm.

Ruan Xiaomo held on.

"It's no wonder it doesn't hurt!" She yelled at him angrily: "Jin liefeng, are you abnormal? Good treatment process does not go, you run into the bathroom in the middle of the night to stab yourself with a needle? Do you like to torture yourself? Do you like to bleed yourself

She remembers that the doctor said that the treatment was actually radical.

Due to the time constraint, they can not carry out mild adaptive therapy step by step. In order to achieve the effect, they can only force him to adapt.

But this kind of treatment must not exceed the upper limit of his mental endurance, otherwise The brain turns on the "power off" state of self-protection It will only put his body in a more dangerous situation!

When he was treated by a psychologist, there were instruments and professional doctors who could monitor his state at any time. However, it's not too much to say that he is going to die now!!!

Ruan Xiaomo stares at him, biting his lower lip, resentful.

She thought that this man didn't take himself seriously as before. Who knows, he still used such dangerous means behind her back!

Jin liefeng gazed at her face, shook his head and said in a low voice, "yes, I'm not normal."

He did not refute himself, but admitted it?

Ruan Xiaomo was stunned and looked up at Jin liefeng.

He raised another hand that had washed away the bloodstain, stroked Ruan Xiaomo's cheek, twisted his thick eyebrows, and his voice was like a sigh, "in order to get you Ruan Xiaomo, I'm not normal. "

Ruan Xiaomo's hair was pinned behind his ears, and his long, clear fingered fingers slid down her face and gently raised her chin.

"You said, as long as If I agree to the treatment, you will no longer run away and try to accept me... ""So it doesn't matter to me, no matter what means I use As long as I can get you. "

Jin liefeng took a deep breath and held her in his arms. "I can have nothing. I don't care about Jin family and my life, but except you Only you, I can't lose

Ruan Xiaomo squatted by the bathtub, his head resting on his shoulder, his eyes slowly round.

Jin liefeng, he To do so Because he was afraid of losing her Is that right?

That's why he used such dangerous means to force himself

Ruan Xiaomo felt that her eyes were hot and her nose was sour.

Chest seems to have what feeling, like vines grow up.

"Jin liefeng, I What's so important? " She murmured.