She thought that the phone call in the morning was the limit of Mo Xiuze.

But what she never thought was that in the afternoon, Mo Xiuze really quickly used the company cooperation as an excuse to make her have to attend the meeting to see him.

In previous meetings, Ruan Ruyan was fully present, and Mo Xiuze has been absent for several times. Today, only Mo Xiuze and Ruan Ruyan are absent.

When Ruan Xiaomo stepped into the meeting room, he subconsciously wanted to get up and leave.

If she remembers correctly, there are many people in the meeting room. Why is it that she and Where is mo Xiuze?

"I told them that today they just had some design problems and wanted to confirm with you, so when other people came, they all went back to work."

Mo Xiuze's voice came quietly, just like that on the phone.

Ruan Xiaomo turned her back to him, and her memory stirred her restlessness.

She looked at the ceiling, took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Then she felt that she had enough power to pretend that nothing had happened and sat down in the nearest position.

"Since it's a design problem, it's really no problem to just ask me." She opened the book of the meeting and drew two strokes on it seriously: "come on, what do you want to confirm? texture of material? The style of the series? Or what? "

"Why don't you tell me." Mo Xiuze's voice in the extremely quiet huge conference room, clearly into her ears.

Ruan Xiaomo listened to this sentence quite wrong, but she tried to ignore the feeling that she would be led by his words. She only calmly asked: "tell what? I need to know what you want to ask and what you want to ask about this cooperation fund before I can answer you - "

" why don't you tell me I... " Mo Xiuze's voice was like a feather. He stopped for a second in mid air and then continued to fall: "tell me, I misunderstood you all..."

Ruan Xiaomo's hand holding the pen suddenly tightened.

Misunderstanding

What's wrong?

All the misunderstandings are just not enough to believe

If he really misunderstands her, it just means that their feelings are not strong enough to stand the test

It's only natural that the two people staggered and diverged from each other since he went abroad to study?

Ruan Xiaomo didn't reply, just quietly staring at his meeting minutes, as if there was something particularly good-looking on it, which was worth her paying attention to all the time.

"Why don't you tell me You refused me to study abroad because your uncle Ruan didn't like you to study design? And there is no design related thing in your room. It's because you don't want to be discovered by them, so you hide it? "

"Why don't you tell me You didn't mess with other men at all? Those so-called photos are not what they look like? "

"Why don't you tell me In fact, my mother wronged you just to make me hate you? "

"Why You have to hide everything and refuse to tell me until I find that it's all misunderstanding, Xiaomo Why, tell me... "

Ruan Xiaomo felt that the tip of his nose was sour unconsciously.

It turns out that she doesn't really care. She just seems to be numb.

"I, I..."

She tried to open her mouth, trying to shift the topic away, but when she opened her mouth, it was with a trembling tone, which made her unable to finish a sentence smoothly.

It's not that she doesn't want to tell him, but how can she tell him?

Mo Xiuze has a good family background, and is also a man of the year in the school. In the face of such a dazzling big boy, how can she tell him and complain to him?

Do you want her to tell him that her father is not good to her, that his father abandoned her mother, and even allowed her to do what she likes, but connived at her two little three children?

Do you want her to tell him that she is not as good at home as he thinks, that Ruan Ruyan, Ruan Ruyun and Liu Qiqi pretend to be harmonious with her in front of outsiders?

Should she tell him that she was in that family, not to mention her status, and even the servants looked down upon her?

Mo Xiuze

He would not know how unattainable he was to her at that time, but how happy he was when he was with her, like a light in her memory.

"You are not To talk about work? " Ruan Xiaomo tried to adjust her breathing several times, and finally she was able to make her voice as stable as possible to finish these words: "if you don't talk, then I don't think you and I have anything to talk about. I want to go back to work."

Do sth

Work

Today, for the first time, she found the word so easy to use.

Ruan Xiaomo thought with self mockery.

"I didn't know until I asked my mother yesterday." Mo Xiuze did not stop, but continued: "Xiaomo, if I didn't know the truth, would you not explain these things all your life and carry them on your own all your life?"Ruan froze for a moment, closed the folder and the minutes book, stood up neatly, turned and walked to the door of the conference room.

Since she can't stop Mo Xiuze's questioning, she can always leave here.

But just as her hand touched the door handle of the conference room, a man's arm pressed on the door.

Ruan Xiaomo can see his light beige shirt and camel coat in his low vision, as well as the small part of his wrist protruding from his sleeve. The protruding wrist bone has a beautiful shape, which reminds her of playing the violin with both hands every minute

If only people's memories could be deleted at will.

Ruan Xiaomo thought that in this world, many people may not be painful or sad.

It is more difficult to remember than to forget.

"Mo Xiuze, that happened to Ruan Ruyan yesterday, though It's her fault, but after all, you should be getting married soon. You should stay with her. Now come to me and say these words. What do you mean? "

Since he couldn't get away, and since he couldn't escape, Ruan Xiaomo simply bit the tip of his tongue, forced himself to calm down with pain, raised his head and faced him.

Mo Xiuze was standing beside her. He was still as handsome and elegant as Xiuzhu. However, she knew that he was also a warm, cheerful and sometimes handsome boy.

Forget, Ruan Xiaomo, you don't know, you don't know that Mo Xiuze.

What you need to know and remember is mo Xiuze, who is going to marry Ruan Ruyan.

They study abroad together. Time and distance will eventually form a huge natural moat, separating all self righteous affections.

Ruan Xiaomo said to himself over and over again in the bottom of his heart, but he could also feel such calmness, which would not last long.

"Because I was wrong." Mo Xiuze looked into her eyes deeply, and his tone was full of nostalgia that seemed to come out of her bones, "Ruan Xiaomo, Xiaomo I was wrong. Before going abroad, I thought we would not have any problems. I believe that our relationship is just like believing that there is a soul in this world. Even if we are in our own world, although I go to school and work on your side when I'm at rest, when I want to send you a short message or call during the day, I will think of what you should do I'm already asleep... "

His every word is self-analysis in general, sincere as if from the chest out of the general.

Ruan Xiaomo's eyes trembled, but he didn't know what to say.

It turns out that They are all like this.

She was afraid that he would not have a good rest, so she did not dare to disturb him too much, and so did he, and finally Two people can talk less and less time

In the end, it turned into no news

"Is there any point in saying that now?" She tried to swallow a lump and keep the voice steady, saying: "Mo Xiuze, you have --"

"I won't marry her, Xiao Mo, I..." Mo Xiuze's eyes moved, and then he said: "in fact, Ruan Ruyan just wanted to cooperate with me, I On the night when I learned that my mother had an asthma attack and was admitted to the hospital, I flew back directly by plane. I heard that you were having a dinner at Jin's house, so I looked for you I - "

hearing this, Ruan Xiaomo's body was suddenly shocked, and her eyes finally showed some invisible panic.

That night

Did Mo Xiuze see it?

He At the Jin's dinner party?

Then he How much do you see? Did you see her rushing out of Jin liefeng's bedroom, or was she accused and humiliated by all the Ruan family, or was it all that night?

Mo Xiuze didn't let go of the sudden change of her mood. He couldn't help holding her shoulder, "Xiao Mo, since other things are misunderstandings, then That night, did I misunderstand something? Am I Wrong. You were not with another man at all... "

"No Ruan Xiaomo's voice was low and indifferent. She raised her eyes and looked at Mo Xiuze distantly: "Mo Xiuze, I can tell you that that night, I I did have sex with other men the night you saw me

Mo Xiuze's pupil is gradually enlarged by surprise, which clearly reflects Ruan Xiaomo's own appearance.

The face of indifference, and the look of refusing people thousands of miles away.

"Mo Xiuze, as I said, everything has passed, and now it's meaningless to talk about everything." Ruan Xiaomo's voice sounded dry, and there was no emotion: "you and I, even if we had something before, but now things are different. It doesn't mean that you suddenly find any misunderstanding before, you can come back. I've changed, you've changed, and we can't go back."