Chapter 830

She becomes easily distracted, like her whole being, living in another world.

Maybe it's another world where the young master is still alive.

The young master's toys and things were not put away, but in the baby room, she no longer allowed anyone to go in and move things.

All the things are arranged by her.

It's as if Jin Xu would come back to her as long as she went to the baby room and looked at the baby's things every day.

Jin liefeng frowned and squeezed the pen in his hand.

The pen, which was not covered, was sharp and thrust into the palm of his hand.

The ink fainted, and the blood came out quickly, mixed with the ink.

Jin Xu's death is a wound on Ruan Xiaomo that will never be good.

The wound was bloody and reminded her of that painful memory all the time.

"Baby, this is your favorite toy. Mom will play with you later, OK?"

Ruan Xiaomo picked up a rattle from the side of the crib and shook it with a smile on her lips.

The rattle drum makes a crisp sound, which can attract the attention of the baby.

Although there are countless small toys, many of which are expensive and exquisite, Jin Xu seems to like this ordinary rattle most.

Every time as long as a flash, his big eyes, will see over.

Ruan Xiaomo sat beside the crib, smiling, picked up the rattle and shook it, looking into the crib.

Suddenly, the smile on her face solidified.

In the crib, empty.

What about the baby?

What about the kids?

What about her Jin Xu?

Ruan Xiaomo panicked and opened the small quilt in the crib. There was nothing under it.

She lay down on the ground again and looked under the crib. There was nothing.

She was in such a hurry that she whirled about in the nursery.

What about Jin Xu?

Why is Jin Xu gone?

Jin Xu -

she stopped in a hurry.

By the way, she and Jin liefeng's baby It's dead.

Jin Xu has left her forever.

Ruan Xiaomo squatted down and buried his head in his knee.

In the spacious, warm and bright baby room, she could not help crying.

When night came, she put away the toys in an orderly way, and folded the little quilt on the crib.

"Darling, my mother will come to see you tomorrow."

Ruan Xiaomo went to the door and said to the empty room.

No child's babbling voice responded to her, nor did Julie smile and say "good night to mom, young master.".

Except for her voice, the room was dead.

It's not like a baby room, it's more like a tomb.

Jin Xu's tomb.

Ruan Xiaomo was still for a moment, then he opened the door and went out.

As soon as she opened the door, she saw the man guarding it.

He doesn't know how long he's been here.

Through the thin door, he listened to her talking to himself, listening to her crying inside, listening to her coaxing and talking inside as if the baby was still alive.

Heart, like a knife is not too sharp, a knife to cut him.

Ruan Xiaomo didn't seem to see him. He walked around him and went outside.

"The servant said that you only had half a bowl of porridge today." Jin liefeng suddenly grabbed her.

Ruan Xiaomo stopped, then flung his hand away.

"It's none of your business." She looked coldly at the man in front of her.

Jin liefeng frowned and forced her to the dining room. "Ruan Xiaomo, you must have dinner tonight!"

If it goes on like this, her body will not be able to carry it!

Ruan Xiaomo desperately struggled to draw back his hand, but when he couldn't, he hit him crazily.

"Let go of Jin liefeng! It's none of your business whether I eat or not!!! Let go of me "Jin Xu can't eat anything, why don't you think about him?" she cried

The man's body suddenly became stiff.

"I come to see Jin Xu every day, but I can't find him, Jin liefeng." Ruan Xiaomo hung his head, his voice suddenly became smaller, "I can't find him..."

She dreams of Jin Xu every night.

Every day she felt that the baby was not dead.

She always thought that as soon as she opened the door of the baby room, she could see him lying in the crib talking to her.

But every day, she failed.

"Jin liefeng, you gave up our baby." She looked up at him, eyes no light, "it's you, why don't you save him?"

Jin liefeng frowned and did not speak.He took Ruan Xiaomo's palm and suddenly came out with a sharp pain.

Ruan Xiaomo grabbed his hand and bit it down.

The blood gushed out from her teeth, and the beads of blood quickly condensed into a string on his hand, dripping rapidly along the palm of his hand.

Jin liefeng snorted. There was a ravine in his eyebrow, but he let her bite without saying anything.

She needs to vent.

The little life that disappeared once stayed in her stomach for a long time.

When she touches her stomach, she will put her little hands and feet against her stomach to respond to her. When she sees her, she will smile with milk. Although she can't speak, she will reach out to her mother to hold her

Ruan Xiaomo's tears washed the blood of his palm, but could not wash away the fact that had happened.

"Jin Xu won't come back." He said quietly: "Ruan Xiaomo, accept the reality."

Ruan small foam slowly loose mouth, mouth still with the blood of his palm.

"Jin liefeng, I hate you." Her eyes were as cool as the pool water on an autumn night. "I hate you. I didn't choose Jin Xu. I hate you. Why can you be so calm? Our baby is gone, Jin liefeng. "

Why can he be so indifferent from the beginning as if nothing had happened?

Isn't Jin Xu his child?

From his face, why can't she see the pain at all?

Why is he always so calm and self-sustaining, only ask her to eat, ask her to rest.

Jin liefeng, he Don't you miss their children a little?

Does this man have no feelings for his children?

Ruan Xiaomo's fingertips were cold. She slowly stepped back to distance herself from Jin liefeng.

"You don't love babies." She shook her head and murmured, "you don't care about our baby at all."

Otherwise, why did he choose her unswervingly at that time?

If he had a part of his father's love for their children, he would not have chosen to protect her and give up the child!

Jin liefeng was as calm as amethyst's eyes, and there was a crack.

"Ruan Xiaomo, things have happened. Besides, it has no meaning." He stepped forward and said, "even if you come here every day and immerse yourself in pain every day, it's no use. You should -"

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