At night
there is only a small desk lamp on in the room. Han Muzi has finished washing, put on his pajamas and sat on the bed.
She should have fallen asleep at this time, but today she is sleepless.
Under the night light, a golden button in her hands exudes a faint light.
Most of it is because the night light is warm, so the color of the button looks warm.
She gazed at the button in her hand, slightly lost in thought.
This button was left in her dress by the mysterious man on the rainy night five years ago.
Thinking of this, Han Muzi felt the finger belly of the button for a few minutes, and her thoughts began to drift away.
At that time, she asked Han Xueyou to find the owner's whereabouts for herself. As a result, she went back and forth to find out the cold night.
This news once scared her to death, and even made her feel guilty in front of yemoxuan.
Although she didn't say it, she was sure that the child was probably cold at night, so she avoided the cold at night.
Until millet beans are born and grow up.
The facial features on the face are more and more like a person.
Her heart from doubt, to incredible, to shock.
It's ridiculous.
Even if the children of night cold have the genes of night family, they can't be the same as yemoxuan.
So, Han Muzi even thought that the mysterious man that night was yemoxuan himself.
And he, but to marry into the night home of her mouth said she is pregnant with wild seed.
After having this cognition at that time, Han Muzi's first thought was to deny this shocking idea.
How is that possible? How is that possible?
If it's really him, isn't she and yemoxuan put together by heaven?
I can't accept her.
In addition to yemoxuan's attitude towards herself and what Han Xueyou said to herself at that time, she felt that There is no hope in this life.
If it had not been for Xiaomi Dou, she would not have been able to live.
Think of here, Han Mu purple will be in the hands of the button pinch more tight, white finger pulp are red.
Click -
the door of the room was suddenly pushed open, a small figure rushed in, quickly took off her shoes and climbed onto her bed.
Han Muzi's soul is scared to fly, subconsciously will button to hide in the quilt, don't let others see.
It was her own secret.
For many years.
The little guy came in and hugged her with his hands and feet. He said in a beep, "Mommy, Xiaomi Dou doesn't want to sleep alone. Xiaomi Dou wants to sleep with mommy."
Han Muzi's frightened heart gradually calmed down and said softly in the light of night: "Xiaomi Dou has grown up and can't sleep with mommy any more. You are a man, and you are different from Mommy. Do you understand?"
Xiaomi Dou rubbed her arm with her face discontentedly: "no, Xiaomi Dou is not yet an adult, and you are Xiaomi Dou's mother. There is no difference between men and women."
"And Mommy, you've been letting Xiaomi Dou sleep by herself these days. Xiaomi Dou misses you. Let Xiaomi Dou sleep with you tonight."
Han Muzi Millet beans. "
"Mommy has always said that when Xiaomi Dou grows up, can Xiaomi Dou find his own daddy?"
Originally, Han Muzi still wanted to persuade him to go back to his room to sleep, but he suddenly said a word and confused Han Muzi, and his heart was also shocked.
Is it the turn of fate?
In the past, when she was abroad, Xiaomi Dou never asked her for her father. She was very cute.
But after returning home, he mentioned it more and more. Even after she ordered yemoxuan not to investigate herself today, Xiaomi Dou got into her bed and said such words to her.
Is it a coincidence?
Han Mu Zi squeezed the gold button hard, and then put it in his palm.
"Why do you ask that all of a sudden?" Han Mu Zi took a look at Xiaomi Dou in her arms and tried to soften her voice. "You used to When I was abroad, I didn't mention it all the time. "
Xiaomi Dou pursed his lips: "Mommy used to be very hard, so Xiaomi Dou understood Mommy, but now Xiaomi Dou has grown up, you don't have to let mommy find it, Xiaomi Dou can find it by himself."
Han Muzi
"May I, Mommy?" Xiaomi Dou shakes her arm: "Xiaomi Dou is very powerful. I'm sure I can find my own father!"
Hearing this, Han Mu Zi's breath is suffocating. She finally realizes that Xiaomi Dou has mentioned this matter with her for several times. It's not a joke to her. He really wants to find daddy.
Although she felt that Xiaomi Dou could not find Yemo Xuan's head at such a small age, Han Mu Zi still felt fluffy in her heart, and immediately rebuked: "don't go!"
Her voice is very severe, all of a sudden the millet beans to the fierce confused."Mom, Mommy..."
"Do you hear me?" Looking at the black bean asked.
Xiaomi Dou blinked and her eyes turned red. "Mommy, but Xiaomi Dou I want to find daddy
"Didn't I say not to go?" Han Muzi didn't expect that he didn't even listen to his own words. After she said no, she stubbornly said that she wanted to find daddy. All of a sudden, she became more severe, and began to say anything: "your own daddy is dead, you don't have to find it, you can't find it!"
Millet bean
When saying this, Han Mu Zi also followed red eye socket slowly.
Their eyes seemed to compare. A moment later, Han Mu Zi closed her eyes, sniffed and said, "sorry, Xiaomi Dou Did Mommy get a little excited just now? "
All the time, Han Muzi suddenly came to talk to him in a soft voice. Xiaomi Dou couldn't stop immediately. Wow, she burst into tears.
This sound pierced Han Muzi's heart like a needle. She was so painful that she couldn't breathe. She just said something irreparable. Now she didn't know how to explain it to Xiaomi Dou. She could only reach out and hold him.
"I'm sorry, Xiaomi Dou. I'm sorry, it's Mommy Mommy shouldn't have done it to you. "
While saying, Han Mu Zi followed with tears, just like a broken bead, falling down, all of which hit Xiaomi Dou's neck.
Xiaomi Dou was frightened by such tears. He was still crying, but it seemed that it was the first time he saw mummy crying in front of him.
The big tears couldn't stop, and they rushed out of her eyes.
"I'm sorry It's Mommy. I'm sorry, millet bean. I'm sorry. " However, Han Mu Zi has been repeating a word, like entering the general magic Zheng.
Millet beans look at such Han Mu purple, immediately feel that he is very unreasonable today.
He reached out his little hand around Han Muzi's neck and pasted his face warmly: "Mommy, stop crying, after Xiaomi Dou No more talking about finding dad. "
Han Mu Zi's cry can no longer stop, tears burst the dike, the millet beans in his arms to cry.