Because she is afraid to hold too much, she will be reluctant to leave, right?
She's actually thinking about leaving long ago?
Du Xiaoyu was surprised by his own idea, and immediately grasped Jiang Xiaobai's hand and asked: "you don't hold the child, is it because you want to leave? Xiaobai, promise mom not to do stupid things, OK? How long have you and Xiao sucai been married? How good he is to you, and how good his mother is to you. Besides, the child has just been born. We can't live without a mother. "
Jiang Xiaobai was moved by what she said, and her eyes were red: "but mom, this marriage was a joke. I was amorous from beginning to end, and I was too conceited. I thought there was nothing I couldn't do."
But life still gave her a heavy blow.
"What makes you amorous?" Xiaoyu said, "what are you squinting at? Don't you and Xiao Su love each other? You're free. "
"Yes, it's because of free association."
No, it's not free association. Although love is between two people, if they didn't have a relationship that night, they wouldn't really get together.
It's not very different from marriage.
"Since it's free association, what are you saying now? Xiao Su, if he doesn't like you, can he marry you? The diamond ring is made for you, you two are so stupid
Is that right? Xiao su Do you like her?
Together for such a long time, Jiang Xiaobai has never thought about this problem, not that he does not want to, but that he does not dare to think about it.
She was afraid that when she thought about it seriously, she would begin to despair.
Now hearing Du Xiaoyu speak out in person, Jiang Xiaobai has to face up to this problem.
Does Xiao Su really like her?
"Mom, can I not talk about it?"
"Why not? I don't know. You always keep this state. Are you worthy of children? If you don't even hold your child, and if your mother doesn't tell you clearly, what will you do if you run away later? "
Jiang Xiaobai didn't answer.
"Xiaobai, if a man has you in his heart, the client should be the clearest. Touch your conscience and ask, does he really dislike you? On the day you gave birth, you were in a coma after the baby was born. After the mother went in, she saw him holding your hand tightly all the time. She didn't even look at the baby. At that time, when mom saw this scene, she felt that you didn't marry the wrong person, at least this man knows how to love you, he knows your hard work. But knowing how to love you is based on your feelings. Will he love others at will? "
Speaking of this, Du Xiaoyu rubbed Jiang Xiaobai's head: "so you, don't always think too much."
After listening to her words, Jiang Xiaobai was a little surprised. When she was in a coma that day, she woke up and saw Xiao Su standing by her side. She didn't feel much moved in her heart. Maybe it was because she made the determination to leave.
But now after listening to Du Xiaoyu's narration, Jiang Xiaobai can imagine the scene of that day.
Maybe, is she really thinking too much?
Clearly that day's matter all passed, but why that person who was saved by him became Xiaoyan, she became so stingy, so unclear?
Jiang Xiaobai closed his eyes and abandoned all the messy ideas: "Mom, I know. You go out first. I want to be alone."
"Well, think about it for yourself and think about what mom said."
Br / > that night, Jiang Xiaobai was lying in bed with his eyes closed, but he didn't fall asleep.
There was a sudden cry from a child next door.
She pause for a moment, in this silent night, the child's cry is particularly abrupt, like a needle pierced her heart.
She didn't move because the child was taken care of.
But after a long time, the child's crying continued, and no footsteps came from the next room.
Jiangxiaobai slowly opened his eyes, some doubt to think, her mother-in-law and mother are not in? No, they are usually the closest to their children. They should be here.
So why?
Soon, Jiang Xiaobai figured out the cause of the Central Plains. What she said to Du Xiaoyu today may have been known to Liang Yahe.
So two people should be deliberately regardless of the child, want her to hold.
Jiang Xiaobai continued to lie still, the child's crying continued for a few minutes, still did not stop.
She was more and more disturbed by the cry. Finally, she couldn't help getting up. She got out of bed barefoot and ran out to open the door next door.
After the door was opened, the cry of the child became louder. There were two baby beds in the room, one pink and one blue. Jiang Xiaobai saw a small figure lying in the blue baby bed. The clothes on the child were all light blue.
These clothes were bought by Jiang Xiaobai herself. At the beginning, she wanted to leave, but she didn't know whether she was pregnant with a boy or a girl, so she prepared double.Even the crib was a boy, so he used the blue clothes and the blue crib.
These days, Jiang Xiaobai has never paid attention to it.
Now seeing all this, Jiang Xiaobai was deeply touched.
There is something surging in the chest / mouth. Jiang Xiaobai walks slowly towards the blue crib.
The cry grew louder and louder, and almost went into Jiang Xiaobai's heart. The baby in blue was lying there, shaking his hands and feet.
Go to the crib, Xiaoyan finally see the whole picture of the child.
Recently, I haven't even looked at it carefully.
The baby lying there, small, soft, light blue baby clothes, looked whiter on him.
The flesh on the cheek, river small white didn't restrain oneself for a moment, stretched out a hand to pinch.
It's soft and sticky, and it's very elastic. Jiang Xiaobai didn't hold back and pinched it gently.
The child was crying. After being pinched two times by Jiang Xiaobai, he stopped magically and stared at Jiang Xiaobai curiously with two black eyes.
At the moment of eye contact, Jiang Xiaobai felt his heart numb.
After that, her eyes were a little red. She reached out and picked up the child. When she picked up, she was afraid of hurting him. She moved carefully and coaxed him softly.
"Mom's here, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry."
In a room not far away, Xiao Su, Liang Yahe and Du Xiaoyu stay together. Xiao Su is so anxious that he is restless and walks around the room.
Du Xiaoyu is his mother-in-law, so he didn't say anything about her. Liang Yahe was shaken to a headache by him and scolded: "why do you sit down for me and walk around?"
"Mom, Xiaobai, she..."
"Do you mean to say Xiaobai? You son of a bitch